1 - 20 of 85 Bookmarks by nott_really

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Loved to the Point of Scandal by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    20 Aug 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Lily is calling Shane for the first time ever, and it's in the middle of a rowdy locker room, and they haven't spoken in two months since the tuna melt and first names situation. Lily called twice before Shane was sent to press following a win. There he is asked about the leaked explicit photographs between himself and rival, Ilya Rozanov.

    Ilya immediately flies to Montreal to face his feelings for Shane, no longer needing to hide in shadows as their lives become more public than ever. Russia cancels Ilya's passport and he becomes stuck in Canada, forcing both Shane and Ilya into decisions they were barely ready to make.

    Ilya and Shane come to a head with their public personas as their true selves take shape for everyone to see. What they didn't know was how thrilling and freeing it would be to let go of everything that held them at arms length from the other, embracing the versions of themselves they see in each other instead of what prying public eyes decide to make of them.

    Could it be possible to lose everything that defined them as rivals but gain something so much more in the love they hold each other?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    74,141
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    385
    Kudos:
    2,140
    Bookmarks:
    914
    Hits:
    64,303
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    22 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    The B.E.A.R.S. by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    28 Aug 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause an emergency drop, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    78,921
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    4,074
    Kudos:
    7,822
    Bookmarks:
    2,343
    Hits:
    160,902
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    13 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Select All by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    02 May 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

    ----

    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,304
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    7,031
    Kudos:
    25,557
    Bookmarks:
    7,822
    Hits:
    400,965
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    28 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Laceration by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    12 Mar 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    56,485
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    2,395
    Kudos:
    11,090
    Bookmarks:
    4,596
    Hits:
    314,360
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    25 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    found connection (baby i can't stop calling you) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 Jun 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane calls a phone sex hotline and gets Ilya crooning unspeakable filth in his ear. It kind of devolves from there.

    ———

    Ilya is a college student in Boston working on the side as a phone sex operator, Shane is still a hockey player. They have toe-curling, dirty phone sex and end up falling in love along the way.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    131,347
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    1,924
    Kudos:
    10,508
    Bookmarks:
    3,803
    Hits:
    257,688
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    20 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Bonded Pair: Do Not Separate by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    07 Jul 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Given Ilya and Shane's history, they should be able to handle a few weeks apart. So when Ilya was out with an injury and Shane needed to head back on the road, they would cope. Shane would be occupied with adjusting to his new team and Ilya would be occupied with twitter and the trials and tribulations of British Bakers.

    And they would be just so normal about it. Obviously.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,807
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    1,228
    Kudos:
    6,623
    Bookmarks:
    2,054
    Hits:
    135,765
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    08 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 94

    be mean to me by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    05 Jun 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    “Wish I could just keep you tied up in bed like this all the time. I bet you’d like that, wouldn’t you? To just be my toy who gets hard for me whenever I ask him to, who lays there and takes it because you’re a good boy who wants to make his husband so happy?”

    Ilya nodded to an almost frantic degree, swallowing thickly, his head spinning like he’d been struck with vertigo as Shane kissed a hot trail down his neck and his fingernails raked stinging trails down his chest.
    --
    Ilya loves it when Shane gets a little mean in bed. Tonight he’s giving Shane total control and letting Shane edge him all night long.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,563
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    571
    Bookmarks:
    94
    Hits:
    9,267
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    01 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Ragebait by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    12 Jun 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Rounding on five years deep into marriage and feeling very secure, Shane and Ilya are starting to master the art of pushing each other's buttons with full trust in their foundation underneath. When Ilya's jealousy mellows from something sharp and dangerous into something safe for play, it's not long before it becomes one of their favorite toys.

    A collection of vignettes about married Hollanov discovering they like the sex that follows when Shane flirts with men at bars and Ilya watches unseen.

    A plot bunny I created and then caught and am now delivering on request of the good people of tHReads who continually encourage me to be my most depraved self. This will likely wind up being effectively a short series of one-shots very loosely tied together, a bare bones fleshing out of the idea born in a mini-fic. I don't know for sure yet. But right now it's bringing me joy, so I'm releasing it chapter by chapter with no strings attached and sincere hope you enjoy the smutty pasta.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,469
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    132
    Kudos:
    1,097
    Bookmarks:
    276
    Hits:
    13,146
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    01 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    black dog by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    18 Apr 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.

    So. Not stealing.

    But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?

    Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.

    Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    68,349
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    3,594
    Kudos:
    16,216
    Bookmarks:
    6,186
    Hits:
    244,247
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    08 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    we go on walks by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    29 Apr 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    “You know,” Shane says to the nobody nearby that definitely doesn’t exist, “You don’t need to hit pause every time I do something mildly interesting.”

    The forest noise swells around him in a great gust of birdsong and tree branch rustling, as if the woods are huffing a laugh at him under their breath. Shane still doesn’t believe in fairytales or spirits, but he’s starting to think that maybe there is a personality to this place. He stops in his tracks at the thought.

    “I’m fucking losing it,” he whispers to himself. “That has to be what this is.”

    There’s something in the woods.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    46,363
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    742
    Kudos:
    1,233
    Bookmarks:
    523
    Hits:
    28,703
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    08 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    blowback by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    24 Apr 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    93,547
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    2,416
    Kudos:
    21,733
    Bookmarks:
    7,972
    Hits:
    535,965
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    07 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Our Field Of Dreams, Engulfed in Fire by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    14 Jun 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    “Did we win the game? Why is Il— Rozanov here?” Shane croaks, confusion written plainly on his face. One of his arms is in a sling. He shifts and winces, his good hand hovering idly over his stomach, then pressing into his eyes. He’s aching all over, this sudden feeling of wrong, wrong, wrong engulfing his entire body.

