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    “Have dinner with me,” Lan Zhan says. One of them has to ask it. They’ve been dancing around it, and Lan Zhan has the sense that if he doesn’t ask now, he won’t have the chance. Wei Ying feels like a ghost – some sort of apparition dreamt up by him and his phone. Lan Zhan tries to imagine sitting across the table from a set of pale-pale wrists and idol eyes. Can’t.

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    Taco nights, messy academia peeps who love drama, and thousand-mile distances. Everything happens so much.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Wei Wuxian plays the flute. Someone in Wei Wuxian's apartment complex plays violin. Sometimes, they play the flute and the violin together, and it's... nice. It's really nice. It's sort of the nicest thing going on in his life right now, honestly.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Wei Wuxian has certainly hoped so ardently in his two lifetimes, for so many different things, in so many different ways, that he could have summoned the demon to his front door with his bare hands. His eyes wander to Lan Zhan, settle on the back of his head, the blue-black curtain of his hair. Oh, how he has hoped.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    That’s just the thing, isn’t it? Wei Ying feels nothing. He doesn’t feel anything, and this emptiness should scare him. He knows he should be scared. He wants to be scared. He isn’t. Fear itself is never scary; fear is just a response. It means that your body wants you alive. It’s the absence of terror that scares him.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    There is a man with empty eye sockets and tears of fire in Wei Wuxian’s dreams. Tendrils of smoke curl around him in sleep, pressing at his most vulnerable spots, seeking entrance, slipping between his ribs.

    When he ignores Lan Zhan's offers of help, he declines rapidly. He will die. Or, he should. Anyone else would.

    Instead, he flees. And transforms.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    holy shit

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    Lan Wangji is delirious when he returns from the Burial Mounds.

     

    Set after the First Siege of the Burial Mounds.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Wei Ying is on a train. Lan Zhan, his long-suffering would-be assassin, finds him.

    Completely by coincidence, of course.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Wei Ying’s hand slides back to his stomach. “In my old body, I could have given you a little Lan.”

    Lan Wangji stills, blinking slowly.

    Wei Ying could— oh.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    😭I😭WISH😭I😭COULD😭GIVE😭YOU😭A😭CHILD😭

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    When they enter the incense burner dream, Wei Wuxian is in his original body again. Questions and feelings arise.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    It's his reflection. Lan Wangji can look at it for as long as he wants. It's just boring to do so. Who really likes staring at their reflection, anyway? It's normal to finish your mirror-related tasks as quickly as possible and then move on.

    Lan Wangji attempts to move on, and the itch under his skin climbs all the way up into his skull to attack his brain. He watches his reflection as his posture shifts, his shoulders softening and curling in slightly, one of his hips cocking to add a curve to his spine. He lets his hand settle lightly on his hip, drawing more attention to the curve, and twists his torso so there's more of a contrast between the indent of his waist and the sway of his hip, tipping his head so his hair drapes further down over his shoulder. He meets his own eyes and for just an instant he sees someone else, someone softer, someone prettier—

    Heart hammering, Lan Wangji rips himself away from the mirror and towels off his hair with shaking hands.

    Or: Lan Zhan learns how to be happy.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “Don’t be so vulgar,” says Wei Ying, patting Lan Zhan’s knee with a grin. “I’m just vibing on ice. You break a few bones. Win some, lose some. All in the name of the game.”

    “There is no such rule in the rulebook.”

    “Aiya, Lan Zhan, I can’t believe you go around memorizing rulebooks. No wonder you don’t break any bones.”

    “Breaking a bone is not an accomplishment, Wei Ying.”

    “Then all your bones will be brittle and sad, like wilted romaine lettuce.”

    Wei Ying and Lan Zhan post-game, in the locker room.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    "Are you even seeing my nipples?"

    Lan Zhan's hand is still pressed to Wei Ying's chest. The nipple in question is poking at the center of his palm. Possibly where his lifeline is, which is an unspeakably cruel piece of irony and the fact that kindness is dead in the world. "I see them," says Lan Zhan instead.

