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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    It’s a dare; the memory of Stu’s fingers on Paul’s bite mark rolled loose and left spinning in the floor between them. Up to Paul, what he does with it.

    Paul shifts on his other foot, studies Stu. He must know, must have felt what Stu did when they were at each other’s throats. Must understand now, how desire has teeth.

    Humbug, 1961. Paul becomes Stu's muse.

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    07 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    They are supposed to play a game only one can win.
    But Light scratches warnings into L's skin and ruins his greatest advantage for a pair of deep black eyes.

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    06 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    It was supposed to be a simple honeypot mission. Emphasis on supposed to be.

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    05 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Only, one thing that John has learned over the course of the last twelve months: Living Paul isn’t the same person as Dead Paul, is he.
    Dead Paul is a humble, straight-laced musical visionary; steadfast in his devotion to his family and the rights of animals of all kinds; unwavering in the face of adversity, unafraid to leave behind a band he’s outgrown; his head is brimming with ideas, his hands with talent, his heart with compassion.
    John knows Living Paul is in there somewhere, buried beneath the layers and layers of spin and veneer: the idiot who got caught with half a pound of grass in Japan, the soft lad who used to climb up a drain pipe to sneak into his own house, the mad genius, the infuriating know-it-all, the insensitive twat – the most stupidly hopeless endeavour to summarize.

     

    December 8th 1980: Paul McCartney is shot dead outside his home. In his wake, he leaves a grieving Linda, his four beautiful children, and a remarkable legacy, the scale of which the world has only begun to comprehend.

    And John.

    (Each chapter of this story takes place on the same date, progressing through the years.)

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    18 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    How and why did Paul get John back together with Yoko, ending his lost weekend? Set over one night between John and Paul in a hotel room in 1974.

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    15 Oct 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 32

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    It's 1968 and Paul doesn't want to go home.

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    15 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 85

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    "Would you miss me?" John asks, or he means to ask, and thinks he does, but Paul doesn't answer for such a long time that John has to check. "Macca. If I went to prison, or if I left the country or - Y'know, if I kicked the bucket, would you miss me?
    "Don't be ridiculous," Paul says.

    1967 - Tara Browne's dead, the Beatles are making an album and Paul is, for some reason, refusing to trip with John.

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    12 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 44

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    He got the idea when Paul shaved off the Pepper mustache, and made time ripple around them.

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    11 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 7

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    When logic and proportion have fallen sloppy dead...

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    11 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 36

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    He's had dreams like this. You can’t dream up a thing you’ve never seen, right? And what has John seen more than this view here, Paul’s face inches from his across the sheets?

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    10 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 8

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    08 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 30

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    08 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 20

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    Julian wakes up after having a nightmare and, having fought the shadows of the night, seeks out his parents bedroom.

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    08 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    If you looked back and forth at someone like that in real life - even at your wife or your child - alternating between intensity and carelessness, it would alarm you and the other person, it would make both of you self-conscious about how long you should hold the look for and how long you should look away, what amount of time is normal and appropriate. But all the rules go out the window when you play and sing with someone.

    John and Paul are friends and experimental musicians living in the west of Ireland with their partners and children. For their latest project, an album recorded without using any digital equipment, they have also committed to giving up their phones and devices. The removal of distraction helps their music, and also makes them aware of other, more personal things about each other and their relationship.

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    08 Oct 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 43

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    His need for Paul is something carnal, something without reason. He wants to dig his fingers into his pale skin, split him down the middle and let him spill open. Wants to bruise Paul purple and red, trail teeth marks down his body, kiss blasphemies into his skin

    John and Stu plan to go see a prostitute together. Unwilling to let Stu go off with John alone, Paul suggests they use him instead.

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    04 Oct 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    His pastor had said temptation was the snake, slivering and beckoning you lower, but Paul had always known; temptation was the apple, something which begged to be bitten, something sweet on the tongue. Temptation was hunger, a constant ache in your stomach. 

    Or, Paul gives into his wanting

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    04 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 11

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    It's 1961 and Paul McCartney hates everything in Hamburg, especially fucking Stuart Sutcliffe.

    It's 1991 and Paul McCartney, world famous rock star and composer, is preparing for the premiere of the Liverpool Oratorio.

    When they meet, Paul teaches himself some important life lessons. Oh, and they have sex, too, because Paul could never resist himself, could he?

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    24 Sep 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 45

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    For the kink meme prompt: First US visit - John is busy with Cyn, George is busy with his sister, which leaves Paul and Ringo to entertain themselves…

    Beatles Kink Meme Secret Santa gift for heybulldogs <3

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    04 Sep 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 58

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    “There’s something wrong with you, Paul. You must realise that.”

     

    Or, 1968 woes.

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    04 Sep 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 10

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    Prompt fill for the Beatles Kink Meme, and also a part of Beatles Rarepair Autumn:

    Paul and Ivan Vaughan get their first kiss with each other, and platonically practice kissing in Paul's bedroom.

    Thank you for the beta, bookofapril. To say I look forward to seeing your rarepair story posted would be an understatement.

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    03 Sep 2025

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