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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    THE SUNSHINE COURT SPOILERS
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    Picks up right after the end of TSC. Jean is sitting with Cat, Laila, and Jeremy in the kitchen and he finally has the breakdown he deserves to have.

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    14 Apr 2024

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    I was needing more TSC content after finishing up TSC and I love the idea of Jean trusting Jeremy, Laila, and Cat more enough so to be vulnerable with them 🥹

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    The Foxes loose a game
    Neil thinks it's his fault
    So he spirals.

    Wymack's not taking any of it.

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    13 Apr 2024

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    I live for Dadmack scraps 😭

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    Neil arrives home from California, Jean and Stuart.

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    13 Apr 2024

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    Finishing TSC and then immediately reading this fic 🫡 I will always love seeing into Neil’s mind.

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    When Neil Josten is offered a position as a starting striker for a professional Exy team, he feels like all of his dreams are coming true. He signs the contract, not caring about the strict morality clause that controls who he can and can't date in the public eye.

    Then he meets Andrew Minyard, the top-ranked goalie of a rival team, and then Neil thinks he might just have to care after all.

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    12 Apr 2024

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    I put this on the back burner to read as it is very complex in my brain to read right now.

    BUT it is very intrigruing and interesting. I love the writing and the story itself is beuaitufl. I read up to chapter 14 :)

  5. Public Bookmark 85

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    They kept talking after that day. At first, it was slow. A few words here and there, a few late night chats about the meaning of life or the existence of fate. Neil didn’t know when the shift happened, but eventually they talked everyday. They progressed from Twitter dms to texting to phone calls. Sometimes, when Neil wasn’t too tired, they’d FaceTime.

    Being on camera was definitely a struggle for Neil. For one, he had to mask. It wasn’t that he was embarrassed about being neurodivergent, he wasn’t. It was just a little harder to trust that other people would have a positive reaction. He didn’t want Andrew to treat him any different.

    So, he’d mask.

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    or: neil has autism and adhd and doesn't want to meet up with andrew irl after talking to him online for so long because he's afraid he'll find him weird and treat him differently

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    10 Apr 2024

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    aww this one was very much tooth-rotting sweet 🥹

  6. Public Bookmark 62

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    The Palmetto State Foxes have been, are, and will always be a pain in his ass. Tragic past, tragic present, tragic future. The foxes are rabid, violent charity cases some would say. David Wymack tried to coach them and stay out of their business, their troubles, and their…problems at the same time.

    But he is only a man.

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    5 times David Wymack didn’t mind his pay grade, and 1 time he didn’t even realize he wasn’t doing it.

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    10 Apr 2024

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    Wymack and minding his pay grade :)

  7. Public Bookmark 52

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    10 Apr 2024

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    A/B/O isn't one of my favorite types of fics, but this was a great read

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    Kevin’s love life through Wymack’s eyes Reddit posts.

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    10 Apr 2024

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    KANDREIL??? Okay, but Wymack using Reddit was such a cute concept and I loved it from start to end (I, also, have almost no concept of how a lot of modern Internet works)

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    Habits never die that easily and lying by omission has always been the easiest way to lie.
    So how would anyone know to ask the right questions, if Neil never said anything.

    Who knew an argument with Aaron could start a chain off events, forcing Neil to unravel the cold reality of what happened at the nest.
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    Or Riko taking things too far that winter break and Neil never telling a soul…

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    10 Apr 2024

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    This one was filled so much angst and hurt. 10/10 for sure and I loved every second of pain given

  10. Public Bookmark 97

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    “Are you Andrew Minyard?” The man in front of him asked.
    “I am.”
    “Oh good, glad I got the right place at least. I’m Neil Josten.”
    “Is that supposed to mean anything to me?” Andrew drawled. What kind of name was Neil? Definitely not your typical hot guy name.
    “I’m the cuddle therapist you booked a session with!”
    “A fucking what? Is this a fucking joke?”
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    Andrew lives alone and Nicky begins to suspect he is lonely so decides to book him a “cuddle session.”
    Andrew opens the door and is greeted by Neil Josten: professional cuddle therapist. After a lot of debating, he decides to give it a go.

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    10 Apr 2024

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    This one was so tooth rotting sweet. I didn't expect to love it but I did :)

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    Neil is trans

    and a condom breaks at the worst possible time.

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    10 Apr 2024

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    I've read a handful of trans fics, but this one is probably one of my favorites. Definitely mind the triggers as it does have a lot to do with dysphoria, but was overall a wonderful story and I would die for Josephine.

