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Written in Scars by SapphicVortex
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
22 May 2026
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Caitlyn Kiramman went undercover to dismantle the Shimmer syndicate.
She succeeded — but the victory came at a devastating cost. Tortured and nearly killed, she wakes in a hospital with fractured memories and a broken body. Her future, her career, everything now hinges on her recovery. That’s where her new physiotherapist Vi comes in — helping her heal in more ways than one.Vi, a physiotherapist with a haunted past and a strict code of ethics, is assigned to help Caitlyn walk again.
She knows exactly who Caitlyn is — everyone does. The woman who saved Zaun. The woman who nearly died doing it. Falling for a patient is strictly forbidden. But Caitlyn is elegant, dorky, and impossibly brave… and Vi is already halfway gone.Powder and Ekko have a bet riding on how long Vi can resist.
But rules are rules… right?A slow-burn story of love, healing, and holding on to each other when everything else hurts.
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19 Oct 2025
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Vi and Caitlyn have spent five years building a life together, balancing the calm of home with the chaos of their demanding careers. Caitlyn, a brilliant detective, upholds Piltover’s order, while Vi, a fearless lieutenant, was shaped by the streets of Zaun and forged in conflict.
Their world shatters when escalating tensions explode into war. Vi is sent to the frontlines, leaving Caitlyn behind to navigate a web of betrayal, intrigue, and an unseen threat tightening its grip on Piltover.
The separation turns to heartbreak when Vi is declared dead in action. A year later, as the war ends, Caitlyn is left to piece together the remnants of her shattered life.
But everything changes when Vi returns—alive but unrecognizable after enduring months in enemy captivity. Who is the woman who came back? And can the love they once shared withstand the devastating scars of war?
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15 May 2025
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When a relationship is born in the middle of chaos, war and turmoil, can it survive once the dust has settled? Or will it crumble without the distractions surrounding it?
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In post-war Piltover, Caitlyn and Vi take up the enormous task of rebuilding the Twin Cities, while also navigating their relationship. Is their love enough? Or will the reality of their pasts, traumas and drastically different lives cause them to be destroyed before they've even begun?
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04 May 2025
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MODERN COLLEGE/UNIVERSITY AU
Caitlyn hates Vi. Hates her constant indulgence of drinking, smoking, and fucking every girl she can get her hands on. She hates how everyone seems to adore her despite it. She hates how no matter how hard she tries to avoid the woman, she leans smug against the wall at the end of every hallway.
When Jayce becomes friends with Vi, Caitlyn is forced to endure Vi’s antics and finds herself becoming more and more curious about the campus crashout.
//TW// themes of suicide and overdose come up frequently within the story, as well as a character being implied to have been sexually assaulted in their past
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25 Apr 2025
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don't I look cute in this soccer shirt? by romeynticism (caityprince)
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
19 Mar 2025
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The post-game party is a tradition if you count two years and counting as enough repetition to make it a thing. It always follows the Gears’ first game of the season, and they haven’t yet had a starting loss to bring the mood down, so it’s something of a superstition now, too. Jayce always hosts, not because his place is nicest but because it’s accessible, and it’s the second biggest- the Kiramman house is very adamantly off limits.
“I haven’t forgotten,” Caitlyn says, smoothing out the wrinkles in her jersey from all the jostling, “I’ll meet you there once I’m presentable.”
Fuck. She’s so hot in uniform.
“We’ll meet you there,” Vi says, already walking, “Later, suckers.”
There's a reason she made sure her siblings had a ride for the party before the game even started.Captain of the Piltover Gears, Caitlyn Kiramman, plays her first game of the season- with a very captive audience.
(Or: soccer jock Cait, and her supportive stand-filler girlfriend, Vi.)Series
- Part 4 of athletics are number one!
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13 Apr 2025
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held by you, felled by you by thesweetestsapphic
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 Dec 2024
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“Aside from, well, stress relief, there is something very…” Caitlyn paused, trying to find a word that sounded better than ‘fucking hot’, “alluring about losing control, especially of my mind. Giving it up to someone. Having them take it from me.” Vi looked concerned, but didn’t interrupt. “We’d talk about it beforehand, agree on things. You wouldn’t actually be doing anything I didn’t want, but the fantasy of you taking it is…good. And then going a step further, the idea of you replacing my desires with your own is…”
“Fucking hot?” Vi supplied.
