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Let me take your hand (I'll make it right) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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Ilya is recovering after the brain surgery but recovery rerely is a straight line. And Ilya, done with hospitals, is up to mischief. Fortunately, Shane is there to make sure Ilya stays alive.
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This is set between "Hold On (I Still Want You)" and "Come Back (I Still Need You)" and focuses on Ilya's recovery after the brain surgery he underwent. It can be read as stand-alone but I think it's probably best to read at least first part of my series to get some context!
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- Part 3 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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20 Jan 2026
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage- Language:
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20 Jan 2026
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“I’m considering early retirement,” announces Hayden the moment Marleau picks up his phone.
Marleau barks out a laugh, not entirely surprised by the statement. Or the fact that Hayden chose to call him this early after the game. Judging by the low, steady purr in the background, Cliff just knows that Hayden is still driving home.
“Yeah, Cens literally obliterated you,” he admits. He watched the game, of course, so he understands how Pike must feel. The game was difficult, brutal; Ottawa team was relentless and their two star centers were vicious in their efforts. Metros were, to put it lightly, helpless and lost. It ended 0-9 for the Centaurs. “It’s not like you guys didn’t deserve it.” He adds, his words harsh but his tone without any vitriol.
“I know,” Pike sighs, “but it still stings. It was so bad, I even got an apology from Roz. Well, his own form of apology.”
“Classic Roz,” Cliff muses. It doesn’t escape his attention that Hayden used the same nickname he uses when speaking about Rozanov. And he canʼt resist teasing his friend a little. “So… Since when he’s Roz to you?”
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20 Jan 2026
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Divorce Papers by JulianHartley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Every quarter, Ilya has a new obsession in the cottage, from planting absurd amounts of maple trees, to organizing themed events such as a Night at the Frozen Lake Challenge and Drinking Ginger Ale Against the Clock, to participating in the largest tomato competition. When he starts neglecting his usual household duties because of this, Shane throws divorce papers on the table.
OR: That was supposed to be a joke. But Ilya only reads the names Hollander, Rozanov, and the word "divorce", and he panics.
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19 Jan 2026
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Team Canada and Team USA are playing the final game of the Rivalry Series. But in a living room in Ottawa, there's one USA fan determined to make a scene.
Or, Ilya pisses off his husband on purpose
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19 Jan 2026
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what if? - the ring was noticed by h0pei5Abutterfly_08
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Oct 2025
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“WHAT?!”
“Holy shit!”
“Rozanov’s engaged?!”
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what if the team did actually pay a little bit more attention and noticed ilyas ring...
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- Part 1 of What ifs? - game changers
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18 Jan 2026
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Would they get into trouble with their own team over this? Probably.
Would it be worth it?
Abso-fucking-lutely.
“He’s doing it again,” Dykstra stage-whispered, pulling Ilya back to reality. “It’s getting weird.”
Bood nodded. “Yeah. How he actually managed to land Hollzy with that creepy smile is beyond me.”
Ilya snorted. “Fuck off, idiots.”
“Ah,” Wyatt made a cheerful noise. “He’s back! We missed you, Cap.”
“But we’d also appreciate it if you could stop grinning like a lunatic,” Chouinard said, pointing at Ilya’s face. “You look like you’re about to become the Metros’ worst nightmare.”
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For months, Shane has been treated like an outcast—branded a traitor by the city he once called home. Now he can’t wait to leave Montreal behind for good. Yet, determined to keep his dignity, he takes part in one final fan event to raise money for a children’s hospital.
On the surface, it’s simple enough. Fans exchange money for an autograph, a picture and a fleeting moment with their former hero—nothing Shane hasn’t done countless times over the past decade. This time, however, his final obligation to the team doesn’t end the way he expects.
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17 Jan 2026
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"That was a mistake," Connor whispers, his voice trembling as do his hands, and he shoves it into his coat pocket.
“A mistake…” Betrayal appears in Hudson’s brown eyes, and he feels the urge to go to him and brush away that stubborn strand of hair that insists on staying in his face.
Or: Hudcon in Vanity Fair Golden Globes party!
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16 Jan 2026
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During a rare bi-week in the hockey season, Shane and Ilya take a trip to Toronto to attend the second night of Taylor Swift’s, The Eras Tour, an idea sparked by Harris and fully championed by Ilya. What starts as a casual concert turns into an unexpectedly emotional, joy-filled night: friendship bracelets, fan traditions, a surprise run-in with Travis Kelce and songs that hit far closer to home than either of them expect.
