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  1. Public Bookmark 88

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    Someone has to know. It might as well be Alhaitham. Not like this is going to ruin his opinion of Kaveh any further, after all the shit he’s seen.
    “I - I have chlamydia.”
    Alhaitham says nothing.
    “And gonorrhea.”
    Alhaitham still says nothing.
    “…and a general vaginal infection.”
    Alhaitham says something.
    “From where?” Alhaitham’s question has a drastic, dumbfounded inflection that Kaveh never, ever hears considering his tone neurons are busted or something.

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    11 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    Kaveh and Alhaitham are friends with benefits; each with their own hidden feelings for the other. On Kaveh's birthday, things come to a head and sentiments are exposed - what could go wrong?

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    11 Jul 2025

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    “Keep reading,” Alhaitham says, eyebrows raised. “You have to get through the chapter.”

    Kaveh scans Alhaitham’s face, thrill shooting through him. “Are you serious?” he asks when Alhaitham’s hands curl into the waistband of his trousers and tug. “Alhaitham, I’m supposed to be reading.” He sounds breathless. He should probably fix that.

    “I’m not stopping you,” Alhaitham says, settling between Kaveh’s legs. “I’m keeping myself entertained. Keep going.”

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    10 Jul 2025

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    “I’m glad you’re okay,” Al-Haitham says, throwing a sideways glance at Kaveh as he turns back towards his stack of essays. “It would’ve been pretty embarrassing to die in a library.”

    “Fuck you,” Kaveh coughs.

    “Sad and alone,” Al-Haitham drones, “amongst rows of old, racist philosophers.”

    Kaveh groans, finally having caught his breath for the most part. “You,” he says, his voice still raspy, “are the most annoying person I’ve ever met.”

    Al-Haitham snorts. “An honor.”

    two idiots in love who don’t know they’re in love. classic

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    10 Jul 2025

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    Somehow, they end up like this, Kaveh’s shirt half off and Al-Haitham’s own shirt hastily unbuttoned, and now they’re both just staring at each other in the mortifying emptiness of Al-Haitham’s apartment.

    “This isn’t supposed to be happening,” Kaveh says, chest heaving. “You go against everything I stand for.”

    Al-Haitham scoffs. “Oh, get over yourself, it’s a school club.”

    “Fuck you too,” Kaveh hisses, and then he kisses him.

    In which two enemies (Al-Haitham and Kaveh) despite their bitter rivalry (opposing college club loyalties) come together in spite of their differences. (They hook up. Occasionally. Like Kaveh said, it wasn't supposed to happen.)

    Al-Haitham just wants to get to know Kaveh. Enough of this rivalry bullshit.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    Mehrak has this habit of opening Kaveh’s door when it’s not fully closed, nosing her way into his office and then leaping onto his lap to snuggle her head into his stomach. So he’s not entirely unsurprised when he hears the door creak open, slow and deliberate the way his cat always does it, and he doesn’t even look up to check that it’s her before he speaks.

    “Not right now, solnyshko,” he calls distractedly, too focused on his current sketch.

    There’s silence, as there usually is since Mehrak can’t actually respond to him. Then, “Don’t be so vulgar, senior.”

    Kaveh accidentally calls Al-Haitham a pet name in a different language, and then he keeps doing it. It's too bad he forgets that Al-Haitham is fluent in all of them.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    Tighnari grabs a flower from the table beside him and hands it to Al-Haitham, who stares down at the delicate petals. “Look, you pull the petals off and alternate between saying ‘he loves me, he loves me not’ until you’re left with only the stem.”

    “I’m not here to do teenage girl activities.”

    “We’re healing your inner teenage girl, Al-Haitham; it’d do you more good to pay attention.”

    Al-Haitham furrows his eyebrows and leans forward a little. “I do not have an inner teenage girl.”

    Al-Haitham has a crush.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    The end, as Alhaitham had not expected, came quietly.
    Of course, there was all the tears and the screaming that came before, but Alhaitham will always remember the quiet afterwards more.
    Kaveh, standing in the doorway of what was once their home, staring at the wall with glistening eyes as he tells Alhaitham farewell for the last time. It was the first word Kaveh had said to Alhaitham in days, and it would be the last for many to come.


    Kaveh and Alhaitham do not speak for a year after Kaveh moves out.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    Collei observes him while he thinks, and a small smile creeps onto her face that he doesn’t recognize at all. “You like him.”

    “Well - no - it’s not like that -” he stutters, but it’s no use. Collei giggles, hands pressed to her mouth. He gives up on trying to stay serious after a moment, laughing along. What’s the point of denial? He can’t pretend not to be in love with Alhaitham.

    He recovers from the laughter much faster than Collei does, neck warm with embarrassment. He’s glad Alhaitham isn’t home to witness the conversation. He would never hear the end of it.

    “For the record,” he says, “I do not like Alhaitham. He’s the most irritating person I know.”

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    Tighnari and Cyno temporarily leave Sumeru, leaving Collei behind with Alhaitham and Kaveh. Kaveh tries to stay sane in these new circumstances.

