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college au - till's mysteriously lost his portfolio and after searching everywhere, he's left with no choice but to check ivan's dorm room. unfortunately, he finds a bit more than he meant to.
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09 May 2026
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He is all too aware his feelings are filthy, far too twisted to ever be reciprocated. To call it “love” would be dumbing down something so complex he has never even managed to understand himself. Ivan does not love. He wants to possess Till, to live inside him, settle in his heart, carve out a space meant for him, invade his mind and body. But Till is perfect, far too perfect for him, and Ivan knows he may break under his touch if he is too ravenous. So he will take, he will welcome whatever Till chooses to give him, he will tame the monster inside of him. He will do it if that means Till won’t leave his side.
In another life, would he have been cleansed of these impure feelings?
Or: Ivan remembers Alien Stage.
This story is now available in Russian, translated by Tsukimi_77.
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06 May 2026
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Lately, Till has been feeling a bit down and he can't seem to pinpoint the reason why. As he decides to rest on campus for the night; and prepares himself for an upcoming exam, he finds out he can only focus on one thing: thinking about Ivan.
One thing leads to the other and soon he's found himself in a... Difficult situation. And to make matters worse, Ivan –who wasn't supposed to be there just yet– walks in on Till and his... Disgusting act.- Language:
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06 May 2026
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He feels just as free as this filthy air, free from that perfect cube that made up his world for years.
"Where are we going?" He asks, eyes trained up on the sky.
"Anywhere!"or Till doesn't let go.
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30 Apr 2026
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Love Me Like Music (I'll Be Your Song) by thinkpositiiv
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
12 Mar 2026
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For synesthete Till, Ivan is not just a person, his best friend, his bully, or his music's biggest fan; Ivan is colours, sounds, scents, & sensations all unique to him that give Till such incredible longing. As with everything else, though, Till feels Ivan will just tease him if he ever tried to tell him, so he keeps it to himself, along with all the tender feelings he holds for Ivan, despite their confusing relationship.
Ivan calls after school to ask if he can help with Till's insomnia, but it turns into Till confronting him about the bullying. Surprisingly, Ivan genuinely apologizes & tries to take responsibility, which he's never done before. Trying to keep the momentum, Till accepts his offer & Ivan intends to bore Till to sleep by reading from his homework. That is Absolutely Not what happens, but Ivan is sure under the impression it is.
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28 Apr 2026
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Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."
Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"
His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.
"I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."
Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.
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26 Apr 2026
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one of the most insane alnst fics i’ve ever read. phenomenal work. *need to reread*
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“Good morning, baby.” Ivan looks up, surprised, then soft—always soft for him. It soothes the hurt inside him, leaves the bitter taste of remorse under his tongue.
Till leans in and kisses him.
OR Till's a major horndog and is in love with his boyfriend. that's it. that's the plot
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26 Apr 2026
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Ivan works the night shift at a hotline for people who can’t sleep. Till just can’t sleep.
It starts with 3 a.m. calls—conversations about bad coffee, insomnia, and the way silence can get too loud if you let it. It turns into something else entirely: late-night confessions, blurred boundaries, and a connection that grows too fast to be safe.
They don’t know who the other is. They’re not supposed to.
Until one day, on campus, a voice stops being just a voice.
And suddenly, everything is more complicated. More real. Impossible to ignore.
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13 Apr 2026
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Runa and Ivan are touching lips, Runa cupping the back of Ivan’s neck while running her fingers through his hair with her eyes closed. Ivan’s hand is holding her chin, keeping her mouth pressed against his.
Till shudders, an uncomfortably hot feeling blooming in his chest. His face reddens, and suddenly he feels tears pricking at his eyes. He’s not sure why, but he’s upset. He thinks back to when Ivan once asked him if they could touch lips, remembering that Ivan had actually referenced that empty promise a few days ago with Mizi. Till tries wiping his tears from his face with the back of his sleeve, planning on glancing up at the pair one last time before he leaves for good.
Only, when he looks up, he catches Ivan’s red-pupiled gaze.
A girl in Anakt Garden asks Ivan to be part of an exclusive pair. Ivan doesn't refuse.
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13 Apr 2026
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wide awake before I found you (this must be my dream) by Ouchie_Ouchie
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
07 Feb 2026
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Ivan inevitably found himself standing in front of his puzzle, leaning slightly to get a better view of the boy’s face. It was the first time Ivan had ever gotten to see a black eye so close.
“Did you win or lose?” were the first words out of Ivan’s mouth.
The boy was so absentminded that he had flinched back at the simple question. For a second his sharp eyes widen before falling into two slits, a glare.
His arms tightened around himself and he huffed out a breath. “What are you talking about?”
Ivan pointed to his own eye, “Your face. Did you win or lose the fight?” His own face didn’t contort the way messy-haired playground boy’s did.
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Or, Ivan learns how to define love.
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13 Apr 2026
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Something sparked in his eyes, and for a hopeful moment, Ivan thought Till would punch him the same way he did when they were younger. He wouldn’t be so lucky. Instead of throwing a fist into Ivan’s jaw, the boy twisted his mouth, settling it into something ugly. The rest of his face was quick to follow.
With a growl, Till grumbled, “That won’t work on me.”
”What won’t work?” Ivan prodded. If he kept going like this, Till’s fists may not turn mean but his words would; that’s all Ivan could really ask for these days–the only guarantee he’d ever dared to want from Till.
