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    03 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 78

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    Nick wanted to have sex with his boyfriend. Or, rather, he wanted to want to have sex. He wanted the pleasure and intimacy promised by sex, and he wanted that deeper connection with Charlie. But so far, he had no desire to do anything more than kissing, and the mere thought of going further sent him into a panic. He was having a proper full on…some sort of crisis… Again…

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    25 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Nick and Charlie’s daughter is an astute and observant five year old who knows her dad’s habits and mannerisms in detail. When her Daddy starts behaving differently, she begins her investigation to get to the bottom of what’s just got … weird.

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    18 Jan 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    Nick and Charlie have a little bit of fun as Charlie’s heat starts

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    17 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    "I still can't believe you can speak French," Charlie murmured quietly. Nick grinned, setting his phone down.

    "Oh? Well, je suis content que vous soyez impressionné [I'm glad you're impressed]."

    Charlie huffed. "You know what? Dos pueden jugar en este juego [Two can play at this game]."

     

    Charlie's been practicing his Spanish, and we all know about Nick's French... let's bring that together!

    [all Spanish/French is Google Translated. I don't know languages lmao]

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    16 Jan 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 25

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    after darcy is kicked from her home, she doesn’t know where to go.

    luckily, nick nelson is a good friend.
    and sarah nelson is an even better mother.

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    10 Jan 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 34

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    Charlie Spring is, to not overstate it, more stressed out than any other human being on the planet has ever been.

    He’s not even fucking exaggerating.

    Okay, maybe just a bit. But, work is a shitshow the past few months with the end of year. Nick and he have just moved into a new flat, the holidays are coming up soon, and all of these things happening all at once have been…ugh.

    Nick usually packs both of them lunch. Charlie hasn’t had the heart to tell him he’s not eaten much of them for the past week.

    He’s keeping an eye on it, using all the coping mechanisms he learned over a decade ago when he was first hospitalized for his mental health struggles. He hasn’t had a relapse in ages, though it’s not like he’ll ever be completely cured. Things are good, he’s happy and healthy and he knows it will never be as bad as it was that one cold, awful winter.

    But sometimes, once in a while, life becomes too much, and he finds himself teetering on the edge of falling back into dangerous old patterns.

     

    -aka Charlie is overwhelmed with work stress, moving, and general adult existing and it puts a strain on his mental health. he's due for a healthy reminder that healing is not a linear journey-

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    10 Jan 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 13

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    Sitting on a couch has never felt harder.

    Charlie is next to him, and his mum is in the recliner beside them. His hands are shaking slightly.

    Before they’d come downstairs, Charlie had helped him change his trousers. They thought it best to not startle his mum with a large bloodstain before she knew anything. Charlie promised to take them home and clean them, as he had experience cleaning blood from cloth (Nick’s chest feels tight when he thinks about that too hard).

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    Part two, continuing "it's like a knife that cuts right through my soul". Can be read as a standalone, not necessary to read from first part.

    Title from Only Love Can Hurt Like This by Paloma Faith

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    05 Jan 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 25

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    How does Charlie deal with all of this? How does he not just shatter immediately every morning when he wakes up?

    Well…Nick supposes, he does know how. And that’s part of the problem, really.

    Because currently, Nick Nelson is locked in his bathroom with a kitchen knife and his cellphone, and his mum is downstairs, and he is terrified of the fact that he cannot seem to put the knife down.

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    Title from Only Love Can Hurt Like This by Paloma Faith

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    05 Jan 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 5

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    Nick gets emotional watching Charlie with his siblings.

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    04 Jan 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 37

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    Nick has always wanted to have children with Charlie, he's dreamed of it for as long as he can remember. At the same time, he's pushed the whole thing so far to the back of his mind. So, when his career could potentially be turned upside down, bringing up issues he had buried for so long, he's not so sure anymore.

    aka the fic heavily influenced by "i think about it all the time" by charli xcx, especially the version with bon iver.

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    25 Dec 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 36

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    3 times Charlie helped Nick come down from a panic attack and 1 time Nick learnt to do it by himself.

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    25 Dec 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 60

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    “Have I hurt you?” he gasps out, though he’s unable to release his grip.

    Charlie looks down at their intertwined hands, managing a small, humorless chuckle. “You’re absolutely mad, Nelson. You’ve got a broken ankle and you’re worried about holding my hand too hard?”

     

    (Nick gets injured during a rugby game when Charlie comes to visit for the weekend- fluff caretaking ensues)

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    25 Dec 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 4

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    Charlie tries to leave Lavender Fields.

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    22 Dec 2024

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    “Are you sure you’re okay?” Charlie asked, brushing Nick’s fringe out of his eyes. “You look pale.”

    “I’m always pale,” Nick said. “It’s the ginger gene.”

    Charlie’s brow crinkled. “You’re not coming down with something are you? I know you haven’t been sleeping well.”

    In truth, Nick wasn’t sure. He did feel ill, in a sort of ambiguous way. But he could tell when he had a cold or flu coming on, and this wasn’t it. “Don’t think so,” he said. Might as well give his immune system the benefit of the doubt. “I’m probably just crashing after exams.”

    Nick puts on a brave face at the bonfire, but he’s feeling worse than he’s letting on. Charlie worries, because he’s Charlie.

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    The sickfic content we missed from S2 Ep3.

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    20 Dec 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Nick felt guilty, ashamed of the way he’d been hiding his identity from the most important person in his life, but he was smart enough to ignore that feeling, for he knew his own reasons for being hesitant, but mostly because he knew Charlie. To doubt Charlie would accept him would be more than self-deprecation, it would be an insult to the beautiful, kind, deeply compassionate man he got to call his.”

    OR: Nick comes out to Charlie as trans.

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    17 Dec 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 26

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    In honour of season Three.

    Let’s be honest Nick was suffering at the end of this season. And I just LOVE Tara and Nick’s friendship. So this has some of that in it and idk just Nick trying to navigate through his emotions. If season four happens then I’m sure we will get an insight into Nick’s mind and minor identity crisis but for now here’s a little something.

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    15 Dec 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 41

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    “My name is Charlie Spring,” he whispers, staring at the unfamiliar boy in the glass. “My name is Charles Francis Spring,” he tries again, attempting to mimic the way his family speaks and wrinkling his nose when it comes out sounding all wrong.

    “I am Charlie Spring,” he says one more time, desperately, trying to ignore the way the name feels wrong on his tongue. The way his body feels too tight and uncomfortable, as if he's been shoved into something that isn't meant to fit him.

     

    [Or: Charlie Spring comes back wrong after an accident in Year 8. The only thing he is certain of is Tommy.]

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    14 Dec 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 53

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    "I dare Charlie to kiss...Ben!"

    "No. No way," Charlie said, his tone final as he avoided Ben's eyes, avoided everyone's eyes.

    Across from him, Ben scoffed. "That isn't even funny. I barely know Charlie."

    "Oi, but that just isn't true, innit?"

    Charlie's heart stuttered in its beats, sinking to his stomach.

    *In Netflix’s Heartstopper, season 2, episode 6, Charlie is dared to kiss Ben Hope, who claims that he doesn’t know Charlie all that well. What if someone finally caught on to his lies?*

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    13 Dec 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    when Nick is selected to join a semi-pro rugby team, Charlie decides to reward him with another week of free use sex.

    free use - it's where Nick has permission to fuck Charlie whenever he wants, however he wants it - no flirting or foreplay required.

    Charlie just has to wait to be used up.

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    12 Dec 2024

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