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  1. Public Bookmark 69

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    Either ten minutes or two hours pass - somewhere in between that probably, Buck really isn’t sure though, the nausea and the fatigue and the dizziness have addled his brain to the point where the only clear thought is it hurts so fucking bad I wish Eddie were here - before the bathroom door creaks open and the light flicks on. Buck tucks his chin against his chest, closing his eyes and curling up tighter like that would mean no one would see him. Embarrassment flushes through his system. What the fuck was he thinking even? Eddie’s going to hate him.

     


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    or; Buck sort of maybe accidentally forgot to take his t shot a few too many times and he sort of maybe accidentally got his period again. It sucks.

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    20 Apr 2025

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    Buck hooks up with a stranger after a bombshell of a statement from his ex in order to try and distract himself. That leads to a positive pregnancy test, and Buck having to decide what that means to him. With Eddie away, Buck finds himself keeping this a secret from everyone for far longer than he probably should. It's alright though because everything all works itself out, and Buck gets his happy ending.

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    20 Apr 2025

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    So he curls his fingers around the wood of his clipboard and clears his throat. “You have really nice hands, you know,” is what he goes with.

    Eddie jerks back just a bit, dropping the halligan into the compartment with a thud as he turns shocked eyes back to Buck. “What?”

    “Yeah,” god, what does he even say, “they’re uh, strong. And capable. You know, like…they can do a lot of things.”

    Okay, so, maybe this whole plan needs a little bit of work.

    buck is on a mission to help eddie recover his self-confidence. it goes well for exactly zero parties involved.

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    15 Apr 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    On the eve of Muse’s 7th album release, a list containing the identity of several Secret Intelligence Service officers is leaked and sold to a criminal organisation. Dom and Chris cannot understand their involvement… until a shocking revelation about their frontman is unveiled.

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    10 Apr 2025

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    “Yeah. Craziest thing. My kid comes home a few weeks ago with a birthmark on his eyebrow. Looks suspiciously like a smudge of paint, but he assures me it’s a birthmark.”

    “Ah,” Buck cringes. "Mr Diaz - -"

    "Eddie."

     

    Or, if you ask Christopher, that smudge on his eyebrow is a birthmark. If you ask Eddie, his kid won't stop painting on his face and he has no idea why.

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    10 Apr 2025

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    “So, what?” Eddie interrogates. “You’ve been watching my texts pile up while you swipe through Grindr, and then you get someone over here to mark you up and fuck you on my couch?”

    Eddie moves to El Paso. Buck takes his couch.

    Things deteriorate from there.

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    03 Apr 2025

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    The second the words leave his mouth, Eddie wishes he could claw them back in. Reach out into the space between them—that chasm of distance that’s been building over the last several weeks. They’re twenty feet apart in literal terms, Buck’s sitting at the table and Eddie’s at the top of the stairs, clutching his hands in front of himself, but the entire world is separating them because—

    Because.

    Fuck.

    He takes a step towards him, the rest of the firehouse falling silent as they all turn to look at him. That easy smile that was on Buck’s lips, that soft hope that lined his statement fading into obscurity as Eddie’s words ring vibrant and angry over it all.

    Buck blinks, tilting his head like he doesn’t quite understand, and how could he? How could he understand? He never fucking gets it.

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    Or Buck wants to start a family, but he already has one.

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    02 Apr 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 95

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    His hands fidget during his HRT consultation, a nice, middle-aged man talking him through what to expect, any side effects, how he’ll inject the testosterone into his thigh. He’s shaky the first time he ever does it, and it hurts possibly more than it’s supposed to, but it’s a breath of fresh air all the same. Alone in his shitty apartment on his bathroom floor, staring at the small puncture hole in his thigh, he starts to cry. Not from sorrow, but happiness.

    It’s finally happening, after so many years of wanting it. It’s happening.

    evan buckley finds a life, and a family, for himself.

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    01 Apr 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 74

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    Buck has a secret he’s not even told the 118. Only Maddie knows his secret. That he’s a trans man. But that all changes when A new recruit comes in and tells everyone that they are trans themselves.

    Will Buck be ready to tell everyone, including Eddie, the love of his life, his big secret? Will it change how they all see him?

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    29 Mar 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 78

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    Eddie began, "Listen, Buck, I feel like... between you and me, lately, our relationship has changed, hasn’t it? I mean, I know it’s only been six months since I got here and we’ve known each other, but I don’t know, I don’t want to sound cheesy, but I get butterflies when we’re together, just the two of us, like right now.” But Buck made a strange face at that. So Eddie tried to salvage things. "But if it’s not mutual, I get it, and I’m sorry for making things awkward."

    Buck straightened up, taking a deep breath before saying, "Eddie, I— I need to tell you something. I'm trans."

    Oh.