    At the banquet after the Grand Prix, Lan Zhan measures the circumference of Wei Ying's chest, among other things.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    IVE SPENT HALF OF MY LIFE KNOWING WHAT LOVE IS BECAUSE OF YOU?????

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    “You want to be Shippuden Naruto,” said Lan Zhan, as if these words meant anything to him.

    “Yeah, I want to be Slutty Shippuden Naruto who has friends and is beloved by all and believes in the ninja way. It’ll be a group thing. Say you’ll be the Slutty Sasuke to my Slutty Naruto.”

    “Please stop saying Slutty Sasuke,” Lan Zhan said.

    Lan Zhan learns about love lines from Wei Ying, local drunken worm.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    “Sorry, I, uh. Laundry day caught up to me before I could catch up with it. I saw this shirt left in the washer a few days ago, and—“ Wei Ying blinks up at Lan Zhan through dark eyelashes that he wants to kiss, maybe, and gives him an uncharacteristically hesitant smile. “Do you mind?”

    I mind the fact that we are not married, Lan Zhan thinks.

    Wei Ying keeps borrowing Lan Zhan’s clothes. It is only mildly driving him insane.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    i love you yuisaki

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    Wei Wuxian chuckles and starts pushing Lan Wangji's outer robes off his shoulders. "Poor Lan Zhan, subject to such earthly miseries. You must be exhausted, come to bed, come to bed."

    "Mm," Lan Wangji says. He raises his arms so that Wei Wuxian can keep undressing him. His clothes will end up on the floor, but no matter. Wei Wuxian's deft hands at his belts are worth wrinkled robes.

    "... Goodness, Hanguang-Jun, you wear too many damned layers," Wei Wuxian tells him after a while. "Would it kill you to stop after a reasonable five?"

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    Wei Wuxian moves into the Jingshi. They sleep together.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Tomorrow is Chinese New Year, which means Wei Wuxian has to get all of his bad decisions out of the way tonight.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    “You know, you’re the one to beat this year,” Jiang Cheng offers helpfully, having seen the glare from right next to him. “Hanguang-jun’s been through juniors with the rest of us, he knows all of our tics. You’re an unknown variable, since he’s never competed against you before.”

    “Thanks,” says Wei Wuxian drily. “That’s very comforting.”

    Or: five nighthunting competitions where Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji were rivals, and one where they weren't.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    “Hanguang-jun,” Wei Wuxian repeats. His heart clenches. He wants—but he’d really meant to have this nightmare stuff down before they met again, so he wouldn’t find himself relying on Lan Wangji’s nearness. He’s not supposed to go back yet. But he’s so tired, and his will crumbles. “Yeah,” he says. “All right. Take me back to Gusu with you.”

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    03 Jan 2026

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    afterglow
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    the light that remains after the source has gone; the lingering warmth that follows illumination; a memory that refuses to fade.

    They get married by the lake in early summer.
    There are sparklers and rain, missing ties, found rings, and vows that sound like laughter. Nothing goes according to plan, and somehow it’s perfect anyway.

    Later, by the sea, the days unfold slow and salty-sweet. Snorkels, sunburns, camera shutters, quiet mornings that don’t ask for anything more. They learn what love looks like when it isn’t running toward rescue—when it just gets to stay.

    It isn’t a story about love persevering.
    It’s about what comes after: the soft, ordinary miracle of still being here.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Lan Zhan is silent for a long moment, and the van's speakers quietly pipe the second song on the album into the empty space between them. Then Lan Zhan shifts his hand a little on Wei Ying's leg, presses his fingers once into the meat of his thigh. "Alright," he says.

    "Alright," Wei Ying echoes in a wheeze.

    "Is that better?" Lan Zhan checks, because he is a good boy. Then he spreads his fingers out a little wider, because he is evil and must be stopped.

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    Lan Zhan is driving to Chicago. Wei Ying tags along.

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    17 Dec 2025

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