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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    Ilya entered the kitchen and gave him a puzzled look, "Why do you cook dinner in your jersey? Forget laundry?"
    And, as if to reach for something, Shane turned his back to Ilya.

    "Shane...", his voice had dropped an octave. Then silence.
    So Shane turned to glance at Ilya's reaction, to see his face as he realized it was Ilya's last name, Ilya's number, on his back.

    Oh, this was going to be so much fun.

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    21 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    Ottawa, Summer 2004

    This summer it felt different from the start. Shane was thirteen. It was an awkward age. Some of the boys at hockey camp, and now they were only boys, no more co-ed practice at this age, were clearly getting taller, heavier, their voices sometimes breaking. There was a lot of teasing. Shane, who still hadn't really hit his growth spurt, was not nearly among the tallest but was, without a doubt and by far, the best player in his age group at camp. Quick thinking, smooth on the ice, excellent shooter.

    Until the Russian kid arrived. His name was Ilya. And of course it was Shane's parents who were his host family.

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    Montreal, Winter 2013

    It started as a rumour. The hockey world loved rumours, gossip, stories whose origin no one could detect.

    Only this time Shane was interested. This time he hoped that the rumour was true. A new player being added to their roster mid-season. To improve Montreal's performance. A player who'd spent the last five years a major star of the Russian KHL. Whose career Shane kept tabs on, whose games he'd watch online when he had a chance. An amazing talent, and he'd only admit this to himself, probably a better player than Shane.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    One day, Shane will learn not to take the “you are scared.” bait from Ilya. 

    Today is not that day. 

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    From Jane: I’m just saying it doesn’t sound real. Sounds like exaggerated porn stuff. 

    From Lily: You don’t think I could make you cum with remote control vibrator in your ass.

    From Jane: Wearing one of those in public wouldn’t be a turn on, it would be too stressful. Can’t relax enough to get off if you’re worried about someone noticing or figuring it out or whatever. 

    From Lily: Only one way to find out.

    From Jane: What, you’re gonna buy one of those things and have me wear it in public and try to make me cum? 

    From Lily: Is okay. You are scared to try.

    From Jane: I’m not scared!

    From Lily: Prove it.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Um. Hi,” Shane starts, looking down at the boy. The boy just looks up at him, a puzzled expression on his face.

    “кто ты?” The boy says in some funny language Shane has never heard of.

    “Um.. I only speak English.”

    The boy's eyebrows furrow, but he doesn’t seem all too deterred by the language barrier. Instead, he hands Shane a piece of pink chalk. He points to the drawing he’s been working on, saying something in that funny language again

    Or: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov meet when they are six. They aren’t rivals, but they still fall in love. Some small moments in that process.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “You like it, right?” Shane whispered against his lips.

    “Hm?” Ilya tried hard to focus on Shane’s words but Shane felt too good, the pressure of his ass on Ilya’s crotch too maddeningly distracting.

    Shane leaned in so that his mouth was now right on Ilya’s ear, stilling his movements. “I said,” he breathed hotly, “you like it? Being my dog?”

    And this was new. The words sent an electric shock down Ilya’s spine, making him involuntarily thrust up into Shane. Ilya swallowed, closing his eyes and nodding furiously, as Shane nibbled on his ear lobe and sucked sweetly at the skin there.

    “Speak,” Shane said simply, the same tone he used when talking to Chiron or Anya. When talking to dogs.

    “Fuck,” Ilya choked out. “Yes, da, yes, I like being your dog.”

    or, Ilya discovers a new kink about himself.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “No, no, wait.” Ilya scrambles out of the bed and begins rummaging through his bag. Bewildered, Shane opens his mouth to speak, but every nerve in his body freezes when he sees what Ilya pulls out.

    A large black and yellow jersey, with the big numbers 81 plastered on the back. Above the digits, almost in a mocking tone, white letters spell Rozanov.

    “You’re kidding,” Shane sputters, reflexes failing him when Ilya chucks his jersey at his gaping face with an absurd amount of precision.

    “Very serious,” Ilya replies cooly, still wearing that stupid fucking grin Shane simultaneously wants to brutally punch and tenderly kiss off his face. “Is my prize.”

    or, shane loses a bet and wears ilya's jersey. they both learn something about themselves that night.

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    20 Feb 2026

  7. This has been deleted, sorry!

    19 Feb 2026

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    “Y-you want me to be a girl?”

    Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.

    “No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”

    ***

    Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.

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    19 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 89

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    “Yeah,” he said, relieved, breathing him in. He smelled like cigarettes and weed and bad vodka, “You’re drunk.”

    “Only a little, it’s my birthday.”

    Or, Connor surprises Hudson in New York.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    18 Feb 2026

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    genuinely my first time commenting on a bookmark but gosh the fic was so good I had to stop midway to stop from the top

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    When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.

    But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.

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    or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Hudson’s worst nightmare: the elevator breaks down with no one there to help but his co-star, Connor—

    (“Great, ‘m doing great, Con. I can hold it,” Hudson defends, not wanting to admit how close he is to peeing himself, but Connor must read it in his face anyways because he takes another step closer.

    “What- what are you doing?”

    “Relax, covering you from the cameras, baby.”)

    —oh, and Hudson desperately needs to pee.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Bile coated his tongue.

    For some reason—a reason very well known to him, though he pretended otherwise—it reminded Ilya of home. It was never a good thing to be reminded of that.

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    Ilya is sick. He learns what it's like to have a family that takes care of him.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Hudson has an itch. It lies somewhere along the lines of ‘is it Ilya or can you really fuck like that?’, and it’s been on his mind for eight months. Because Connor, he is so lovely, and kind, and radiating with joy all the time. But fuck, when his voice gets deep and Hudson thinks about the times on set when he was being gripped by his bare hips and pulled back over and over and over even just for the cameras—

    Yeah. Fuck.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Lily: You suck at sexting.

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    29 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 8672

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    29 Jan 2026

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    After a big win, Ilya and Shane go out to celebrate, but the night takes a turn when Shane runs into someone from his past. Ilya doesn’t take it well… and jealousy is quick to surface.

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    Where Ilya gets jealous and claims Shane as his, no matter where they are, who’s watching… or listening

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    29 Jan 2026

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