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    08 Jul 2025

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    Alhaitham gets jealous of Kaveh bending over his drafting table, so he bends Kaveh over it next, if you know what I mean.

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    08 Jul 2025

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    “You lost. You know what that means.” Alhaitham’s infuriatingly calm voice brings Kaveh sharply back to earth, and he blinks. Once. Twice.

    He’s lost the round.

    That in of itself is not a major issue. It’s what comes after losing that is the issue.

    Why did I suggest this? Why did I suggest strip TCG? This is the dumbest idea I have ever had,’ Kaveh thinks, his fingers trembling as he goes to reach for the waistband of his pants. He’s already shirtless. The only pieces of clothing he has left on are his pants and his underwear, and the second he takes his pants off Alhaitham is going to know.

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    07 Jul 2025

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    “I wouldn’t say ‘friends,’ exactly.” was Kaveh’s usual answer when asked of his relationship with the current Acting Grand Sage, Alhaitham. In fact, he had no idea how to define their relationship―they weren’t friends, they were hardly colleagues, and he’d be damned if he let anyone find out he stayed in that man's house.

    As their strenuous relationship begins shifting from bickering roommates to something more intimate, that very relationship becomes all the more ill-defined...

    I.e. Kaveh is a terrible drunk and Alhaitham sucks at communication.

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    03 Jul 2025

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    Kaveh likes to take his sweet time when he showers in the morning. Alhaitham is not a big fan.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    Kaveh decides to get new clothes due to the Sumeru Heat. The clothes are more revealing than his regular outfit and he's excited to see how his boyfriend will react to them.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    Kaveh is assigned to a kissing booth for their darshan.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    And despite that... Kaveh is… “Lovesick?”

    Kaveh’s hands move to cover his face, palms muffling his words as he mutters, “It’s—not quite like that.”

    “Well, the ‘sick’ aspect is accurate, at least.”

    “No shit,” Kaveh snorts. “The ‘love’ component, though—it’s, uh—”

    “You’re not in love?”

    He coughs. “The greenhouse in my lungs begs to differ. I—it’s more that my body is mourning a love it knows can’t ever be requited.”

    For all the negative feelings Alhaitham’s encountered over the past twelve hours, the sensation that creeps through him now is…

    Unfamiliar.

    Unknowable.

    Despite all the languages he’s fluent in, Alhaitham is unable to conjure a word or phrase with which he can immediately label it. He just knows that whatever this feeling is, it’s unbelievably unpleasant. Like his body is stationary, yet his internal organs are plummeting into the Abyss.

    “You love someone who doesn’t love you back?” he asks after a moment.

    Kaveh has Hanahaki. That much is known. But who he loves, and whether Alhaitham will be able to save him, is up in the air.

     

    (Haikavah vs. Hanahaki vs. A/B/O dynamics)

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    28 Jun 2025

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    cautioninconfidence: !love kaveh
    StreamElements: cautioninconfidence and kaveh are 100% in love paradiAYAYA

    Kaveh has successfully kept his relationship with Alhaitham a secret for three years now, so why has Alhaitham suddenly decided to publicly bring him up and link them together for all to see? Of course, it’s just to make fun of him!

    Now, both on the internet and in real life, Kaveh can’t escape the hold Alhaitham has on him — on his mind, his body, or his heart. But the question is: does he even want to?

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    26 Jun 2025

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    For some reason, random students he’s never met before are approaching Kaveh and displaying exceedingly friendly behavior. Little does he know, they’re all Haravatat students operating under the pretense of a certain rumor about him and another professor.

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    24 Jun 2025

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    Theories are passed around in the form of whispers: Professor Alhaitham probably said something that angered Professor Kaveh. Professor Kaveh, unable to let the insult slide, decided to take revenge by interrupting his precious class time.

    A prediction goes around that in less than ten seconds, Professor Alhaitham will proceed to offend Professor Kaveh even more with a tactless comment, which will lead to Professor Kaveh and Professor Alhaitham murdering each other. The whole class will walk out today without needing to write the test, having been traumatized by the tragic demise of the two professors.

    It is not a very pleasant line of thought, but it is sadly the only logical outcome.

    In which everyone is convinced Professor Alhaitham and Professor Kaveh are sworn enemies, unaware that their relationship isn’t at all what it seems.

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    24 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 66

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    Kaveh suddenly felt a pair of warm lips press against his own as Alhaitham leaned down over him. Kaveh’s hand grasped the back of Alhaitham’s neck almost instinctively as he melted into the kiss.

     

    This is bad, Kaveh thought. He wasn’t supposed to be enjoying this. They were just supposed to be doing this for show, and here Kaveh was, savoring Alhaitham’s touch that he so rarely got to indulge in. His heartbeat quickened as Alhaitham began to kiss with more fervor when he felt Kaveh’s reciprocation. It wasn’t until they heard a cough did they break out of their kissing spell and stare at each other in shock, then stare at Samira.

    Alhaitham and Kaveh pretend to be dating in order to get a pesky student to leave Kaveh alone.

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    24 Jun 2025

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