1 - 20 of 125 Bookmarks by skm23
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
Boyfriend Auditions by TwentyFirstCenturyJane
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
“They are so pretty. Pretty freckles on pretty boy and I want….”
Shane can’t breathe. Holy fuck he can’t breathe, every fucking fantasy he’s had since he was seventeen is right in front of him and he doesn’t know what to do.
“What…” licks his lips and watches as Rozanov leans forward, like he can’t help but try to be closer, “What do you want?”
A smile, slow and wicked, sharp canines that Shane wants at his throat.
“I told you, to be boyfriend.”
Or: Shane has come out as gay, and Ilya isn't going to let that opportunity pass him by.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 55,275
- Chapters:
- 10/?
- Comments:
- 431
- Kudos:
- 1,376
- Bookmarks:
- 485
- Hits:
- 26,002
Bookmarked by skm23
08 Jul 2026
-
gori, gori, moya zvezda (shine, shine, my star) by shortykuma
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
Hesitantly, he brought a hand up and watched a figure from his memories reflected back in front of him copy his movements. When this young Shane in the mirror touched his face, he felt it on his own. He squeezed the skin on his right cheek, feeling distant and disconnected from reality. He continued pinching harder until it stung, only to be disappointed when he didn’t wake up back where he was supposed to be.
He really was Shane Hollander, aged 22, all over again.
===
Shane Hollander dies in 2022, on the day of his first wedding anniversary with Ilya Rozanov. Somehow, he's transported back nearly a decade into the past, to 2013, his memories and a ring letting him know it was all real. He speaks Russian now, having learned from Ilya in his past life, and has the benefit of hindsight. But does that mean he can really change anything, make things go more smoothly than last time, or will he be forced to fight for his relationship with Ilya for years, having to hide it once again now that he'd just gotten used to living with it openly? What would he do about his family, his friends? As it turns out, even knowledge of the future isn't always enough.
Bookmarked by skm23
05 Jul 2026
-
yes it's scary, but you are brave by the_summer_before
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
For years, Ilya and Shane have kept what they are to each other carefully hidden. The stolen moments in hotel rooms and late-night phone calls. Rivals don’t love each other, everyone knows that.
Then Shane hits the ice and Ilya has to decide how much he's willing to say out loud.
He chooses to say everything. He just doesn't expect Shane to have been able to understand.
In the aftermath, the secret is out to their teammates, to Shane's parents, to anyone paying attention. They are the MLH’s most recognised rivals, on opposite sides of one of the league's biggest divides and suddenly there’s nowhere left to hide. The question now isn't whether they love each other. It's whether they're brave enough to see what that looks like in the light, and whether the world around them is ready to let them find out.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 43,757
- Chapters:
- 13/15
- Comments:
- 138
- Kudos:
- 1,134
- Bookmarks:
- 458
- Hits:
- 30,546
Bookmarked by skm23
02 Jul 2026
-
I'll Think About Tomorrow (If I Can Get Through Tonight) by Smokeybubble
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
LeClaire’s hand is still on his shoulder, and Ilya knows that it doesn’t look like anything. A coach speaking to one of his players. LeClaire’s heat seeps through his suit jacket, and his breath is a warm, damp wash of air against Ilya’s ear.
“They’ve finished up with the awards,” he murmurs. “You look like you’re ready to get out of here.”
Ilya nods tightly and sets his drink down on the table.
OR:
Gregori Rozanov was bad in many ways, but Coach LeClaire might have him beat.
Shane Hollander has something to say about that. It turns out a lot of people do.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 65,115
- Chapters:
- 10/12
- Comments:
- 739
- Kudos:
- 1,904
- Bookmarks:
- 577
- Hits:
- 50,960
Bookmarked by skm23
01 Jul 2026
-
Threeways, Four Days by snuckinthroughthegardengate
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
In their first year of playing together on the Centaurs, Shane and Ilya have multi-day argument over sexual compatibility.
