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Despite being enemies, Hyunjin couldn't help but fall in love with Chan knowing there was no future for them.
But, Chan believed otherwise. For Hyunjin, he'd write their future in blood.
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- Part 12 of Skz short fic collections
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27 Mar 2023
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They’re not friends, they’re barely acquaintances. Hyunjin doesn’t know how to define what they are, he just knows that Changbin has him feeling so fucking good that he doesn’t care enough to ask.
(They meet at a club on New Year's Eve. From there, things somehow spiral out of control.)
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- Part 2 of fade me (devastate me)
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19 Mar 2023
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It feels fitting and contradictory of Seungmin all at once, a strange impression that he should be brighter than he is warring with the reality of how he is, gentle and breathtaking and unsettling in turn.
(Hyunjin probably shouldn't ignore the warning signs. But he's smitten, and it doesn't take long to be in too deep.)
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19 Mar 2023
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Water and soap can wash the worst of the blood from his face, his arms, his hands, his chest. It always feels surreal, washing up in a stranger's bathroom. Minho doesn't like to think too much about the decor, the brands of soap the victim preferred, the kind of razor he used. He doesn't like to think about them having real, human lives.
Not that he'd feel guilty or anything. They just don't matter.
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- Part 1 of Demolition Lovers
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06 Jan 2023
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Meanwhile Felix seemed to get comfortable besides Hyunjin on the bed, not paying much attention to how the other boy literally had one of the more traumatic moments of his life. There was no way any likely scenario would end with Hyunjin not embarrasing himself immensely
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05 Jan 2023
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hyunjin never really got it when Felix asked him 'why do you keep doing this' he could never give an answer, he still can't give an answer. He'll probably never be able to. Chan doesn't ask him why he does the things he does, chan is not Felix. chan does drugs with him, chan drinks with him until they pass out, and chan goes to every party with him. chan does not skip meals chan believes in eating right, chan does not throw up until every ounce of grime is gone he'd be disgusted to find out his 'boyfriend' needs to be empty to feel clean, and chan does not cut his skin and try to crawl out because chan does not want ugly scars. chan would hate hyunjin if he found out he had dirt throughout every inch of him and scars that litter every space on his disgusting body wouldn't he because chan is not crazy chan is not dirty chan is not broken chan is a normal college second year that likes his party's and likes his drugs because chan is a normal guy with a broken boy for a 'boyfriend'.
until chan is not so normal and suddenly felix's warmth is all that matters whilst chan simply burns him.Bookmarked by polarizedmichael
24 Dec 2022
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"D'you ever think about how sexually compatible we are?"
"... do you?"
Together, best friends Seungmin and Hyunjin embark on a month long journey of kink exploration, self-discovery, and enlightenment. This is their story.
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21 Dec 2022
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I came, I saw, and I forgot what I was doing by ForeverMellon
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
12 Jul 2024
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"Don't you hate that?"
"Hate what?" Felix was confused.
"When there's a silence, and you just have to say all sorts of bullshit in order to be comfortable?"
"I didn't mean —"
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Hyunjin has always suffered from depression, transforming his need for care into sexual flings every other night. They all ask him if he wanted to do it with them again, they all question him ... they always talk too much. Felix is like all the rest of them, developing intrigue for the young man before him... until the next day he mysteriously disappears, leaving Felix to ponder the night by himself.3 years came quickly by and were gone in an instant. Felix no longer consciously recalls that young silhouetted figure that rainy night, but when the same man steps back into his life, all the memories flood back.
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06 Oct 2022
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Felix takes a hold of his backpack and flees to the nearest bathroom. Once inside, he almost rips open the backpack, digging through it, desperately looking for the pill bottle he declined earlier. With shaky hands he opens it and shakes two of the oblong white pills into his palm. He takes a long look at them, mind racing before another one joins them. Tilting his head back, he swallows them dry.
No one needs to tell him he’s worse, he’s felt the decline. He can’t figure out how people survive this kind of thing, how they pick themselves back up and heal. He didn’t choose to be in this situation, someone else made that decision, but he’s the one dealing with the aftermath. It’s unfair.
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Please check the tags for trigger warnings before reading<3
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- Part 2 of Drown
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02 Aug 2022
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Jungkook has had a hard life. Being in a house addicted to different substances provided an unstable life filled with questionable people. The only stable thing in his life was school, and his best friend Min Yoongi.
Jungkook suffers with explosive anger and ptsd from his past, Yoongi understands him the best. Jungkook prefers to be left alone. He comes across very cold and distant but its his defense.
