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    They've never done anything this big, literally or figuratively. But when Ilya says he wants to put his hand inside of Shane's ass, truly who is Shane to say anything other than yes, please.

    Chapter one is an accidentally sexy enema!
    Chapter two is fisting!
    (Chapters can be read independently if you prefer. <3)

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    19 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    “You like it?” Ilya asked and Shane paused, contemplating the question. Was Ilya referring to the pizza or being fed? Shane realized a moment later that the answer to both was the same.

    “Yes,” he said.

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    Or Shane learns that Ilya likes to feed him...and Shane likes being fed.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    “Have you ever fucked yourself all the way through after you’ve come?” he asked, his warm, broad frame taking up the entire expanse of Shane’s back, and Shane’s brain was already hazy with the heady feeling of Ilya all around him.

    “What?” he asked slowly, trying to force his brain to catch up with what Ilya was saying.

    “Just what I said,” Shane could feel Ilya’s hard cock at the base of his spine, “Have you kept going after you’ve come?”

    He tried to think, even as Ilya’s distracting mouth was on his neck again. His breath stuttered, but Ilya was persistent,

    “Tell me.”

    “I don’t-” he shook his head slightly, like his ears were filled with water, “I don’t think so.”

    Or, Ilya pushes Shane to his limit.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Shane barely makes it past Ilya's room in Vegas after being effectively kicked out before the drop takes over. Luckily, Ilya is the one who finds him.

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    17 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    Another red light.
    “Ilya?” Shane leans closer this time, brushing his knuckles lightly against Ilya’s jaw.
    “Where does it hurt?” His voice is tight, urgent. “Talk to me.”
    No answer.
    Ilya’s head has tipped toward the window again. His lashes rest against fever-flushed skin, cheeks burning red under the passing streetlights. His breathing is too shallow — each inhale catching faintly at the end like it hurts to pull air in.
    “Ilya?” Shane presses. “Hey. Tell me where it hurts.”
    Nothing. The silence slams into him.
    “Fuck—” His hand tightens on Ilya’s thigh. He gives it a firmer shake. “Fuck, fuck, fuck. No. Ilya. Hey.”

    Ilya doesn’t get sick often.
    But when he does, it’s never small.
    Fever is the one thing that can kill him.
    He knows it. The doctors know it. The ER staff knows it.
    Shane doesn’t.
    And Ilya would like to keep it that way.

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    16 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 33

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    “Have you been feeling worse lately?”

    Ilya stiffens at that. He doesn’t know. It’s hard to tell if he’s been feeling worse when his body and mind have been on autopilot for so long that he doesn’t really feel anything at all. In lieu of a verbal answer, which he doesn’t think he can conjure up, he simply shrugs.

    Shane doesn’t press, simply letting them sit in the quiet for a moment while Ilya thinks of a way to express the absolute void that lives inside his mind.

    “I don’t feel much at all,” he admits, voice barely a whisper. That truth scares him more than anything.

    -

    or, ilya rozanov is depressed and shane hollander is a good boyfriend.

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    15 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 46

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    Ilya knew what if felt like to drown—for his body sink deeper and deeper into darkness, to feel pressure in his chest from the water filling his lungs—and right now his whole body shivered in the sharp, familiar chill of heavy liquid enveloping him from the waist down. He knew how this would go. He knew how quickly he would be thrashing in the tide gasping for air if he wasn’t careful, how easy it would be to slip back down if he never told anybody.

    OR

    Ilya has a bad depressive episode, and Shane helps him through it.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    All in all, things had gone well. Still, on the drive home, as he was sitting behind the wheel, the sun already well into setting and Ilya smiling contently in the passenger seat, most definitely full from all the pasta and vodka he’d consumed, Shane couldn’t help but feel as if something was off. It bothered him but he couldn’t do much about it, since he couldn’t quite place his finger on what it was. And that bothered him so incredibly much.

    Or, what if Shane and Ilya had gotten married post-episode 6/post-book 1.

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    Chapters:
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    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane steals a look at him, then brings his eyes back to the road. Does it again.

    And then again.