Bookmarked by skm23
30 Jun 2026
-
This Was Never Meant for Us (but We Got It Anyway) by 305_to_my_city
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
They broke up years ago.
Ilya moved on in the cruelest way possible: he got married, built a whole new life.And when his wife suddenly died, Shane wasn’t supposed to come to Boston for the funeral.
He definitely wasn’t supposed to stay.Now they’re in the same house again,
sleeping in separate rooms,
avoiding each other’s eyes,
trying very hard not to touch.But grief has a way of pushing you back into the arms you thought you’d never feel again.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 87,991
- Chapters:
- 11/19
- Comments:
- 458
- Kudos:
- 1,125
- Bookmarks:
- 586
- Hits:
- 51,030
Bookmarked by skm23
27 Jun 2026
-
A Cabin in the Woods by catconspirator
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
Hayden invites Shane on holiday, determined to use the winter break to convince his best friend that he can do better than Ilya Rozanov, asshole extraordinaire. But he certainly didn't count on his boyfriend coming along for the trip.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 50,147
- Chapters:
- 16/?
- Comments:
- 776
- Kudos:
- 2,270
- Bookmarks:
- 679
- Hits:
- 65,353
Bookmarked by skm23
25 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
”The meds should kick in soon. They should be pretty mild, but if you feel nauseous, try and let me know before, not after. There’s a bucket here if you need it.”
”It’s kind of- fruity” said Rozanov, and Shane said, “yeah, people say that” instead of “so am I. Wanna taste?”
And with that, the ambulance pulled away from the curb.
-
Technically, Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander meet at a club. The gun shot wound is a bit of a mood-killer, but I'm sure they'll make it work.
Bookmarked by skm23
23 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”
“Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.
He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still.
Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.
shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 48,806
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Comments:
- 761
- Kudos:
- 1,947
- Bookmarks:
- 654
- Hits:
- 43,290
Bookmarked by skm23
21 Jun 2026
-
And then? (and then I love you anyways) by Confusedmonkey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
Tags
Summary
“We could…be friends, maybe.” Shane’s voice was small, hesitant on almost every sound.
“Wha–” Ilya’s reply was less of a word and more of a stupid, confused noise like he’d been punched. A punch probably would’ve caught him less off guard than what Shane actually said.
“Y’know, text about the hockey gossip? You call, I answer? Friends.”
Something terrifyingly bright exploded into Ilya’s chest. Something dangerous, that felt like maybe it could keep him warm through the summer in Russia, through the chill that permeated his childhood home no matter how warm it was outside.
“And also we like to suck each other’s dicks,” he quipped, trying to deflect.
“Fuck off, Rozanov.”
---
Drunk and young and stupid, Shane and Ilya choose to be honest - just a little bit. To lean into each other, instead of apart. What happens if they choose to be a little bit brave on a Vegas rooftop in 2011, and keep choosing it?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 129,132
- Chapters:
- 19/28
- Comments:
- 1,010
- Kudos:
- 2,723
- Bookmarks:
- 1,355
- Hits:
- 100,711
Bookmarked by skm23
19 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Flight 771 shouldn't have been any different than any of the hundreds of other flights that Shane has taken over the course of his career, aside from the fact that it was taking him towards his lifelong dream—towards the Olympics.
It shouldn't have been any different.
BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.
BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.
BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.
It is.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 148,132
- Chapters:
- 10/12
- Comments:
- 1,423
- Kudos:
- 3,110
- Bookmarks:
- 1,504
- Hits:
- 75,471
Bookmarked by skm23
15 Jun 2026
-
Loved to the Point of Scandal by livinginthestateofdreaming
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
Lily is calling Shane for the first time ever, and it's in the middle of a rowdy locker room, and they haven't spoken in two months since the tuna melt and first names situation. Lily called twice before Shane was sent to press following a win. There he is asked about the leaked explicit photographs between himself and rival, Ilya Rozanov.
