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Provider by Moami
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
05 Jan 2026
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“You can't buy me everything that I look at for more than two seconds.”
“Is not two seconds,” Ilya says. He has already added the protein bar to his shopping basket and is in the process of putting in ten-packs of the other flavours. “I only buy when you look at least three seconds. That is when you want to have.”
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Ilya starts giving Shane gifts at every opportunity. Shane investigates, and retaliates.- Language:
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09 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.
The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.
@OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.
@OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm
Epilogue: 3/1
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- Part 1 of 1100200's Hollanov Fanfics
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09 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is in his second year of college. He thrives on his routine; breakfast, work out, go to class, sleep, repeat. All of that changes when his grandfather makes enemies with the wrong man. All of that changes when he meets Ilya Rozanov.
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08 Jan 2026
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“You and Scott,” Ilya says. “What was the fight about?”
“Nothing serious. Just… shit-talking.”
But Ilya has insulted Hollander on that ice in every way known to man. He has never gotten that under Hollander’s skin, not in the way he wanted to.
He wanted to be the person Hollander got angry at. They were supposed to be the rivals. The two of them. Now tabloids were asking him about his rivalry with fucking Scott Hunter of all people.
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Ilya gets jealous that Shane lost his temper at someone who wasn't him, so he edges Shane about it until he tells him what happened.
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06 Jan 2026
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Shane goes down a path of self loathing which can be seen through his performance on the ice, and Ilya will try and do everything in his power to make sure Shane is okay despite Shane's obvious attempt at distancing himself from the only person who truly understands him.
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05 Jan 2026
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all eyes on you by lanallite
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Since Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign dropped, it somehow escaped the hockey bubble entirely and spilled into the general public. There are countless TikToks now—not even from hockey fans, just regular people—posting about his husband in tight white briefs that leave very little to the imagination. Every sports show seems obligated to mention Shane Hollander’s Calvin Klein campaign. It’s inescapable in a way neither of them had expected.
At first, Ilya thought it was fun. He was glad the world finally saw his husband as the sexy, talented man he’d always known him to be. He liked interacting with fan posts and edits, even sending them to Shane just to watch the way his face would immediately redden.
But now, the public reaction is a little… much.
or: Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign goes viral, not only in the hockey sphere, but all over the internet. Ilya tries (and fails) to not show his jealousy.
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05 Jan 2026
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Throat Curtain? by Z1r1al
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jul 2026
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A missing tooth. A standard hockey emergency.
When a brutal elbow leaves Shane Hollander spitting blood on the ice, he lands immediately in the hands of the opposing team's dentist.
Shane thinks the dentist saw a cavity. The dentist knows he saw a secret.
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05 Jan 2026
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Five Times Shane's Oral Fixation Got Him in Trouble (And One Time It Didn't) by mikkijam for ben_jaded
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander has a problem. He can't keep his mouth off Ilya Rozanov, and it's going to get them both in trouble. Five times Shane's oral fixation nearly exposed their secret, and one time it was exactly what he needed.
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05 Jan 2026
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The urge to not leave with words unspoken encouraged Shane to open his mouth again, “But… I called you didn’t I?”
Ilya’s gaze flicked to him, bright blue eyes shining wide, “Does Rose Landry know you are safe?” He asked, changing the subject.
“I didn’t text her,” Shane replied, shaking his head. “Not… anything about me drinking.”
“Your parents?”
“No. I didn’t text anyone else. Just you.” He clarified, needing to get that point across. Didn’t that mean anything? That out of all the people Shane could have called, he’d chosen Ilya.
instead of going to the bar with rose, shane stays home and drinks
updated with part 2 - the morning after
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04 Jan 2026
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Public Bookmark 2619
Mystery Work
Part of miasprivcollection
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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30 Dec 2025
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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28 Dec 2025
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Control Yourself by butteredsideup
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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Part of Shane’s brain knew this slight fear in his mind wasn’t grounded in reality. He was one of, if not the best player in the league right now. It was hardly even a controversial opinion. But he knew he could do better. He wasn’t pushing himself enough. Hell, he was more drained after a summer with Ilya than he was when he left the rink.