     

    - or the one where Eddie is gay, finds the courage to reveal his feelings to Buck... but when Buck tells him in response about his trans identity, Eddie is dumb and thinks that Buck wants to transition from male to female (when he has actually already transitioned from female to male)

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    28 Mar 2025

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    He saw what Tommy must have seen, Buck who was so obviously jealous of them. Buck who always defaulted to Eddie’s side. Buck who asked Tommy to move in despite wanting Eddie to go to the stupid basketball game with him a few hours earlier.

    My attention?

    You can take Eddie if you want.

    I’m not your last.

    Oh.

    Oh.

    Oh no.

    Oh fuck.

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    After Buck gets dumped, he remembers he agreed to go to Abby's wedding with a date. Eddie steps up and pretends to be his boyfriend. All hell breaks loose.

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    24 Mar 2025

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    “Good job, Mr. Buckley,” Firefighter Diaz says, once he’s standing right in front of Buck. He holds out the small toy, eyebrow quirking up. Is everything in slow motion? Buck thinks everything is in slow motion.

    It feels like it takes forever for him to reach out and take it, but time seems to speed back up when their fingers brush, just slightly, during the exchange. He breathes in a little too sharply and nods at him, like, yes, an idiot, and his mouth is moving before he can stop it. “Uh, yes, yeah, thank you.”

    ...or, Buck’s an elementary school teacher. Eddie’s the hot firefighter that visits his school for a fire safety assembly. He is so normal about it. Seriously. Just ask his coworkers.

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    24 Mar 2025

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    It seems like everyone in the extended family that surrounds Phoenix Wright and Miles Edgeworth is getting their happy ending, or moving on to something new and bright - except for Klavier and Simon. They just seem to be stuck in limbo, with neither of them moving on from the events of the past eight years. That's not all they have in common, they both have an imprisoned elder sibling they visit on the same day of the week. Starting with awkward encounters at the prison, they gravitate towards each other during the year-long build up to the Wright-Edgeworth wedding. Maybe, with help from each other and the family, they'll feel more alive by the time the rings are exchanged.

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    17 Mar 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 88

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    As long as Castiel remains unmated, he cannot get the promotion he has worked so hard for at his family’s business. Castiel tells about his problem to Dean who works at his favorite bar and ends up asking Dean to play his date for a family event. Despite Castiel being attracted to him, Castiel knows his family would hate the independent and outspoken omega and would rather give him the promotion than see him mated with Dean.

    It's a perfect plan until it’s not.

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    07 Mar 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 90

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    Theo jumps off Deaton’s table and storms off. He gives Stiles a narrowed eyed glare on his way.

    “Where are you going?” Theo hears Liam yell out after him.

    “Home! Away from you idiots.” He yells back, the front door of the clinic slamming shut behind him.

    When Theo gets hit with a truth spell by the new witch in town, he physically cannot help but tell the truth, even if it’s confessing his feelings for a certain blue-eyed beta.

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    15 Feb 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 88

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    In light of a recent breakup, sad Liam drunk texts Theo "S.O.S" and, in spite of the last three years of no contact, Theo rushes to his aid. Then he sticks around long enough to scare off Liam's douchebag ex-boyfriend, get laid, and fall in love.

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    12 Feb 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 33

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    Sometimes, just sometimes, life gets better and love works out.

    Or, change can be good. Sex can be good, too. Liam and Theo learn to embrace those two things whole heartedly.

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    12 Feb 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 86

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    He falls asleep too easily - too easy for it to be cold outside and cold in his truck and having just had one of his worst nightmares yet. But it’s a simple thing because he’s not cold, not with his knees pulled to his chest and the sleeves of the hoodie falling over his fingers and the warmth held close against his chest. When he closes his eyes, drifting in the comfort and that half-asleep sensation, the fabric against his heart feels like a guard.

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    4 times Theo wears Liam's clothes and 1 time he returns the favor

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    11 Feb 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 57

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    Hell had broken him. He’d forgotten all his discipline somewhere along the way. Sleep evaded him constantly now, and eating felt more like a chore than anything else.

    He still retained all his knowledge and his skillset, which made him useful, but he wasnt as efficient nor as vicious as before.

    The dread doctors had made him to be perfect, no distractions, no feelings, no weaknesses and no empathy. Just him and his goal. He’d been deadly efficient back then. Nothing stood in his way, but now it was himself who constantly stood in the way.

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    10 Feb 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 13

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    Sang-woo would always feel a flip in his stomach paired with a tightening in his chest no matter what Gi-hun did, because the truth of it all was that he didn’t just love those moments. He loved him.

    And that was a difficult truth for him to swallow.

    It was something he had initially tried to bury, but it always clawed its way back to the surface. Loving Gi-hun was as exhilarating as it was painful; it was an ache he could never fully ignore.

    It wasn’t something he could admit to anyone else, and maybe not even fully to himself, but it was there.

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    28 Jan 2025

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