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    He needed to breathe.

    He’d been in enough pain in his life to know that.

    So, Buck, taking all the experience of growing up alone and seeking the attention even if came at the price of a broken arm or a skinned knee did what he knew would help.

    He exhaled slowly and melted into the table.

    “Good boy,” Eddie said and all of Buck’s thoughts went silent as the buzzing that had been under his skin stopped.

    Everything stopped.

    Everything went still.

    And Buck felt real for the first time in such a long time.

     

    Tattoo Artist!Eddie Diaz AU inspired by the tumblr thread about praise kink discovery when getting a tattoo.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    From a very young age, Evan Buckley knew he would end up alone.

    After Eddie leaves to go after Chris, Buck knows that he needs to get out of Los Angeles for a while. He travels just like he did before he joined the 118, looking for a reason to keep going after losing the family he thought would finally stay.

    Eddie moves to Texas and slowly but surely gains the trust of his son back. After 4 long months of long conversations and hard realizations, Christopher finally wants to move back to Los Angeles.

    But what happens when they return and Buck is nowhere to be found, and nobody but Maddie is able to get in contact with him? What happens when Eddie finds out just how badly he hurt the love of his life, and now he can't tell him just how much he truly needs him to be okay?

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    25 Oct 2025

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    When Eddie was shot by the sniper, Buck’s world fell apart. When Eddie is placed into a medically induced coma, Buck receives the news that Eddie made him his power of attorney and Christopher’s legal guardian. Reeling from the news, he did his best to take care of Christopher and make Eddie’s medical decisions in accordance with Eddie’s wishes. If only the other people in Eddie’s life understood that, instead of challenging Buck at every turn.

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    29 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Childe is tired of sitting behind a desk, has a lot of energy to spend, and makes a trip to Dragonspine to get rid of a few monsters. He's soon joined by the Cavalry Captain, and neither of them are quite sure how to classify the events that follow - interrogation, flirting, or verbal sparring. You name it.
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    "If you need something to spend your energy on, feel free to reach out.”

    When Childe lifts his focus and dares to look Kaeya in the eye, he’s smiling – not quite with the same smug expression as before, but a slightly softer one, sensual and inviting. His pointer finger grazes Childe’s thumb, but his gaze stays raised.

    “I’m not sure whether you know what you’re getting into here, Kaeya,” he says. He lets his tone drop in pitch, and from the way Kaeya’s lashes drop with it, it has the exact effect he desires. “D’ya really think you can handle it?”

    “You underestimate me,” Kaeya purrs.

    “I’m simply warning you,” he says, giving Kaeya’s hand a squeeze. “After all, I’m quite good in a spar.” 

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    05 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    For a moment, Ed thinks that he could. Perhaps it really is that easy. Oswald has no trouble following his heart, it seems, can probably feel it tug him in the right direction like a string tied to his pinky finger. Ed could easily do it too. Lean in, breathe him in, press their lips together like he wants (oh, how he wants). A different kind of explosion in them. A different kind of sacrifice. Ed’s mind for his heart.

    But Ed could never do that.

    (Set during the events of 5x11)

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    23 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 33

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    “You better go, my dear,” Oswald told him almost absentmindedly, gaze directed at the rooftop rather than Ed. “I can hardly be caught with a dangerous fugitive in my home, now, can I?”

    Ed chuckled. “No, you certainly can’t.”

     

    Or, how that scene in 5x05 should have gone.

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    23 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 41

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    Kim is plagued by memories and what-if's as he waits for Junho to return from the island.

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    09 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 8

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    Arnie and Dispatch/Andrew finally meet at Dispatch's house. First of a two-part work that will conclude the "Bastard" series.

    P.S. Dispatch's name is taken from his voice actor, Andy.

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    05 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 41

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    Mercenary Kim sighed. “We will deal with the situation, Detective Hwang. I will be there as soon as possible. In the meantime, take deep breaths. And please - stop hiding from the baby.”

    or: Junho has a childcare emergency and mercenary Kim comes to the rescue

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    03 Jul 2025

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    Kaeya was never supposed to fall in love—not with a Harbinger, not with someone as volatile and infuriating as him.

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    In short: Kaeya has avoidant issues, and Childe is one persistent bastard. It all worked out.

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    28 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 8

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    Childe and Dottore meet with the Knights of Favonius for Fatui business. Childe is enamored by Kaeya, embarrassingly so. Taking matters into his own hands to NOT court the enemy, he ends up in Angel's Share to drown his growing feelings in alcohol, only to end up in a barfight.

    Things are not going well for Childe. But Kaeya takes pity on him. Even if it's just because he finds him handsome and fun to tease.

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    26 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 49

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    Kaeya was just vibing until Childe dropped the “relationship” bomb in front of everyone. Now Jean’s buffering, Rosaria’s reaching for the Harbinger's neck, Diluc looks personally offended, and Lisa’s ready with popcorn.

    Childe? Thriving.

    Kaeya? Considering relocation.