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or: Caitlyn asks Vi to shut her brain off. Vi obliges.
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19 Feb 2025
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After their fallout, Vi and Cait were apart for months. Vi spent her time fighting in a pit and drinking. But what if Vi's vision of Caitlyn wasn't just a vision? What if they slept with each other too drunk and devastated to see through the greasy paint or a fuckass blonde wig?
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14 Feb 2025
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Caitlyn nodded and took a drag of the joint. Still holding the smoke in her lungs, she said "Can I see it?"
Vi held her gaze for a few seconds, hesitating. She turned around to lift her shirt from behind to her shoulders, showing her tattoo.
Smoke patterns, pipes, and other designs covered her entire back. Caitlyn ran down her fingertips over the inked skin, blowing out the smoke from her lungs. She could feel Vi's skin prickling under the light touch. She continued down until she reached the hem of her pants. She hooked a finger on it and pulled down slightly "How far does it go?"
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Caitlyn Kiramman is Piltover's brightest star, a goddess on stage and a disaster off it. Fleeting relationships, one-night stands and a toxic attitude that has cost her more than one scandal. But when her guitar player quits the band in the middle of the countdown to the world tour, she needs a replacement... and she needs it fast.
Vi is not only the best option, she's the only one. A guitar player with plenty of talent, a defiant attitude and a stupid, cocky smile that gets on Caitlyn's nerves every time.
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14 Feb 2025
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In the Silence Between Us by velvetinkk
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
18 Nov 2024
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In the aftermath of Isha's sacrifice, Caitlyn attempts to pick up the pieces of Vi's broken spirit and be the caretaker she's never had, but perhaps has always needed.
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Set immediately after the events of S2E6, Caitlyn has some making up to do and Vi is in physical and emotional pain.
AKA a self-indulgant exploration of what the use of a blindfold could truly do for Piltover's finest.Bookmarked by selfmadness90
14 Feb 2025
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Vi finds Caitlyn after she loses her eye.
From that moment on, both women take on the challenging journey of recovery from their physical and emotional trauma as they work towards the ending they deserve.
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- Part 1 of The Eye and The Wolf
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11 Feb 2025
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I Would Bring You the Stars and the Moon by GutterWitch
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
09 Mar 2025
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“Houston, do you copy?”
Caitlyn panicked, feeling extraordinarily unprepared having been thrust into her new position without so much as even a handbook to consult. What were the formalities? What was she supposed to respond with? Where was the damn push to talk button…
“Hellooo? I said Houston, do you copy?”
Caitlyn fiddled with her headset, having finally found the green button on the side and hastily letting out a rather breathless reply. “Um, yes. Hello? This is Houston. I copy.”
There was a long pause in which Caitlyn sat twiddling her thumbs, anxiety pushing the frantic pulse of her heartbeat through her eardrums. Was that wrong? Did she already fuck up? She took a steady deep breath, finger hovering over the talk button until the familiar voice of the astronaut came through her headset once more.
“Damn, Houston. I didn’t expect you to sound so sexy.”
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Caitlyn has been assigned as the personal capcom to one of the astronauts currently on a year long expedition at the international space station. Cue long months of pining and desperate longing.
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06 Feb 2025
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just to know you're alive by pigeonmom
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
06 Jan 2024
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“You could take up a lover.”
In a blink, Caitlyn’s eyes blow wide. And wider. Her wife didn’t really say that, did she. She couldn’t. Caitlyn must have misheard.
“What?”
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A year and a half after the accident that changed both their lives, Caitlyn and her wife face the fact that things might never go back to the way they used to be.- Language:
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03 Feb 2025
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There Is Just One Thing I Need by SunsetSharkbite
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
10 May 2024
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Powder lets out a loud snort, her voice coming out in a wry, sarcastic drawl. “Yeah, that’ll happen. Vi’ll get a rich business lady to— no, no, no,” her voice raises a pitch with excitement, and a cackle of laughter, “a Suit. Vi gets one of the Suits to fall in love with her.”