That wasn’t good enough. His efforts weren’t good enough. He wasn’t good enough.
Or: Shane's control issues reach a breaking point as he develops an eating disorder disguised as a performance diet. Ilya tries his best.
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25 Dec 2025
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25 Dec 2025
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Hop, Bunny, Hop by theemporium
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s smirk grew. “Whoever wins MVP gets anything they want.”
Shane’s brows furrowed. “Anything?”
“Anything,” Ilya repeated, his eyes gleaming. “If you win, you can ask for anything you want.”
A thrill went down his spine. “And I’m guessing you already have something in mind if you’ve suggested this bet.”
Instead of responding, Ilya leaned down and kissed him—a filthy, obscene kiss that left his dick twitching pathetically against his thigh despite the fact he was completely spent.
“You will see, Hollander.”
“You’re on, Rozanov.”
And, at the time, Shane really did feel good about his chances—orgasm haze aside.
Now, standing in the bathroom of a Vegas hotel suite, he almost cursed his own damn competitiveness.
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Or, a bet was made and Shane is a good sportsman. That is the only reason he is putting on Rozanov's jersey. Promise.
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23 Dec 2025
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Russian Science Wins by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2025
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“Russians don’t blush, starshine.”
“And guys don’t squirt, Ilya.”
A snowboarding trip turns into a filthy, intimate challenge when Ilya decides to prove a point—repeatedly—in the most overwhelming ways possible.
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- Part 4 of Cross-Checked & Kissed (smut oneshots)
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07 Dec 2025
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buildup & expectations by antiadvil
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
05 Feb 2025
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“Is this one of those nights, Phil, where there’s been a lot of buildup to it, there’s been a lot of expectations, and when the moment comes, you’re like— I’m tired?” — Dan Howell
Dan sighed. “I don't feel like it,” he admitted.
(Their hike in Japan, and its aftermath)
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21 Oct 2025
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Is it casual now? by ncfariouvs
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
27 Apr 2024
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There are a couple things in this world that are absolutely unbearable for Alex.
The sound of her parents fighting, for one. She still remembers it, the yelling, that is. It was always so loud that even headphones couldn’t cancel out the noise.
Another thing she cannot fucking stand is when people don’t know how to make good coffee. It’s not that fucking hard.
Thirdly, people not letting her explain herself. She fucking hates being blamed for things that she didn’t do without having the chance to defend herself.
There are a couple more extreme ones, such as racists, bigots, and outright assholes…
But one thing she can’t fucking stand at this particular moment is the snobby, blonde, British girl in her English class who always has her nose stuck in a fucking book.
Henri fucking Fox.
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26 Dec 2024
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up all night by darkestbliss
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
10 Feb 2025
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Henri Fox didn't mean for her NSFW blog to blow up; it just sort of happened. And with it, came attention from one anonymous girl on Tumblr that Henri just couldn't resist.
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26 Dec 2024
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my muses, acquired like bruises by vibrantsaturn
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
27 Mar 2024
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“I love you, Alex,” Henry says reverently, his eyes welling up with unshed tears. “I have loved you since I truly understood what love was. I’ve been in love with you for so long that it feels like it’s a part of me. I can’t part with it. You needed to know, Alex. After all this time, you needed to know.”
“Sweetheart,” Alex says cautiously, tightening his hold when Henry tries to pull his hand away. “I love you. You know I do. More than anyone on this whole damn planet. I’m flattered; It’s just that, um, I’m straight?”
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Alex thinks he's not in love with Henry when he confesses his love for him. But he is, isn't he? It's too bad he realises it after Henry starts dating someone else.- Language:
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18 Aug 2024
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(swear to be overdramatic and true) to my lover by coffeecatsme
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
15 Jun 2024
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Henry, for all intents and purposes, should not have been able to find the ring.
Henry finds out Alex intends to propose and loses his mind just a little bit about it.
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- Part 2 of anyone but you
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- 9,546
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15 Jun 2024