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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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10 Feb 2026
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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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01 Nov 2025
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“You are not well,” Salvador returns. “You are overflowing with…” he pauses to search for the word and he finds it, “grief. You’re grieving. It has hollowed you out.”
“I have nothing to grieve for.”
“You’re lying, Thomas.”
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Vincent Benítez becomes Pope Innocent XIV. Thomas Lawrence stays behind.
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- Part 2 of Volo ut sis
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23 Mar 2025
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His hands shackle-tight on Viktor. An embrace of strobing, blinding blue.
But there is no annihilation after; Jayce awakes in another timeline.
All is not well.
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- Part 1 of Break, repair. Break, repair.
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12 Mar 2025
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Jayce smiled up at him, something fiery but painfully fond burning in his amber eyes. “Fuck me like you’re afraid you’ll break me.”
Those words were a decade-old echo of Viktor’s own, the first night they’d slept together—‘you won’t break me, Jayce’—and as Viktor stared down in Jayce’s achingly familiar eyes, he remembered why they didn’t typically face each other during sex anymore… because Jayce’s lips… pink and swollen and so soft they could be made of velvet… Jayce’s eyes… deep honeyed pits of understanding and devotion… they were all tendrils of that riptide, sucking him down into the beckoning silk-lined casket marked I still love you, never stopped, though I’ve tried, Janna I’ve tried.Series
- Part 1 of Notes on Reconciliation and Relief
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12 Mar 2025
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HAMMER TO FALL by Caspercryptid (FaiaHae), theneonpineapple
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
05 Feb 2025
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Viktor and Jayce are roommates, old friends, and lab partners. They both have just one little secret from the other, which would be fine, if it weren't the same secret.
Only on different sides of an incredibly deep divide between two cities.
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- Part 2 of Heroes & Villains
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12 Mar 2025
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Jayce cleans Viktor's apartment after he overdoses.
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04 Dec 2024
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It’s 1991 in New York City. 17-year-old ballet prodigy Ash Lynx thought that agreeing to star in a charity show for AIDS awareness would be a break from the hard pace of his career. But as the “Swan Queen” in an all-male version of “Swan Lake,” Ash is uncharacteristically detached from his character. Odette is a tragedy; cursed to be swan, torn away from her one true love, killing herself to be with him in death.
Ash can’t relate to the self-victimization.
Things only get more complicated when 19-year-old Japanese photographer, Eiji Okumura, comes onto the scene, poking into Ash’s life with an insatiable curiosity, trying to help Ash reconnect with his muse.
As Ash feels the pressure from his head manager and guardian, the impossible to please Dino Golzine, and is running out of places to hide from the darker, uglier parts of his past and present, Ash Lynx has to start asking the same questions as Eiji.
Does he want to live like he’s in a ballet or dance to the beat of his own drum?~ ~ ~
Or, in which the author uses Swan Lake as an overt metaphor for Ash and Eiji's tragic love (with a fix-it ending)
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06 Oct 2024
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A year ago, there had been a reunion, tearful and bursting with emotion. Ash had fallen into Eiji’s arms and wept at the relief of it, mutually mindful of the wounds that marred their sides. They had buzzed with excitement for weeks, slipping into the same intimate habits, sleeping side-by-side and whispering plans of moves to Tokyo and trips cross-country and everything else they could do now, liberated at last. Possibility had bloomed perennial. Finally, they were going to live.
It didn’t last.
[Ash survives. It isn't easy.]
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01 Oct 2024
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way back home by meownings
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
25 Nov 2021
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For a fleeting moment, just before he opens his eyes, Chu Wanning feels as if things were just like how they used to be—he would wake up, find himself tucked into Mo Ran’s arms, the birds outside would chirp noisily, and everything would be right in this world again.
But that isn’t his reality.
Not anymore.
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After five years of marriage, Mo Ran and Chu Wanning are filing for a divorce.
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23 May 2022
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the taste of blood, the claim of love by newamsterdam
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
31 Dec 2019
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“You’d do anything to save him, wouldn’t you.”
Shen Qingqiu forces his eyes to meet Luo Binghe’s. “Anything.”
“I already have your life,” Luo Binghe says idly. “You don’t have much more to give, do you?”
Shen Qingqiu blinks placidly. “I’m sure you can think of something.”
Luo Binghe smiles slowly, looking almost vulpine. “Of course, I can. In fact, I know what I want from you, Shen Qingqiu.”