Ilya immediately flies to Montreal to face his feelings for Shane, no longer needing to hide in shadows as their lives become more public than ever. Russia cancels Ilya's passport and he becomes stuck in Canada, forcing both Shane and Ilya into decisions they were barely ready to make.
Ilya and Shane come to a head with their public personas as their true selves take shape for everyone to see. What they didn't know was how thrilling and freeing it would be to let go of everything that held them at arms length from the other, embracing the versions of themselves they see in each other instead of what prying public eyes decide to make of them.
Could it be possible to lose everything that defined them as rivals but gain something so much more in the love they hold each other?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,760
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Comments:
- 277
- Kudos:
- 1,523
- Bookmarks:
- 580
- Hits:
- 39,044
Bookmarked by skm23
14 Jun 2026
-
It starts in an elevator by Sporkess
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 May 2026
Summary
Yuna getting stuck in an elevator with Ilya for two hours doesn't change everything... but it changes some things. Like Yuna getting to be on a first-name basis with Ilya a full year before her son is.
(Part 2 (the smutty part) is not actually essential reading if you are not in the mood for smut!)
- Words:
- 267,755
- Works:
- 7
- Bookmarks:
- 2,991
Bookmarked by skm23
11 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
When a secret pregnancy forces hockey star Ilya Rozanov to choose between his career, his reputation, and a child no one else wants, he discovers that some futures are worth fighting for alone.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 46,086
- Chapters:
- 7/10
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 419
- Kudos:
- 1,381
- Bookmarks:
- 440
- Hits:
- 36,187
Bookmarked by skm23
09 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
In late October, Ilya picks up some kind of freakish Canadian flu that dogs him into November.
It is the weirdest shit. He has to duck out of practice because his nose starts bleeding twice in one week and he wakes up in a hotel in Columbus with another one that leaves stains on the pillow. On the flight back to Ottawa, Hazy drops into the seat next to Ilya midflight and asks, "This isn't, like, a cocaine thing, right?"
Ilya laughs so hard it's probably a little rude.
They have a plan. Ilya's body has a different plan.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 83,790
- Chapters:
- 12/20
- Comments:
- 1,515
- Kudos:
- 3,465
- Bookmarks:
- 1,047
- Hits:
- 88,399
Bookmarked by skm23
09 Jun 2026
-
not "your' anything by 24begaydonothing81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
SHANE: Lily.
LILY: Hello
SHANE: Dead to me.
What the actual fuck?
LILY: ??
SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
LILY: ahh
I am in trouble
Yes?
Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 62,215
- Chapters:
- 28/?
- Comments:
- 3,972
- Kudos:
- 14,824
- Bookmarks:
- 3,743
- Hits:
- 334,461
Bookmarked by skm23
07 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 95,670
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 3,148
- Kudos:
- 10,608
- Bookmarks:
- 4,868
- Hits:
- 167,665
Bookmarked by skm23
06 Jun 2026
-
Off The Ice by imperialprincess123
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
Tags
Summary
Shane Hollander disappears from the hockey world; after a year of silence, he returns to the ice, playing better than ever, winning two Stanley Cups, getting an actress girlfriend, and having a son. All while he tries to ignore the man he left behind as their careers grow, driving them apart and closer.
OR
Shane gets pregnant and hides it from Ilya for years, but as the connection between them grows, Ilya comes closer to finding out the truth.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,341
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Comments:
- 168
- Kudos:
- 1,493
- Bookmarks:
- 559
- Hits:
- 59,054
Bookmarked by skm23
05 Jun 2026
-
The Fake Plant by pescatrice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
The plant is fake, the throw pillows are strategic, and her newest client is a 6'3" NHL captain who points an accusing finger at her and says, "You're supposed to fix me."
Galina Molchalina didn't move across an ocean to be yelled at in her own language. But here we are.
The Long Game, from the other side of the couch.
Bookmarked by skm23
02 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Rose is totally comfortable with Shane being gay - more comfortable than he is half the time. Finding out she was the other woman? That, she has opinions about.
Bookmarked by skm23
02 Jun 2026