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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 98

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    "Bring Luca home with us, Mon Cher."

    His husband looked hesitant. "But he is not our pack—"

    "I know you've been wanting to invite him. He's pack in all but name. Bring him home with us, Ilya." Shane glares at him. "Let me feed him, Alpha. Let me provide." He had already made the decision, all that's left for Ilya to do is comply.

    Ilya bared his neck, his shirt collar slipping to reveal the outlines of a deeply scarred mating bite at his scent gland. "Yes, Omega." He says.

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    13 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    the cottage is the first time Ilya & Shane get to experience being slow together -- what sated nights and unhurried moments can look like. And turns out that looks like a whole lot of discovering new tastes

    or: the one where Shane learns he likes eating ass

    title from "I'll Get the Coffee" by Kathryn Gallagher

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    06 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    After tuna meltdown, Shane had to go back inside. What he saw changed everything.

    (Or, the lovers to friends to boyfriends fic that has eaten my brain.)

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    26 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 61

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    20 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 27

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    In his kitchen, Shane is in the middle of cooking something. There is a look of concentration on his freckled face. Sunlight is painting a picture Ilya wants to deposit somewhere safe.

    (Alzheimer’s is highly heritable. Towards the end, his father seemed to hold on to less and less of what made him the person he was. How do you know which memories to keep and which to throw away? How can he keep this one?) 

     

    OR: There is a slight delay in Ilya's arriving at the cottage. But they get there, eventually.

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    19 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 99

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    “Oh,” Hollander says. “I— I mean, it’s okay. You can touch me, if you want to. I don’t mind.”

     

    “I know,” Ilya says. “But I would not want to stop.”

     

    Hollander tenses slightly.

     

    “I don’t want you to stop.”

    Shane shows up to Ilya's hotel room, but he doesn't want to have sex. What he wants crosses lines that Ilya has tried awfully hard to stay away from.

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    17 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 46

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    Shane doesn't like mess.

     

    or, how many different ways can they eat each other's cum (with feeling) over the course of their situationship turned relationship?

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    14 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 96

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    Shane surprises Ilya by coming home early, but instead of being met with a happy boyfriend he finds a very distressed Ilya hiding in a closet in something that Ilya is swearing is not a nest. Shane isn't convinced and just wants to show his boyfriend just because he's an alpha doesn't mean he's not allowed to enjoy and partake in his omega instincts too.

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    11 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya’s still learning what Shane likes and needs, observing him quietly because Shane’s not so forthcoming with what he wants unless he’s certain it’s what he’s supposed to want. But it’s not until Shane reaches back and grabs Ilya’s hip to pull him closer, pressing their bodies together and taking some of Ilya’s weight, that he realises Shane’s been studying Ilya the same way.

    “I’m trying to take care of you.”
    “Why?” Ilya says, instead of something safer.
    Shane twists over his shoulder to frown at him. “Because I want to? Because you’re tired and sad and not feeling well?”
    “Oh.” Ilya pulls his bottom lip through his teeth. “But I…”
    “I think maybe we both fucked up tonight?” Shane says tentatively.
    “No, is not your fault.” Ilya rubs a hand over Shane’s shoulder and then kisses it, wet and soft. “You’re good.”
    Shane hums like he’s not convinced. He turns and drapes his arms over Ilya’s shoulders, still pressed close. “After this, will you…”
    “Yes,” Ilya says, his mind sharpening attentively, “Tell me what you need.”


    Or: They communicate just a little bit better and let themselves be just a little more vulnerable, both with each other and their people.

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    08 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane and Ilya invite Luca to the cottage.

    “Shane, come sit down.” Ilya called, not even looking behind him.

    Shane walked on jelly legs to the couch and sat. His palms were beginning to sweat. He looked up and two pairs of eyes were looking at him. Ilya looked equally elated and smug, and Luca was staring at Shane with slightly parted lips. Shane noticed Ilya’s hand on Luca’s thigh.

    “Luca, tell Shane what you just told me.”

    Shane looked between his husband and Luca, fascinated by the way Luca’s face turned pink.

    “Ilya asked me if I thought you were, um, pretty and I said yes.”

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    03 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    31 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane has been trying to figure out how to ask Ilya to stop using condoms. He finally works up the courage the night Boston eliminates Montreal from the playoffs.

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    30 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 78

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    Suddenly the warm pressure against his back is gone and there’s the shock of a cold nose, making his posture straighten, but it’s only a moment before it’s replaced with the rasp of a warm tongue.

    “Darya,” Ilya says again, still warning but slightly breathless. Shane can’t speak, his mouth fallen open and eyes shut, as Daryeva licks up the length of his spine in long, sure strokes. It takes him a moment to realize the soft, breathy moans are coming from him.

    Cracking one eye open, he looks to Nemarynn, whose gaze is already intent on him, and mutters, “I see why you like this so much.”

    Shane and Ilya have dæmons, physical manifestations of their souls that walk beside them in the form of animals. And, much like their humans, they’re very fond of each other. (Heed the tags.)

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    30 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 99

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    “Let’s have a feral day,” Shane said. The dawn sun was shining over the lake and in through the cottage’s windows and bathed Shane in his compression shirt and shorts in a soft yellow glow. They were planning on a morning run—something about Shane’s need to stay just as in shape while they were packing on pounds in the off-season.

    “A what?” Ilya asked as he cracked open one of the premade protein drinks from Shane’s fridge. Ilya was partial to chocolate, but he was finishing off the last of the blueberry banana flavor Shane had gotten in a sponsorship deal and promptly discovered he fucking hated. He’d said it tasted like omega, but that had never been a problem for Ilya.

    Shane stood up, the stool scraping across the wood floor with a muffled whoosh from the felt pads on the bottom. He walked to the sink and rinsed out his glass. “A day where we just do whatever our instincts tell us to do. No holds barred.”

    (can be read as a standalone)

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    24 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane is in the hospital after being hit by Marlow. Ilya is not freaking out about his omega being hurt. And he's definitely not freaking out when Shane starts talking about nests and Ilya being involved with those nests. It's sweet and domestic in a way that Ilya knows he doesn't deserve, but he'll indulge in this, even if just for a few moments, before he's forced to walk away like always.

    Ch. 2: Ilya and Shane at his nest in the cottage!

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    17 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
    ---
    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

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    17 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

    Language:
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    16 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

    Language:
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    256,509

    16 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    The command had sliced through him like a knife, and Shane had very nearly opened his mouth. It didn’t just paralyse his jaw, his entire body locked up, shock rippling through him.

    No matter how many comments were made, neither of them had ever been so evil as to order him so directly. Not since-

    But then Ilya Rozanov had tackled both of them to the ground, flinging his entire body weight at them, skates flying into the air.

    -

    AU where Shane just wants to play hockey but biology and shitty teammates make it nearly impossible. Ilya just wants to have some good competition on the ice. They make it work (eventually).

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    750
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    4,777
    Bookmarks:
    1,531
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    107,052

    12 Mar 2026

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