He doesn’t want to imagine what depravity lurks in Luo Binghe’s mind. He inclines his head, skin itching at the contact with Luo Binghe, and waits.
When Shen Qingqiu's life is in his hands, Luo Binghe asks for something Shen Qingqiu thought he'd given away long ago-- his loyalty.
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28 Apr 2022
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Hua Cheng has been Hua Cheng since he was fourteen years old. His debut song was titled ‘The Day You Left’ and was about a breakup, the same as all of the most boring and successful ballads...He had been so incredibly young—an age that people would have typically laughed and teased for being too young to even know what love was, let alone heartbreak—but had such moody eyes and such a sad, sad smile that he’d collected thousands of fans overnight.
That was the beginning of it all.
//global superstar Hua Cheng becomes unlikely friends with a cashier at a meatbun restaurant who bears an uncanny resemblance to an old pop star that fell out of public favor years ago
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08 Apr 2022
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the heartlines on our hands by occultings (microcomets)
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
10 Oct 2020
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Among the cultivation sects and beyond, the soulmate threads are a shared and common knowledge: blue for a familial soulmate. Silver for a friend. Red for a lover.
Lan Zhan is eight years old when the red thread first appears on his wrist.
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28 Feb 2022
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dreaming and getting a glimmer by verseau
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Jan 2021
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Wei Ying discovers himself.
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28 Feb 2022
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The Fire Lapping Up the Creek by notevenyou
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
01 Jun 2020
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Wei Wuxian travels to Lanling for his nephew’s one-month celebration alone, without Wen Ning.
Lan Wangji lives with the consequences.
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28 Feb 2022
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All Old Things are New Again by The Feels Whale (miscellea)
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
17 Jul 2021
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Full-time necromancer and part-time cam boy, Wei Wuxian, finds himself unexpectedly homeless. An enthusiastic patron comes to his rescue.
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Immortal Cultivator Lan Wangji has been waiting a long time for his deceased husband to be reincarnated again. In retrospect, he should have anticipated that this is how it would go.
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- Part 1 of All Old Things Are New Again
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28 Feb 2022
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“Okay,” Jingyi says, as Sizhui puzzles this out aloud. “Okay! So the demon has been turning its victims into children.”
“I think so,” Sizhui says.
“To make them easier prey,” Jingyi says.
“Yes,” Sizhui says.
“So—” Jingyi’s voice cracks here, “this kid is Senior Wei.”
Wei Wuxian, still tangled in his own massive robes, blinks politely at them.
(Or: Wei Wuxian is cursed on a night-hunt, and the junior quartet rapidly finds themselves in over their heads.)
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17 Feb 2022
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Keith and Lance wake up married. In the future.
He lays there a moment, processing the faint throbbing in his head, a strange bitter taste like lemons in his mouth. When he opens his eyes, the room spins wildly into a kaleidoscope of colors, so he closes them again, breathing in and out until he feels less like he might throw up. He suddenly registers a warm weight over his waist, and lifts his head to see a brown arm thrown over him. It looks startlingly familiar, but different, bigger than he remembers, more toned.
Keith turns all the way around and comes face to face with Lance sleepily blinking his own eyes open.
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05 Feb 2022
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Bound Threads by Anonymous
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
19 Nov 2018
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Midoriya Izuku, son of Midoriya Inko and bearer of One for All, wakes up in an unfamiliar room.
Akatani Mikumo, son of Midoriya Hisashi and brother of Shimura Tenko, wakes up in an unfamiliar room as well.
Weird Kimi no Na Wa-inspired fic where Midoriya swaps bodies with a parallel universe version of himself. They both unwillingly run into shenanigans and try to get through family drama together.
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21 Nov 2018
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slow it down (go easy on me) by newamsterdam
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
31 Aug 2017
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It’s at that moment that Bakugou realizes something is very, very wrong. He glances down at himself and sees scars he’s never had before along his arms, little nicks and scratches he’d never have been oblivious to. When he reaches up, his limbs feel longer, and as he staggers to his feet he stands several centimeters taller than he had, last thing he knew. He glances at the mirror, catches sight of his reflection, and screams.
One of the doors on the opposite side of the room bursts open, steam spilling out into the bedroom. A man crosses the room in quick strides, looking around for some enemy he can’t yet see.
No, not just a man. Kirishima.
When a confrontation with a villain throws Bakugou through time, he's forced to face a future he never imagined, and maybe something he can't leave behind.
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13 Aug 2018