A small town mechanic, a city girl with car trouble and a holiday au romance like every other.
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31 Jan 2025
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Her body knows it before her mind can begin to catch up. Her heart beats in tandem with the person her muscles seek out in her delirium. The phantom touch of her hand, gripping and caressing. Lips that were made for Vi’s. Skin Vi had spent months touching in her drunken fantasies. Blue eyes that unearthed the bloody organ in her chest. Bile rises in her throat at the thought of–
We’re meant to lose this fight.
Caitlyn.
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Vi doesn’t notice a slain Ambessa. She doesn’t notice the way red flags are still raised like a shield, all adorning the Medarda crest. She only just notices that red-headed officer that clung to Caitlyn like a parasite strewn in a lifeless heap. But she can’t focus on that now. On the implications of it. Because Caitlyn still lies there. Unmoving.Series
- Part 1 of The Gaps in Between
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29 Jan 2025
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Vi rolled her eyes as Caitlyn followed her into the bathroom, whirling on her the second the door closed.
“What the fuck is your deal? Thought it might be fun to slum it for the night with the gutter trash who rescued you out there? You’re welcome, by the way.”
“No, I–” Caitlyn made a noise of frustration, face scrunching up, and then she was really fuckin’ close.
Vi held her breath, not wanting to break the weird fucking moment.
“You’re infuriating,” Caitlyn breathed, and Vi tried - and failed - not to shiver when warm breath ghosted over her lips.
“Yeah, well–” Vi started to snark back…and then Vi’s night was officially the weirdest she’d had in a while, because Caitlyn Kiramman, conservative politician’s daughter, was kissing her like she was fucking starving and Vi was an all-you-can-eat buffet in the desert.
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The Caitlyn-is-a-conservative-politician's-daughter-and-she's-gay-and-falls-for-a-poor AU
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25 Jan 2025
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Vi looks at the big clock on the far wall. 7:46AM. She’s one minute late today. Every morning for the past six months - well, every morning Vi’s been on shift, so she’s just assuming about the other days - she’s passed by at exactly 7:45AM, always at a brisk walk, always in a perfectly-tailored suit, not a single long, silky-looking hair out of place.
7:47AM. The crisp clack of heeled boots on concrete pulls Vi out of her musings. There must have been some sort of emergency, because the subject of Vi’s (minor) obsession walks past the fire station at a faster clip than normal. Which is sort of saying something, because Mystery Woman’s got legs for days, long and slender, visibly toned with long, lean muscle through her suit pants. At the faster clip, Vi has less time to admire her ass and tiny, tiny waist as she walks by, but that’s fine, because the view as she leaves is fantastic.
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Caitlyn's route to work as a detective at the 51st Precinct takes her right by Fire Station #516, and Vi's been pining after the gorgeous Mystery Woman for six months...what will happen when she finds out that Caitlyn's a cop (AKA: The Enemy)?
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- Part 1 of Emergency Services Lesbians
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24 Jan 2025
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Season 2 speculative arc for Greta and Carson. COMPLETE.
Carson and Greta are ready to return to Rockford with the rest of the Peaches and pick up their love story where it left off after months of longing, letters, and soul-searching. Reunited at last, they now must navigate a whole new season's worth of obstacles and threats--both internal and external--as they stumble their way toward a future together.
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- 6/6
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12 Feb 2023
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When Carson is hurt at practice, Greta crumbles under the weight of her own rules.
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11 Feb 2023
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After saying goodbye to Carson, Greta Gill heads to New York City for the off-season, looking for a fresh start.
No matter how hard she tries, she can’t stop thinking about Carson.
“Carolina” from Greta’s POV.
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- Part 4 of Gretson ERAS Series
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07 Feb 2023
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Months have passed since the S1 finale and a recently rescued Waverly struggles to come to terms with the horror she's inflicted while possessed. The team must band together to stop a mysterious revenant while Nicole and Waverly try to repair the bond that's barely keeping them together.
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15 Jun 2020