    “What happened?” he asks, more alert now, “Where am I?”

    Hayden just looks at him, shock and heartbreak written all over his face.

    Or, post-marleau’s hit, shane ends up in the hospital. he ends up with a broken collarbone, concussion and a devastating loss he’d never anticipated.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    77,300
    Chapters:
    21/40
    Comments:
    970
    Kudos:
    5,206
    Bookmarks:
    1,646
    Hits:
    188,598
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    06 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Some secrets won't be kept. by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    27 Aug 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything. Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. They instead find a team who are ready to fight the world for each other and a found family that has far reaching threads.

    Maybe Shane can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    458,508
    Chapters:
    75/85
    Comments:
    5,258
    Kudos:
    8,305
    Bookmarks:
    3,879
    Hits:
    724,396
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    04 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 18

    Wolfish Night—A Not-So-Bound Wolf Alone With A Dog And A Stag by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    01 Aug 2025

    Tags
    Summary

    Sirius and Remus are back in the Shrieking Shack, more than ready to use the same ritual as the last time.

    This time James is with them, ready to see how much Sirius exaggerated about the new and 'different' Moony. And he wasn't disappointed in the least.
    Together, the three of them fuck the Shrieking Shack apart; no chains are able to hold the new Remus.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    35,467
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    90
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    10,050
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    03 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 80

    aquabot by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    03 May 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    "I am not sexting a bot, Rose," Shane answered.

    "Not just any bot," she corrected, scrambling to grab her phone from the sofa cushions. "We’re going to find the most un-sexy customer service bot available."

    or

    Aquabot: Hello! I am AquaBot. I can help you with your meter readings or bill payments. How can I assist you today?'

    Who would be the sucker having a water emergency at midnight? Ilya wondered.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,995
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    545
    Bookmarks:
    80
    Hits:
    8,377
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    03 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    getting dizzy from the height by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    03 May 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    "You can’t be serious,” he says, but his voice lacks conviction, because everything about this situation suggests that the man is very serious.

    Hands push him forward, downward toward the opening.

    “Get the fuck in there,” the man says.

    Shane resists for a second, instinct flaring. He turns around to give the man a piece of his mind, but the fucking gun is there, right in his face, and Shane is back to breathing manually again. The man is wearing a balaclava, worst of all, which means Shane could’ve looked at him at any point, have tried to escape at any point, and his fear about seeing the man’s face wouldn’t have mattered at all.

    “Okay, okay,” He says breathlessly, and he turns around once more, looking appraisingly down at the crate. So he’d go in there. He’d be alright. He’d comply with the man with a gun, and everything would be fine. There probably wasn’t anything this man wanted that Shane couldn’t figure out.
    _____________________________________________________________

    Ilya and Shane get into an argument, and Shane's kidnapped by a delusional fan, it's a really bad time.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,384
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    124
    Kudos:
    1,162
    Bookmarks:
    203
    Hits:
    17,238
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    03 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    The Fertility Face-Off by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    08 Aug 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    "Do you want children?"

    It should have been a simple question, a yes or no answer, and Shane knew that Ilya wanted children, because he did, too. they talked about it before they got married and briefly after they got married. But as their heat and rut approaches, something they have never shared before, Shane wonders if it might be time to talk about the next part of their relationship. But when Shane gets an answer he's not expecting, he starts going down a rabbit hole to confirm that this is actually what he wants.

    Occurs after the Long Game. Canon divergence and is set in Omegaverse. Mix of TV and book elements.

    (Updated August 8th.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    649,711
    Chapters:
    57/70
    Comments:
    1,565
    Kudos:
    4,481
    Bookmarks:
    1,268
    Hits:
    326,637
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    01 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    First Time For Everything by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    21 Jul 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    It was one time.

    Statistically, condoms had a 98% success rate when used properly. That meant that the condom packet had to have been perfectly sealed, the latex itself had to have no tears or degradation in the material, and it had to be worn as directed.

    So why?

    Why did it feel like the universe was saying fuck you in big bold letters and giving him double birds at the same time?

    So why did the blue lines and the pregnant on the two tests sound so fucking fake?

    Or: Where Shane finds out he's pregnant after their first time together in 2013 despite wearing protection, because the universe loves to fuck with him.

    Set in Omegaverse. Tags will be updated as story progresses.

    (Last Updated: July 21st)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    188,488
    Chapters:
    17/60
    Comments:
    716
    Kudos:
    3,377
    Bookmarks:
    1,077
    Hits:
    146,252
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    01 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Too Close to Hide by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    27 Aug 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane is hiding something that could end his career.

    Ilya is the kind of person who doesn’t stop until he finds it.

    What starts as rivalry turns into fixation.

    Because something about Shane doesn’t make sense,
    his control, his scent, the way he reacts.

    And Ilya doesn’t like unsolved patterns.

    He likes breaking them open.

    Even if it breaks Shane with it.

    Not instinct. Not luck. Not being an alpha.

    Control.

    So when he watches Shane play, he sees it immediately, something precise, something careful, something just out of reach.

    Something hidden.

    And Ilya has never been good at leaving things alone.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    515,455
    Chapters:
    43/?
    Comments:
    1,039
    Kudos:
    1,668
    Bookmarks:
    651
    Hits:
    119,474
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    29 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    there is no heart for me like yours by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    25 Aug 2026

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    157,099
    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
    8,758
    Kudos:
    31,852
    Bookmarks:
    12,608
    Hits:
    1,186,068
    Bookmarked by nott_really

    27 Apr 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
?
?
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation