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  1. Rec 95

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    Before the MTL BOS game, a blizzard was forecasted to hit Montreal, making transportation too risky and the game had to cancel. What happened if the Boston team already landed, and Ilya Rozanov was wandering around near the hotel and accidentally arriving at Shane Hollander's condo?

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    05 Oct 2026

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    He spent several minutes pacing back and forth in his room before a quick knock came at the door. He quickly swung it open, ready to snap at his former hookup—fuck buddy? Lover? No, fucking ew—then froze.

    Ilya Rozanov was stood in the hallway outside his door, leaning against the wall with one arm wrapped around his middle. His eyes were glassy and red-rimmed, and a smattering of deep reddish purple bruises painted his face. His bottom lip was cut, and dried blood had gathered at the corners of his mouth and on his chin.

    "Hollander," Ilya greeted him, smiling sheepishly, "are you going to invite me in?"

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    At the 2014 Olympics in Sochi, Russia, the world watched as the Russian men's hockey team crashed and burned in their match against Latvia with Ilya Rozanov at the helm.

    What if Grigori Rozanov handled the blow to his Russian pride differently, and an injured, scared Ilya is forced to seek refuge in the only place left on earth where he realizes that he feels safe—Shane Hollander's arms.

    Or

    Ilya's father hurts him after his loss at the Sochi Olympics, and he and Shane are forced to face their feelings and have some difficult conversations years earlier.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    It starts—like most things in his life, apparently—with Rose Landry. More specifically, it starts with Rose Landry drunkenly informing him that Shane was actually, really, really good in bed (for a gay ex-boyfriend, that is).

    This is information Ilya did not expect to receive from her of all people. Unfortunately, now he can't stop thinking about it.

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    Or, Five Times Ilya Rozanov Thinks About Getting Railed and One Time Shane Put Him Through a Mattress

    IT'S BOTTOM ILYA, FOLKS.

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    05 Oct 2026

  4. Rec 62

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    Shane Hollander likes his boring job as a medical technologist. It provides him with a boring paycheck and boring stability. However, his new coworker, Ilya Rozanov, is anything but boring. He’s mysterious, fascinating, and so incredibly hot.

    Shane is also pretty sure that Ilya is a vampire, but he can’t quite prove that yet.

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    02 Oct 2026

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    HOW IT STARTED: The first thing Ilya noticed about Shane Hollander was his body. And not in a gay way, of course. It was just that he, as someone who worked out a lot, could always spot another person who worked out a lot.

    HOW IT'S GOING: He didn’t know what was happening to him. Who the fuck he even was anymore. But Ilya was certain about one thing: He wanted Shane Hollander.

    Ilya and Shane are roommates, co workers, gym bros, friends. Shane is gay. Ilya is straight – or, at least, he thought he was straight.

    Until he met Shane Hollander.

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    02 Oct 2026

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    When the Hollanders face a financial crisis that might end in bankruptcy, Shane finds himself agreeing to a deal that forces him into proximity with his archenemy to save his parents' legacy.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    Times are hard for Shane, a 23 year old graduate student at Guelph University. Between the U Sports level hockey, the part time job, and grad classes, what’s a busy young gay man supposed to do to burn off a bit of stress in 2008?

    When Ilya, a 23 year old Western University graduate student and U Sports hockey player from Russia, accidentally makes a little snafu in his Craigslist personals posting, the resulting responses challenge what he thought knew about himself and his sexuality.

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    01 Oct 2026

  8. Rec 92

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    One day Shane comes in for his serving shift, and there’s someone new behind the bar. He's fucked-up levels of hot, and he won't stop flirting with Shane. What the hell is Shane supposed to do?

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    30 Sep 2026

  9. Rec 13

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    Shane Hollander is travelling home for Christmas when he has a panic attack on the train.
    Ilya Rozanov is there to help.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
    ===

    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    30 Sep 2026

  11. Rec 88

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    Ilya watches Shane pause where he’s scratching dried nail polish off his steering wheel. It must’ve happened last week when he convinced Shane to go into the convenience store for him and finally bite the bullet. He then spent the next half hour meticulously painting the black polish onto Ilya’s fingernails with a hand so steady Ilya thought he might faint. Shane Hollander might be a hologram as far as he’s concerned.