    Mondstadt? Not ready.

    Welcome to the mess: a love story featuring one (1) exasperated Cavalry Captain and his very enthusiastic Harbinger boyfriend.

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    26 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 31

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    Kaeya was at Angel’s Share. Again. Drinking his ass off. For the fourth time this week. With the group of knights he was in charge of. And a dagger the Knights of Favonius had gifted to him that he was handling carelessly; an accident waiting to happen...

    Childe had just arrived in the city of Mondstadt with Zhongli, and an idea crossed his mind when he saw Kaeya and the dangerous item in his hand. Someone needs to tell him that that's not how you make a first impression...

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    On a typical day, Diluc would be quick to kick Kaeya out as soon as he took a single step into the tavern. But today was not one of those days. It wasn't a special day of any kind. Was it because of the natural allure and charm of the taller man of the pair who were clearly not from these parts of Teyvat? Or maybe he was just too tired to deal with Kaeya today.

    One definite trait of Zhongli was that he was observant. A trait he had honed from watching over a city for thousands of years. And, of course, the acts of kindness from a certain bartender did not go unnoticed.

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    25 Jun 2025

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    Buck cautiously peers into the small opening, catching a glimpse of Eddie staring at himself in the mirror, fingers gripping the edge of the porcelain sink as he shakes his head and says, “I can’t believe I’m in love with a Buckley.”

    It's a miracle Buck doesn’t pass out on the spot.

    He takes a stumbling step back into Eddie’s room, somehow managing to close the door quietly in his haze. Although it’s entirely possible that he just slammed it because he can’t hear anything over the whooshing in his ears.

    He doesn’t know how he didn’t see it before.

    Eddie is in love with Maddie.

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    Or, 5 times Buck thinks Eddie is in love with Maddie, +1 time he's sure he's not.

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    24 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 53

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    It was time for Buck to realize that Christopher really wasn't his son and that Eddie would never magically develop feelings for him and they would never be a cute little happy family because life wasn't a fairytale, even if it might've felt like that around the Diaz boys sometimes. Eddie was a friend who trusted Buck with his son.

     

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    buck says something and then regrets it more and more with each moment, until he ends up hurting himself and others

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    14 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 72

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    Dear Captain Nash,

    I know this email is kind of out of the blue, but I didn’t know who else to reach out to. I’m not even sure how to start this email. One time Buck and I signed up for this pen pal program, but the kid in Maine I was writing with gave up after two rounds of letters. It was during my ancient Egypt phase and I think I scared him off with my questions about mummies. Buck told me I was too cool for him anyway.

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    When Chris starts going to church in Texas he reaches out to the only person he can think of who might have some answers, meanwhile Eddie uses his email to try and talk to God, and Buck... well Buck online shops mostly.

    A season 8 rewrite told only through email.

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    06 Jun 2025

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    Christopher peered at him, his eyes bigger through his lenses. “Why?”

    Buck nearly choked. “Why? Why… what? I mean, I’m bisexual, if that’s what you’re—”

    “Oh, no.” Christopher shook his head, “I just meant, if you’re dating men, why aren’t you dating Dad?” Which simply did not help Buck’s choking problem.

    Buck really, truly had never pictured Eddie’s son asking him these questions, specifically why he wasn’t dating Eddie.

    “Uh— your Dad isn’t— we’re not—”

    “Oh.” A pause.

    “I don’t want you to date Dad.”

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    A 7x10 rewrite wherein which Christopher does NOT leave and Buck offers his apartment to Bobby and Athena.

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    31 May 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 63

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    Christopher Diaz is willing to come home from Texas, with one condition: Buck (and Eddie) come to family therapy. Buck, overwhelmed by the implications of this, gets drunk, leaves a voicemail, confesses his love, and discovers that he's had a family this whole time.

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    aka buck is a sad and traumatized drunk and he thinks he's unloveable. eddie disagrees.

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    23 May 2025

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    After finding out he's pregnant, Buck gets ready to tell Eddie, only to discover there was an accident at work and Eddie falls into a coma before he could tell him.

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    “I wanted to tell you this differently. Preferably while you were conscious, but I’m still having a hard time not talking about it with you.” He brings his hand down so both hands are holding Eddie’s. “I’m pregnant, Eddie. We’re having a baby.”

    As soon as the words left his mouth a stray tear slipped out without him even realizing it.

    This hurts, telling Eddie this way. None of this is going how it should. It’s unfair for the universe to punish them this way, he thinks. They’ve both dedicated their lives to helping people, and this is how they get repaid? Seems unfair if you ask him.

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    22 May 2025

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    “Buck?” Eddie asks when he opens the door. “What’s- is that a baby?”

    Buck doesn’t know what to say other than, “Help.”

     

    Buck's running late to work when he finds the baby on his doorstep, and that pretty much sums up this portion of his life. Now he must figure out what to do, how to do it, and why doing it with Eddie gives him a feeling he can’t shake.

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    21 May 2025

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