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16 Jan 2026
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All My Homies Hate the Montreal Voyageurs by lazydisposition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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The video leaks on a random Tuesday, halfway through Shane Hollander’s first season with the Ottawa Centaurs. After the relationship and subsequent marriage between infamous rivals and to-be Hall-of-Famers Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov was revealed at the end of the previous season, all eyes were on the Centaurs and their newlyweds.
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A video from the Voyageurs locker room before Game 4 of Ottawa vs. Montreal leaks.
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15 Jan 2026
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The Olympics are looming but Ilya is still waiting for his Canadian passport... Will it come in time?
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15 Jan 2026
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I said nobody knows you by rachelrae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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"And so, like, Roz is never at these things?" Barrett had asked.
"Well, he's come once or twice." Bood had answered, a thoughtful face on. "We always invite him, though I know at this point he's going to be busy."
"But what's he doing?" Barrett asked, his face crunched up.
"It's an Ottawa Centaurs mystery." Harris was sitting next to Barrett and was grinning at him as he elaborated. "Just like how NHL star Ilya Rozanov gets traded, willingly and by his own choice, to Ottawa and yet, no one knows why he chose the team."
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The Ottawa Centaurs have their own theories about what their captain gets up to in his free time. Wyatt Hayes organizes a bet about it. If only getting an answer out of Rozanov would be easy.Series
- Part 3 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
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13 Jan 2026
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Hold On (I Still Want You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
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They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.
“Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
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- Part 1 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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11 Jan 2026
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It Grows Down Deep by a_stray_thief (ashtraythief)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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Shane stares at it, uncomprehending. It’s impossible. He’s not in love.
And yet, right there on his bathroom floor, announcing his doom like it’s not delicately beautiful, is a small light pink petal, rounded at the bottom with a sharp tip.
Or: After Shane runs out of Ilya’s house post tuna melt, he develops Hanahaki.
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09 Jan 2026
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The Sexy Charity Calendar (Or, The Ottawa Centaurs vs. Scott Hunter's stupid abs) by StupidCanadianBirdWolf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is furious to find out that Scott Hunter and the New York Admirals are releasing a sexy charity calendar. Well anything that Scott can do, Ilya and the Centaurs can do better. And Ilya has a secret weapon... baby animals!
This is a zero-angst, fluffy as hell short in which Ilya causes havoc in the Ottawa Centaurs locker room with a box of kittens and plans for a very sexy charity calendar.
Set in the season after the end of 'The Long Game', this features all your favourite Centaurs players, plus Harris, Chiron the dog and a whole bundle of kittens! Plus some tooth-meltingly-sweet Hollanov interaction.
So who will win the war of the sexy calendar? Ilya's box of kittens, or Scott Hunter's abs? Read to find out!
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08 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, star players and fiancés of the Ottawa Centaurs, have shared both love and triumph on and off the ice, including two Stanley Cup victories. But when a devastating hit leaves Shane with partial amnesia, he forgets only Ilya—the man he once loved and imagined a future with.
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08 Jan 2026
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you make it so easy (to fall so hard) by brunettereader
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Ilya knows that, between him and Shane, he's the more affectionate of the two. He's not sure if it's because he's from Europe, where everyone greets each other with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, or if it's because he grew up so starved for love and affection that he can't do anything except show Shane how much he loves him at any chance that he has.
So, yes, he knows that he's the one most likely to kiss Shane on the cheek when he skates by him at practice or come up behind Shane when he's cooking dinner just to wrap his arms around him or fall on top of Shane while he's reading on the couch, desperate to have his skin touching Shane's.
But, Shane… Shane loves Ilya differently. It's quieter. More intentional.
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Or, five times that Shane loved Ilya in his quiet way, and one time that he loved Ilya loudly.
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07 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is dying.
The cause is simple: unrequited love.
The cure is simpler: have his feelings returned, or get surgery to remove the flowers (and his ability to love) entirely.
The problem? The person he loves is Shane Hollander. The last person on earth who would ever love him back.
At least, that's what Ilya thinks.
a hanahaki disease au because a need a little more angst
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- Part 3 of my heated rivalry fics
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07 Jan 2026
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Shane ends up in the hospital.
Ilya panics.
David understands feelings.
Yuna adopts another son.
Hayden loses his shit (but then gets it back).
New future is waiting.
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04 Jan 2026
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Get Out by LeviosaWitch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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Shane leaves to give Ilya space after their worst fight. He never comes home.
Now Ilya has to live with the last words he said to the man he loved: "Get the fuck out. I don't want to see your face."
Some apologies come too late.
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02 Jan 2026