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    For Andrew, the only downside of being blind is that he can't post his secret poems anymore, but it's just for 100 days, so he can live with that. He doesn't need help at all.

    For Neil, life is as good as it can be, but when he finds a discarded ad to help a blind boy to type on his computer, Neil will jump at the opportunity of having a normal meeting; for the first time in forever, no one will stare down at him before talking. Of course, he doesn't imagine that meeting Blind Boy will be anything but normal.

    What Andrew doesn't imagine is that with a little help, life can have colors even if his world remains black.

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    10 Apr 2024

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    As someone who is partially blind, I could heavily relate to this and I loved how it was written. It did have a good ending that had me smiling so much.

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    Andrew has been dead for two years since he coordinated the death of his and Aaron's mother, sacrifcing himself in the process. For two years, Andrew has been a ghost, watching over Aaron and Nicky as they attend Palmetto and play exy. During that time, Andrew has been unable to interact with anyone; no one can see him, hear him, or feel him. Until, that is, Neil Josten attends Palmetto as the Foxes' newest recruit and shocks Andrew with the realization that he's not alone anymore.

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    10 Apr 2024

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    Ghost fics aren't really one of my favorites- but this one was beautifully written and had me completing it in a day instead of sleeping.

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    Neil Josten has a life and a future. With his father dead, and a new identity approved by the FBI, he starts a life for himself in the small town of Palmetto. No longer running, Neil is forced to deal with his trauma. All the while, his interest in one Andrew Minyard is piqued.

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    Neil has anorexia nervosa and PTSD and Andrew has major depressive disorder, but they help each other heal (and fall for each other on the way).

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    10 Apr 2024

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    This was a beautiful work and I loved being able to read it so much. <3

  15. Public Bookmark 25

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    Neil Josten just gets quiet sometimes. It’s okay, it’s fine.

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    10 Apr 2024

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    This one hurt me a lot haha. But it's beautifully written.

  16. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Neil,” Andrew chides flatly, flicking his fingers at the fox currently nibbling at his leg. His familiar is known to be a menace, but he doesn’t appreciate being used as a chew toy.

     

    Short one-shot based in a magic au I’m working on. Featuring a menace fox shifter Neil and very tired Earth witch Andrew.

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    09 Apr 2024

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    I’m unfamiliar with this sort of material but it was so sweet and I hope there is more of this AU 🤍

  17. Public Bookmark 46

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    Up until this year with the Foxes, running had been Neil’s control. He would never let himself get close to anyone or enjoy something too much even after his mom was out of the picture, it was his own way of reminding him who he was and where he came from. Then, he met Andrew and the rest of his team and came to grow attached to them. He made promises, ones that were important and expected of him to keep. So, he devised a new plan to get his control back.
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    Please read!! the!! tags!! ily and i dont want u to get triggered n sad >:(((

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    09 Apr 2024

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    This one really hurt me :( I loved it and definitely mind the triggers for this one.

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Nathan Wesninski was dead. And so was Lola Malcolm. Romero Malcolm. They were all dead, their bodies scattered over the floors tainted with blood, with the prospect of peace. Baltimore could start healing.

    Nathan Wesninski was dead, but his killer was smiling, and Andrew couldn't shake off the feeling that it wasn't the end of anything. The city thrived off crime, and the crime itself was so much bigger than a triple murder. So much more important in the bright white of the interrogation room.

    The killer was smiling. Andrew sat into a chair across him.

    Cameras stayed off.

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    09 Apr 2024

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    Murder x FBI fic??? I loved this so much and definitely the entire fic I had no clue what was going to happen next.

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    What if you stayed, but the person who told you to has disappeared?

    Neil sat down in the middle of the living room, looked at the empty shelf that had contained Andrew's favorite books, wrapped his arms around his knees, and screamed.

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    09 Apr 2024

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    I went into this fic totally blind and was not disappointed. The writing was beautiful and I definitely shed a few tears over a few scenes. 💜

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    Upon Mary Hatford's death, Nathaniel Wesninski makes the call to his uncle Stuart rather than continuing on the run and ending up in Milport, Nevada.
    Upon graduating university, Andrew Minyard turns down all offers of a professional Exy career and muddles through a 'normal' life, until the boredom and inanity of it all wears him down and he accepts an offer of a break to spend some time with his cousin Nicky in Stuttgart, Germany.
    There he meets Abram Hatford, a handsome and broken young man who has more in common with Andrew than he suspects, and nothing's normal anymore.

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    09 Apr 2024

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    This one absolutely wrecked my soul, but I loved it so much :')

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