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All Wars End the Same by kodakren
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
24 Aug 2026
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Death is not the worst thing that can happen to a man.
To break him, you must first shatter his body—again and again and again. Then, you take his mind, his will, his name. You strip him down to something unrecognisable, reshape him into something he was never meant to be. Survival is its own kind of cruelty, and some wounds don’t heal. Some don’t even scar.
Because war doesn’t just take. It chews men up and spits them out as something else: hollowed beings, stitched haphazardly, and left to stumble forward. No side is ever truly victorious, not when the battlefield becomes a graveyard, and the survivors are left carrying its ghosts. No matter who wins, the cost is always the same: the weight of what can never be undone.
All wars end the same.
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This is the story of Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and the Howling Commandos. The war they fought. The men they lost. The scars they carried. The love that blooms, even in the darkest of places, far behind enemy lines.Before the ice. Before the Winter Soldier.
Before it all got worse .
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04 Mar 2026
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Man the guns, the howlers are coming by wheres_the_conspiracy
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Comics), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
31 Mar 2021
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---Bucky Barnes & Steve Rodgers: hydra experiment to commando. Dancing monkey to Captain. Best-friends and a little more to the end of their first war.
( Bucky clenches his fingers tighter, and pulls him until he follows, stumbling against a tree farther away from the hustle. He lets go to practically hug the bark of the tree, looks up at the canopy and around him again. Steve, thinking him delirious, reaches out to check his temperature. Bucky’s eyes shoot to him as he does, bright and possessed.
“Is this real, Steve?” He asks, sounding like he’s almost begging. “Is this real? It feels real, like, like the tree and ---and you,” he clenches a hand around the zip of Steve’s jacket, digging the metal into his palm. “But not you at the same time. But you feel…Is this...? Tell me it’s real.” )
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04 Mar 2026
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Fisk gets put away again, and it feels like that should be the end of it, but it’s not. Of course it’s not. The FBI needs a win. Who better to take that out on than the lawyers who exposed their corruption.
I am not Daredevil, Matt says so many times in so many spaces that he almost believes it.
His ability to maintain a concept of self was difficult enough before this: this new judgment day, this thing that has fractured him beyond what he thought was possible. He feels like he’s been dropped into the ocean, all his limbs weighted with stones, unable to find which way is up and which way is down, which way is surface and which way is gone.
Later, he'll try to think about it objectively, distance himself from this new kind of violence that inhabits his body. He'll grapple with the defined edges of his constantly shifting memory, carefully delineate the before from the after, turn his conclusion over and over in his mind. As it turns out, he observes, living feels a lot like drowning.
[An exploration of trauma and memory, of what it might look like if Matt's identity as Daredevil was exposed. Prison fic. Post-S3.]
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- Part 1 of light as memory, light as myth
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01 May 2023
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Sarah Riley is a P.I by day and night. She's been investigating The Yakuza for the past 2 months after her client requested her help. Pro bono lawyer Matt Murdock has been helping people and winning cases for the past 2 months after he stopped being Daredevil. Can they put their differences aside and team up before Hell's Kitchen tears itself apart? Post S2, Slow Burn Matt/OC
///This DD fanfic is also available on fanfiction.net. https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14183037/1/Cracking-The-Not-So-Cold-Case///
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04 Feb 2023
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After the events of season 3, Matt Murdock is trying to once again balance life as a lawyer and a vigilante. But he’s been scarred by loss and betrayal - will a mysterious new neighbour help him heal? Or will her secrets drag him back into the darkness?
This will be a story told in 4 parts:
Part 1 (chapters 1 - 19) is COMPLETE
Part 2 (chapters 20 - 40) is COMPLETE
Part 3 (chapters 41 - 63) is COMPLETE
Part 4 (chapters 64 - ?) in progress...- Language:
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24 Jan 2023