    Shane just looks at Ilya, deadpan. It’s the type of look that suggests he’s second-guessing everything that’s happened between them the last couple of weeks. “Ilya, we’ve kissed about a hundred times–and that’s being generous.”

    Ilya rolls his eyes and gestures between them like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

    “I know, but none of those were real. I mean, a few of them were. But I want this kiss to matter. I want us to have a real first kiss.”

     

    or emo!ilya experiences five first times with jock!shane

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    29 Sep 2026

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    Shane is disciplined.

    He was raised that way; by his parents, by father Matthew, by his belief.

    There were hiccups, of course. Small disturbances in Shane's life that he has methodically worked to suppress, to make up for with more discipline.

    He is diligent in his studies at the local university, keeping his distance from people that aren't part of his church. Three times a week, he helps out with service, assisting father Matthew, and cleaning up after.

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    "Did you hear about the poor Rozanov boy?"

    Or; Shane is a devoted member of his church that definitely isn't a cult, and Ilya is the one thing he never expected.

    This is a story about religious guilt, loneliness, and, most of all, the all-consuming rollercoaster of first love.

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    29 Sep 2026

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    Still looking at the screen, Model Man says, “What is your stop?”

    “Ochanomizu?”

    “Hm.”

    There is suddenly a finger scratching at the hair at the nape of Shane’s neck, just above his collar. Model Man is touching him and looking at the train stops and manages to appear so casual that Shane almost convinces himself it’s by accident. A second finger joins the first, and now they are massaging a little instead of just tickling his hair, and it’s definitely not by accident.

    “Get off with me at next stop,” Model Man says, brushing his knuckles up and down Shane’s neck.

    Shane quits hockey and moves to Japan right out of college, where he gets really fixated on the hot guy in the ad for cherry-blossom flavored beer on his train. And then, one day, hot guy is on his train.

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    29 Sep 2026

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    The outside world could be melting and deforming into something monstrous, for all Ilya cares. Shane looks at him with the same sincerity he brings to everything else he does, and Ilya is one of those things now. A permanent fixture. An object of care.

    “If I was your vase,” he asks, unable to help himself. “Would you take good care of me?”

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    28 Sep 2026

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    Sveta
    Help me
    I am in love with a virgin

    Ilya was exaggerating for comic effect, of course. He wasn’t in love with Shane Hollander. He was just absolutely infatuated with him and wanted to carry him around in his pocket and also fuck him senseless and then count his freckles while he slept beside him. So not love, just whatever that was, but still. It was a problem.

    Or,
    A newly-drafted Ilya Rozanov finds himself transfixed by a beautiful man in the grocery store.

    Newly-single college student Shane Hollander does something uncharacteristically brave.

    Neither of them are prepared for just how out of their depth they're about to be.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    fucking perfect from beginning to end 😭😭

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    “Do you know how hard it is to hide all of these?” Shane argues, gesturing to the patchwork tattoos that littered his upper thighs. “Everyone makes fun of me for wearing such long boxers in the locker room already, how the fuck would I explain a huge thigh tattoo?” Ilya scoffs a little, moving off of Shane rather promptly with the comment, and it takes everything in him not to whimper at the cold.

    “You still cover my beautiful tattoos?”

    or; tattoo artist ilya au where ilya likes to have shane as his personal sketch pad and also uses his tattooing powers for good <3

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    27 Sep 2026

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    “I want all the moments, with you, Ilya.”

    “Yes, me too, but if you do not take medicine, you will die like sick rat and we will not have many moments,” Ilya says seriously, even if his eyes are saying something else entirely— something mischievous, all fond and affectionate.

    Shane laughs. “What the fuck? Now I am a rat?”

    Ilya smirks, while leaving the bed to retrieve the pills. “Cutest rat of Canada,” he confirms.

    After breaking up with Rose, Shane gets sick and can’t attend the All-Star weekend. Ilya finds out and calls out of the weekend as well, to take care of Shane.

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    27 Sep 2026

  19. Rec 25

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    Shane Hollander has the perfect secret spot in the library where he's never been disturbed.
    Until one day, he finds a stranger at his table.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    ...I guess I should just say it. I was wondering if you'd—”

    “I think we should stop seeing each other.”

    “—like to come to my cottage this summer.”

    The plate slips from Shane's hand and shatters on the kitchen floor.

    Or: Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least.

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    26 Sep 2026

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