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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Cheng Xiaoshi fell in love with winter long before he understood what that meant; a feeling that followed him quietly through the years.

    From childhood afternoons spent skating on ice behind café windows, to snow-filled walks as a college student sharing a dorm room with his closest friend, each season leaves its mark on him in different ways.

    Looking back, Cheng Xiaoshi begins to wonder how many times he’s fallen in love with winter… and how many of those times were really about the same person.

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    15 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi are fated to be soulmates, but must they lead such a tragic life every time? Time and time again, Lu Guang watches the person he loves die countless times, and there's nothing he can figure out to do to fix it. Why can't he live a life with him? Why does someone take him away from him in every life?

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    08 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Lu Guang had not cracked the code, unable to figure out why some deaths were predestined while others were not. It haunted him. If it wasn’t insomnia keeping him awake most nights, it was guilt, or constant analysis of event progression and variables in hopes that somehow, someday, he can change the ultimate outcome. Alas, he continues to fail, with a faint flickering hope that someday, it might go better. Sometimes, things progressed even worse than ever before. It would begin again, but not quite anew.

    Alt: Brief observations of Lu Guang's trauma throughout many timelines, with moments of joy between. Everyone suffers.


    Music: analepsis to [t-0]

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    28 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    Cheng Xiaoshi becomes the unknowing spectator of another person's universe through a comic book of all mediums.

    Qiao Ling reads newfound research papers by an author who doesn't exist, and the nature of reality is under question.

    Lu Guang grieves.

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    28 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 80

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    But how could I begin,
    To tell you, I should've chased you!
    I should be who you're engaged to.

    For diplomatic relations, King Cheng Weimin has decided to arrange a marriage between his adopted princess daughter Qiao Ling with the only son of the rival Lu Kingdom, Lu Guang. Unbeknownst to him, Qiao Ling isn't even into men, and he didn't expect his son, Cheng Xiaoshi, to fall in love with Lu Guang instead.

    Or, Nitimur in vetitum semper cupimusque negata

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    27 Feb 2026