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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    “You are not well,” Salvador returns. “You are overflowing with…” he pauses to search for the word and he finds it, “grief. You’re grieving. It has hollowed you out.”

     

    “I have nothing to grieve for.”

     

    “You’re lying, Thomas.”

     

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    Vincent Benítez becomes Pope Innocent XIV. Thomas Lawrence stays behind.

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    23 Mar 2025

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    His hands shackle-tight on Viktor. An embrace of strobing, blinding blue.

    But there is no annihilation after; Jayce awakes in another timeline.

    All is not well.

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    12 Mar 2025

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    Jayce smiled up at him, something fiery but painfully fond burning in his amber eyes. “Fuck me like you’re afraid you’ll break me.”
    Those words were a decade-old echo of Viktor’s own, the first night they’d slept together—‘you won’t break me, Jayce’—and as Viktor stared down in Jayce’s achingly familiar eyes, he remembered why they didn’t typically face each other during sex anymore… because Jayce’s lips… pink and swollen and so soft they could be made of velvet… Jayce’s eyes… deep honeyed pits of understanding and devotion… they were all tendrils of that riptide, sucking him down into the beckoning silk-lined casket marked I still love you, never stopped, though I’ve tried, Janna I’ve tried.

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    12 Mar 2025