He fell out with Jimin a few years ago and all tho they made up they aren't on the best terms, so when Jimins Best Friend moves to town Jungkook wants nothing to do with him... and Yoongi doesn't want them anywhere near each other....
But fate has other plans and the two meet... the universe pulling them towards each other and Jungkook fights it the most because hes better Alone... because being Alone isn't LonelyBookmarked by polarizedmichael
02 Apr 2022
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"There hasn’t been a single thing that’s gone according to plan in his life, Jeongguk believes. Of course, half of the “things” were a part of his parents' plans for him, which he isn’t too upset about falling astray from.
The one plan Jeongguk has been able to stick to all this time was to never fall in love. He’s doing a good job so far, but then again, all his plans often fail--and Jeongguk knew this one was fucked the moment he laid eyes on Kim Taehyung."(or; Jeongguk is a misfit runaway just trying to find happiness by any means. He doesn't give a shit about the world or himself until he meets Taehyung, who soon becomes the center of everything he does, no matter if Taehyung doesn't feel the same way.)
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28 Oct 2021
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“I don't think I can feel at home until I see myself next to you.”
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Taehyung, a young fiction writer, grows desperate as he struggles to finish his book. Inspired by his cousin, he creates a character who becomes the embodiment of his ideal partner and the hero of his story.
He was nearly convinced he had lost his mind when he crossed paths with Jungkook—a young delivery boy who perfectly mirrored his protagonist’s features. However, instead of a noble knight, Jungkook was a mystery: black-haired, tattooed, clad in ripped jeans, and exuding a rebellious charm.
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17 Oct 2021
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"A butterfly with a broken wing will probably never fly again. The butterfly can, however, live."
(or, Jeongguk falls in love with a butterfly of sorts)
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17 Oct 2021
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At war with himself and his haunting past, poor Taehyung moves to a quiet street, but his childhood best friend turned enemy , rich Jungkook follows him
Or something
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16 Oct 2021
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"Taehyung, do you really believe you can..." Hoseok glanced around anxious, making sure yet again there was no one near. Still he lowered his voice even more, "Kill Jeongguk?"
Taehyung gulped, his eyes somber like Hoseok had never seen.
"Or I'll die trying."
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Bookmarked by polarizedmichael
09 Oct 2021
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〝A shadow for me, a shadow for you
Of shadows, now I have two.〞
about the world, in which there are strict rules about the masters and their shadows, jeon jeongguk doesn't give a hoot about them, and taehyung tries to not go crazy and train that feisty devil- Language:
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09 Oct 2021
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They say that we don't meet people by accident. They are meant to cross our paths for a reason.Senior film major student Jeon Jeongguk only wanted to find a new part-time job after getting fired from his last one, two months before graduation.
Broke and in no position to choose, he then decided to apply as a bartender for a strip club. He doesn't really care about the kind of place he'll be lending his service to; illegal or not. He's only there for the money and nothing else.
That is until he met Kim Taehyung; a stripper that is as broke as him, if not more.— Someone who keeps on crushing down his walls; making him break his own rules.
It started off fine though, just sex and nothing else. 'No strings attached' they said, yet Jeongguk found himself getting tangled around the twisted ropes of fate.— A maze that seems too difficult for him to escape.
"It's sad, y'know? What money does to people." -Ozzy Osbourne
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09 Oct 2021
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Sticks and Stones (Words Can Never Hurt Me) by Ifyoumustknow2162
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
01 Sep 2021
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When you turn twelve, the words your soulmate will first say to you shows up on your ribcage. Nearly everyone has a soulmark, but your soulmate's words are a private matter. You only share them with someone you trust. Everyone waits in anticipation for the day they hear their soulmate's first words.
Park Jimin never wants to hear these words again.
Or, that time Jimin put his trust in the wrong person and now the entire school taunts him with his soulmark.
Jimin wants to love. He just doesn't think he'll ever be able to trust it again.
And Jungkook? He's never known love to begin with.
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09 Oct 2021
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The magic realm being sealed from the world of humans for decades, the fae and wolves have found peace between one another despite being different creatures.
Leading separate lives and beliefs, both mythical beings seem to encounter one another when attending a highly prestigious Academy of Magic...
OR; in which taehyung is a fae attending the same magic academy as the next head alpha, jeongguk.
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09 Oct 2021
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Taehyung is curious by nature, and Jeongguk and Jimin are the biggest mystery of them all. Desperate to get a good story for the school paper, Taehyung finds himself getting more than he bargained for, as he gets mixed up in the town’s most mysterious and dangerous teens.
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Jimin and Jeongguk have a secret that could tear the whole town apart, but so does Taehyung.- Language:
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Bookmarked by polarizedmichael
09 Oct 2021