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    “Finish the story,” Phainon prompts, and it comes out kind of quiet, kind of weird.

    “He fell in love with a warrior in Okhema,” Mydei tells him, sliding a hand under his pillow. “They were equals in just about everything, and that’s… significant to a Kremnoan. He died sacrificing himself to buy that warrior time to save the city.”

    “That sounds like something a hero would do to me.”

    “Maybe,” Mydei grumbles. “A real hero wouldn’t leave the one he loves to fight alone.”
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    On a trip to see his sick sister, Phainon realizes a few things. Foremost of these: through it all, Mydei has never once left his side.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “No,” Lu Guang murmurs. He stares at his hands, and all he sees when he closes his eyes is his palms covered in blood. Cheng Xiaoshi’s slick fingers weakly gripping his own. In this timeline, there is no blood. Nothing has happened that should, and everything has happened that shouldn’t. “It isn’t that,” he finishes.

    Silence. An inhale. “Isn’t it?” Cheng Xiaoshi asks. A moment passes. “I told you I loved you, and I’ve never seen you look so sad.”

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Cheng Xiaoshi spends the next several minutes just staring at the photograph, his finger running gently down the curve of Lu Guang's sunlit features. His mother's voice sounds from the back of his head.

    The photograph is a window into the photographer's soul. Look, baobei, what does this photo tell you about the person who took it? What emotions do they feel?

    Attraction. Longing. Desire. It might as well be written in Sharpie over Lu Guang's face, big bold characters in Cheng Xiaoshi's handwriting.

    Fuck. He really has been blind.

    Over the course of a year, Cheng Xiaoshi learns to see what's been right in front of him this entire time. (Or, familiarity as a love language.)

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    13 Jan 2026

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    The rustle of fabric, the sound of a sigh. Something warm is draped around Phainon’s shoulders. A blood-red, shiny coat. The inside is terribly soft, and that smell—Mydei’s smell—clings to it too. “At least wear a jacket if you’re going to be stubborn,” he says, and he’s still standing there when Phainon turns his head to look. He’s left in a tight black t-shirt, arms bare and folded against the chill, ruffled but pretending not to be.

    Phainon’s chest hurts. “What about you?” he asks.

    “I’m fine,” Mydei says.

    “You’re shivering.”
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    Phainon loses his parents, gains a cat and a boyfriend, and not much changes at all.

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    23 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    who knew your no. 1 fan was your hot neighbour all along?

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    14 Nov 2025

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    03 Nov 2025

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    The emotions of despair and hopelessness, Khaslana feeling doomed to be the only one without finding love, it never came. Only the opposite. Only lines of hope, where his feelings extended beyond his own and mentioned an indirect source, a second person that has never been brought up before. There were doubts, mainly of Khaslana himself, but it wasn’t that kind of song. No, because once the song was over, Mydei realized right away that it had been a —

     

    “Love song. Khaslana just wrote a love song.”

     

    Cipher sounded just as surprised as he felt.

    Mydei learns why he should always think twice before being a hater.

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    03 Nov 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 17

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    He’s the one doing the work, he reminds himself. He’s the one whose cock is buried inside you. Mydei is just a pillow. A prop.

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    31 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 30

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    You have a guardian angel. He’s tall, handsome, patient, otherworldly, incredibly weird, and most of all, he likes to get on your fucking nerves.

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    30 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 82

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    Since your last failed situationship, you’ve sworn off getting involved with models. Being in the same line of work just wasn’t worth all the hassle. Until this blue-eyed punk decided to make it his life’s mission to convince you otherwise.

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    29 Sep 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 9

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    they say things get easier the more you get used to it, turns out it doesn’t.

    alternatively, phainon debates on calling you after months of no contact and ends up doing so accidentally.

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    14 Sep 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 5

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    Rainy season, incessant downpour, low temperature. Phainon gets his leave at an unconventional time but he still tries to make the best of it. You on the other hand, try using him as a personal furnace so it's only reasonable that he gets back at you for your antics.

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    06 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 4

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    When the day bleeds into night, Phainon finds himself linger at your photos on his phone. But where you are, a new day has just begun. Amidst all this, you two find solace in each other's comfort despite being continents away.
    Synopsis: Pilot! Phainon miss you dearly while he's far away- He returns home- And you reflect on how much this relationship means to you.

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    06 Sep 2025

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    “Is that so?” Phainon challenged, still holding onto Mydei’s wrist. He leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss over his hand, never once breaking Mydei’s eye contact. “Then why don’t you allow me to express my gratitude to you? Surely, my words alone won’t suffice.”

    Mydei bristled before snatching his hand away. “I came here for sex,” he declared, “not to be wooed by someone with ulterior motives apart from that.”

    Phainon raised a brow. “Bold of you to assume I didn’t come here for the same reasons.”

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    or, in another life, how would someone take advantage of mydei's one and only weakness?

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    03 Aug 2025

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    Everyone had their fair share of secrets, some more so than others.

    Mydei knew this better than most. To his colleagues and to anyone else he came across daily, he was simply the solemn one. He never said anything more than what was asked of him and he never lingered long enough to befriend anyone else. No man was an island, but Mydei came close to being one.

    But alone, in the solitary privacy of his own room every Thursday and Sunday night, he harbored one little secret that he would never deign to reveal to anyone else.

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    or, what do you do when these secrets come to light-and are found out by the person you least wanted to know?

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    02 Aug 2025

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    peak.

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    27 Jul 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 60

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    It’s not that Wriothesley has been neglecting you. But god forbid a woman misses her boyfriend a bit too much.

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    19 Jul 2025

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    Determined to win a stupid bet by proving that Ivan doesn’t like him like that, Till embarks on a mission to repel Ivan in every way possible.

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    10 Jul 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 36

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    “I did… that was too much though. Just… calm down next time?”

    “Next time,” a second passes before Ivan nods, repeating the words like it is a promise. Yet, just as Till is about to relax, he presses his lips together. In that same way he does whenever he is about to do something Till will be pissed off about. And his suspicion gets validated almost immediately when the other keeps talking. “So… you don't want the last one?”

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    06 Jul 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 25

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    A soldier goes to war with a promise tucked in his chest: to come home, to marry, to grow old beside the one he loves. But war doesn’t make room for promises. In the chaos of gunfire and loss, he fights for that future—until fighting is all that’s left.

    Months later, the letters arrive. One unopened. One unread.

    The ink didn’t fade.

    The love didn’t either.

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    07 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    im never getting over this

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