    "So," Shane finally says. There’s the hint of a playful smile on the corner of his lips. “Boyfriend…”

    The word hangs between them, softly and within reach. Ilya tamps down a clipped reply of: is not a big deal, Hollander.

    Because maybe it is.

    OR The Cottage: Extended Edition. In which Shane and Ilya have some more feelings, a few more breakthroughs, and lots more sex.

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    14 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 14

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    “I, it was… In my dream we had a fight, a big one, ugly, awful fight. And then…” his voice breaks around the edges, his breath catches. “And then you said you had enough, and you left, and I was alone, I broke everything, again”, Ilya whispers.

    And Shane. Oh god. Shane just can’t have it. Can’t allow it.

    Or: Ilya has a nightmare, Shane is here to comfort his husband.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “What did you actually think?”

    He can’t help it. He looks at Ilya. Ilya only stares at him. “I say that now, in hindsight. Back then, I wasn’t thinking. Not really. It would come to me in waves, the anxiety, the fear. Most of the time,” he says. “I was just…”

    “Waiting for me to speak?” Ilya offers.

    Shane shakes his head, “I was trying to make it to tomorrow with you alive.”

    or,
    Ilya and Shane work to find themselves, and each other, again after Ilya's suicide attempt.

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    14 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 63

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    Ilya gets the flu and his fever spikes high enough that he starts slipping into Russian, reliving memories of being punished for showing weakness as a kid. Shane doesn't understand the words, but he can hear the fear—and has to keep Ilya grounded while the fever works its way through his system.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Nobody knows Shane Hollander is a classified little and that’s exactly how he wants to keep it. Things don’t go to plan thanks to caregiver Ilya Rozanov

    **previous title “Papoolya”

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    10 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 61

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    Shane has a very strict set of rules for his comfort objects. Ilya could not care less as long as Shane is happy.

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    1/1
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    10,110

    10 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 93

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    Moy zaychik, what’s the matter, hm?”

    Shane panted, breathless and melty after cumming so terribly,

    “G-gotta pee,” he whimpered, “I have to go really, really bad.”

    Shane sobbed harder as the feeling of warm piss sliding down to wet his ass, soaking through the thin cotton of his panties. His clit was throbbing, and his pussy was clenching, spreading slick all over his inner thighs. Ilya pulled Shane to his feet, watching as Shane’s knees bent inwards. Ilya tutted,

    “Then go, sweetheart. Make a mess in your panties.”

    Or

    Shane pisses himself. Ilya does some research.

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    29,170

    08 Mar 2026

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    ✅ freak4freak hollanov
    ✅ heavy kink with tons of consent
    ✅ good bdsm practices
    ✅ extremely, embarrassingly in love
    ✅ autistic shane representation

    welcome to penalties, baby

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Ilya told himself he wouldn't do this again.

    He doesn't need Shane drugged out of his mind in order to have satisfying sex—it was a one-time thing. An incredibly, mind-blowingly hot one-time thing.

    The only problem is—Shane keeps bugging him about it. And Ilya is only a man.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    08 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 98

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    Shane can't force his eyes away from the text on his screen. Remember a few months ago when you almost pissed yourself/ Want to try again and see if you can finish sucking me off this time before peeing. Shane know he should shut this down immediately, but he can feel his mind start to wonder and well he doesn't say no.

    Or Shane and Ilya accidently discover they both have a piss kink and this is about them exploring it throughout the years of their relationship.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Ilya flopped onto the blanket next to Shane, dripping wet.

    “So,” he said. “You like sexy role play, yes?”

    Shane, who had just taken that moment to take a sip of ginger ale, promptly choked on it, spilling fizzy liquid all over his stomach and crotch.

    “Jesus Christ,” he rasped, as Ilya laughed at him, the fucker. “Who starts a conversation like that?”

    Shane and Ilya's intimacy at the cottage leads to some revelations that Shane had been repressing. Ilya is excited to give him exactly what he wants in every way.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    18,495

    08 Mar 2026

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    Ilya goes to Svetlana for advice on putting Shane in subspace. One thing leads to another...

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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    978
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    Hits:
    16,768

    08 Mar 2026

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