Till narrowed his eyes, “I’m not eating unless you do too.”
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It turned out escaping Anakt Garden was the easy part. The hard part was having one piece of bread and two mouths to feed.
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13 Apr 2026
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"I just feel like I'm putting so much thought into this, yet I can't even think of a name for it." Till sighs, ignoring the diss from Ivan.
"Let me have a look." Ivan suggests, though he's already snatched away the paper and is looking it over.
Someone should take whatever fucked up complex he has out back and shoot it. And preferably Ivan too while they're at it.
Or: Till finally has some free time and can finally work on the song that's giving him trouble. Somehow Ivan finds a way to help and annoy him at the same time.
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10 Apr 2026
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Yeah, I got it! I found it! (I've just gotta keep it) by Ouchie_Ouchie
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
25 Feb 2026
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Everyone knew Ivan had a crush on Till.
Sua figured it out first, so she told Mizi, and Mizi has never been good with secrets, so she blabbed to their upperclassmate Hyuna. At first, Hyuna only told Luka, but then she accidentally told the entirety of the eighth grade. And once the entirety of the eighth grade knew, the entire school knew.
So, just like how Acorn still can’t tie his shoes and Marty doesn’t get picked for popcorn reading because he’s slow, Ivan having a crush on Till became common knowledge.
However there was something that no one knew; Till had a crush on Ivan.
Or, Till might have a crush on Ivan, but that doesn't stop him from hating him all the same.
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09 Apr 2026
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When a notorious pirate captain kidnaps a royal hostage, he expects tears, threats, and ransom demands.
Unfortunately, the prince has other plans.
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08 Apr 2026
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我在。 by tangerinechar
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
26 Jul 2019
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“Wei Ying.” Lan Wangji murmurs.
“I’m here.”
“Wei Ying.”
Wei Wuxian giggles lightly. The sound seems too bright for the cave they’re stuck in. Yet Lan Wangji memorizes the cadence of that laugh, the high lilt and fall, and brings it close to his heart. “That’s me! Lan Zhan, you stopped crying. Is it because I comforted you?”
In the xuanwu's cave, Wei Wuxian comforts Lan Wangji.
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05 Apr 2026
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Falling, Falling, Caught (By You) by tangerinechar
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Jun 2019
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Jiang Cheng thinks nobody will catch Wei Ying if he runs and jumps at them while they're carrying a cup of coffee. Wei Ying would like to prove him wrong. And conveniently, Lan Zhan happens to be there with his cup of tea.
(Or the one where Wei Ying does the "If I run and leap at him, he will most certainly catch me in his arms" meme to Lan Zhan.)
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05 Apr 2026
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By Sun and Candle-Light by tangerinechar for postingpebbles
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
13 Oct 2020
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After the Notpocalypse, Wei Wuxian moves in with Lan Wangji.
Well. Moves in is a bit of an exaggeration, a tall tale perhaps, stretched by Wei Wuxian’s stupid imagination and even stupider pining, but regardless. This is the thirteenth night in a row that he’s spent in Lan Wangji’s bed, curled up around Lan Wangji with their wings brushing over each other. Wei Wuxian’s entire collection of weird mugs has found a new home in Lan Wangji’s fancy wood cabinets. And, Lan Wangji’s immortal rabbits now love him half as much as they love Lan Wangji, which is really the kicker, since said immortal rabbits hate everyone except Lan Wangji.
(Or; Wei Wuxian is a demon, Lan Wangji is an angel, and somehow, stopping the Apocalypse didn't solve all their problems.)
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05 Apr 2026
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Some of You by tangerinechar
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
23 Mar 2019
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It can’t be that bad, he thinks. There’s no way he would have done that. But the doubt still lingers, turning into full-blown anxiety as he scrolls down his twitter feed, finally arriving on his latest tweet.
Lan WangJi ✔ @lan_wangji
Some of you have never fallen in love with a boy only for him to go missing after his parents die and pine away for three years waiting for him to come back, then continue to pine when he’s back after you realize you’re too scared to confess, and it shows.
23,043 retweets | 73,328 likes
Lan Zhan’s face pales and he buries his head in his hands, letting his phone drop on the table.
This is bad.
This is very, very bad.
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Or, Lan Wangji gets drunk and tweets a love confession, Wei Wuxian panics, and all of twitter decides to matchmake Lan Wangji and his mystery guy.
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05 Apr 2026
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partners in heroism by tangerinechar
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Mar 2019
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Before he knows it, his hand is stretching out to grab Wei Ying’s wrist and pull him back into his embrace. With Wei Ying’s head nestled in the crook of his neck, his hands pressing firmly into Wei Ying’s back, their legs entangled on the bed – Lan Zhan really didn’t think this through.
“Lan Zhan! What –“
“Stay.” He says. “Rest.”
Or - 4 times Lan Zhan told Wei Ying to stay, and one time Wei Ying did.
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05 Apr 2026
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master of shadows by lily_winterwood, Matriarch
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Feb 2019
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“You… you stepped onto the path,” says Wei Wuxian, stepping closer. With another strum of the guqin, the corpses assemble around them, awaiting their master’s command. “How… why?”
Lan Wangji lowers his head, a single tear falling down his cheek. “For you,” he murmurs. “I would have done anything.”
(Canon divergence AU where LWJ becomes the Yiling Patriarch, inspired by this fanart. Originally posted to Tumblr here)
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05 Apr 2026