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  1. Public Bookmark 96

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    “Can I help you?”

    The question snapped Shane out of his stupor. The man had a deep, accented voice, his tone flat enough to make it clear that helping Shane was probably the last thing he wanted to do.

    With the door open, Shane could hear music spilling out and the sharp clatter of ice cubes as the man shook the drink Shane just noticed he was holding.

    “I, uh, live downstairs.” Shane managed, forcing himself to stand up straighter.

    The man simply stared at him, his plush lips pursing slightly. “Okay.”

    Shane swallowed and just went for it. “I don't care that you're having people over. But I can hear everything through my ceiling. The music, people yelling, whatever the hell someone dropped five minutes ago–”

    The man cocked his head, regarding him with amusement now as he interrupted Shane. “It is not even midnight.”

    Shane clamped his mouth shut. “People are still allowed to sleep before midnight.”

    “On Friday?”

    “Yes, on Friday.”

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    Or: AU / Shane complaining about his upstairs neighbour Ilya’s loud parties turns into not one, not two, but three orgasms. And maybe even something new.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Luke were highschool sweethearts, they had plans to go into the NHL together, play alongside each other, start to really plan their future as a couple.

    But when an injury crushes Shane's only dream, he's forced to sit back and watch as his boyfriend goes onto do everything that should've been his.

    Everything except beating the best player in the entire NHL league.

    Or,

    Shane had grown tired of his boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to give him an upgrade.

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    06 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    A pre-season medical check-up shouldn't be so scary, right? as long as it doesn't turn life upside down.
    or Shane is faced with a harsh reality where neurodivergent people are pathetic and a burden. and he doesn't want to accept it.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Shane breathes in deep, a contented little sigh, and then pauses for another long time. Just slightly tensed, like he’s preparing himself for something, but Ilya doesn’t really have the chance to worry before he says, “I had…a good time tonight.”
    “Mm, was good night,” Ilya murmurs. Kisses hair, kisses eyebrow. “Nice dinner, nice weather.”
    “Yeah, it was nice,” Shane murmurs. He sighs, clears his throat. “Thank you for such a nice first date.”
    Ilya mouths first date to himself, mind running to figure out what that could mean in this context.
    Then Shane shifts and says, “I wasn’t sure what to expect when you asked me out.”
    Ah.

    Shane decides to play a game. Ilya is exactly where he wants to be.

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    16 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    “Speak,” Ilya commands, fingers ghosting over Shane’s pussy. Shane jolts like he’s been shocked, babbling. 

    “S—Sorry, sir,” Shane gasps, chasing Ilya’s touch. “I’m sorry, please, I—I need to come, I feel so empty, I can’t—”

    Ilya chuckles, letting Shane slur through his apologies. His fingers tease at Shane’s hole, barely there, and Shane’s driven to the brink of insanity, so so close to falling off. 

    “You need to come, hm?” Ilya muses. 

    Shane realises his mistake too late, sobbing. “I’m—I’m sorry,” he moans. “Pl—Please may I come, sir? Please?” 

    “I don’t know,” Ilya says, unbothered. “Maybe I’m not convinced yet.” 

    “Please,” Shane begs, feral now. He needs to come. He needs to be filled. “Please, sir. Fill me up. Please.”

    or, there's nothing quite sweeter than punishment.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Ilya makes comments about Shane talking too much.

    Shane takes him seriously and attempts to stop talking.

    It doesn’t go well.

     

    Now with a Chapter 2

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Literally made me cry

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    Ilya Rozanov is being an annoying, horny Snapchat menace.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane has everything he could ever ask for. A loving family. A devoted husband. The life he'd always dreamed of.

    So why does it feel like his chest is caving in when his mom calls Ilya her favourite?

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    21 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    🥺🥺

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    “Can’t…” Shane breathes out, the overwhelming scent of Ilya taking away all of his dignity. “Can’t focus,” he admits quietly.

    “Tell me one word,” Ilya instructs, soothing Shane by brushing his knuckles against his cheek.

    Shane melts into the gentle touch. “Breed…”

    “What?” Ilya leans down to him, even though Shane is sure he heard him.

    “Breed my pussy,” he whispers more firmly.

    When Shane Hollander notices his husband’s body growing into its natural size, all he can think about is being bred.

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    20 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    🤭

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    Shane has been hiding his designation for his entire NHL career. It's been hard, but its been worth it.

    Then a single moment makes everything come tumbling down.

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    20 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ITS SO GOOD FAAWKKKKK😭😭😭😭😭

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    Ilya Rozanov is disappearing one day at a time and no one is close enough to notice.

    He goes to practice. He scores. He says he's fine.

    He writes it all down in a notebook his therapist told him to buy, in a house that feels too big and too quiet. Someone will find it eventually.

    He just doesn't expect it to be Shane.

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    OR: A Week in Ilya Rozanov’s Journal as he battles with depression. And everything that comes after almost losing your life and having to learn how to live it.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    ☹️☹️

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    Shane of ALL the kids in the world mine had to go and pick a fight with that of one of the asshole attorneys from the 16th floor
    Hayden is she hot?
    Shane dude
    Hayden sorry force of habit
    Hayden is he hot

    or: two equally stubborn single dads headbutt over a playground fight

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is the worst roommate – until maybe he’s the best.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    13 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    University au weed fuck buddies🤤🤤

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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    08 Jun 2026

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    THE BEST😭😭😭😭

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    10 May 2026

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    08 May 2026

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    Ethan finally turned away from the game and made his way over to Shane to press up against his back as Shane slipped his shoes on. Shane turned in his arms to kiss Ethan, but as he brought his face closer, Ethan laughed and pulled back to look at him.

    “Wait, you’re not really gonna wear those ugly reading glasses to dinner, are you?”

    Shane’s face flushed as he reached up and took his glasses off before setting them on the side table next to the door. A loud noise startled him and he looked over to see that Ilya had tossed his game controller onto the coffee table haphazardly. He stood up abruptly, nostrils flared and mouth pinched into a tight line as he stalked off to his bedroom, muttering something in Russian along the way.

    or, Shane has a shitty boyfriend that Ilya can't stand because he's in love with him and everyone in the house knows but Shane.

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    26 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Roommate au

  19. Public Bookmark 17

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    24 Apr 2026

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