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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Neymar wants to win, and he’ll do anything to ensure he never submits to Messi.

    But off the pitch, behind closed doors, well… that’s an entirely different story.

     

    heated rivalry; football edition

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    76,012
    Chapters:
    6/15
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    10 Sep 2026

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    Ilya has two problems.

    The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.

    These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.

    (or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)

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    52,350
    Chapters:
    7/7
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    1,678
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    27 Jul 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    40,186
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    54,620
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    24 May 2026

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    “I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”

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    An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it

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    26,365
    Chapters:
    4/5
    Comments:
    774
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    6,577
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    11 May 2026

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    “Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”

    “—Oh, give me a break—”

    “—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”

    “The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.

    ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.

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    Chapters:
    7/13
    Comments:
    1,647
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    9,426
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    08 May 2026

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    “What videos, Ilya?” David asked, his tone laced with concern, but Ilya couldn’t deal with that right now. He was never putting his phone on Do Not Disturb again.

    He had more notifications than when he’d checked it at the gym. Transactions made with the card from their shared account, alerts to change Shane's email passwords. Shit, shit, shit.

    “Ilya…” David said again, more demanding this time, making him finally look up.

    Videos of us that are going to make you look at me differently. Videos that might make you hate me. Videos that could ruin everything.

    His throat went dry.

    And maybe… send me to prison.

     

    or When Shane’s phone is stolen and he ends up in the hospital, Ilya has to deal with his severely injured husband, and with videos that could leak and change their lives forever. The video Pike had accidentally leaked years ago would be child’s play in comparison.

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    49,950
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    470
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    2,222
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    615
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    55,248

    08 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 607

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    26 Apr 2026

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    "Weren't there any nice men in Montreal?" his dad asks, and Shane stops smiling, stops breathing.

    "Yeah," he says. "There were." He wants to ask if there were any nice women at McGill, or any nice babies at the hospital. Ilya's hand is on Shane's thigh, thumb riding just on the edge of acceptable positioning for lunch with his parents. He squeezes. "But none of them were Ilya."

    Shane meets a nice man in Montreal. It changes less than you'd think.

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    Chapters:
    3/6
    Comments:
    118
    Kudos:
    557
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    6,653

    17 Apr 2026

  9. This has been deleted, sorry!

    17 Apr 2026

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    In a state of extreme horniness, Shane agrees to make a spicy video for Ilya, and it unfortunately doesn’t stay between just them. One guess as to whose fault it is that it leaks (you're only half right).

    (Set in the 2015-2016 season)

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    Chapters:
    33/33
    Comments:
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    16 Apr 2026

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    “Okay, Roz, the challenge is simple,” Davey says, slightly hurried like he knows he’s losing their attention. “Three questions. First, think of the best sex of your life.”

    “Yes.”

    Rozanov looks very relaxed, surrounded by his team, casually indulging rookies like he has all the time in the world.

    “Now, uh, you grade it out of ten. Not the person, like—not how hot the person was, but how good the sex was, yeah?”

    “Would be same answer anyway,” Rozanov says easily. “Twelve.”

     

    Or, a video of Ilya doing the “fuckboy challenge” is posted. The internet reacts.

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    28,503
    Chapters:
    6/9
    Comments:
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    5,908
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    95,285

    13 Apr 2026

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    Shane never got hurt during the game after Ilya’s father died and Ilya went through with breaking things off with Shane. Three months after their relationship fell apart, Shane found out that he was six months pregnant.

    Five years later, Shane is balancing hockey and a major secret and Ilya moves to the Ottawa Centaurs after several unsuccessful seasons with Boston. Neither of them are ready for how much a chance encounter at a hockey rink is going to change everything.

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    The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide

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    English
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    135,099
    Chapters:
    13/20
    Comments:
    832
    Kudos:
    3,028
    Bookmarks:
    1,130
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    181,876

    09 Apr 2026

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    Her stomach jolts at his words, something cold spreading through her bloodstream so fast it makes her fingertips tingle. No. 

    His hand tightens around her neck, and she thinks that it’s overkill, really, because she’s not sure that she’d be able to breathe even if it wasn’t there, even if she didn’t just get essentially body slammed by what felt like a football linebacker. His other hand is moving lower, squeezing and grabbing roughly at her stomach, her hips, her thigh. 

    And she’s trained for this. She’s planned for this. She’s thought through this scenario in her head, so many times, what she would do if it happened again. She takes Krav Maga, for fuck’s sake. 

    But she can’t breathe, and she can’t move, and she’s 12 years old again.

     

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    Trinity is assaulted at a bar. Her least favorite coworker is, somehow, the one who’s there for her after.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    59
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    821
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    7,043

    30 Mar 2026

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    Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
    Jane: 2010
    Caro: WHAT
    Megan: GIRL
    Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
    Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rn

    Or: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov

    Language:
    English
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    24,240
    Chapters:
    9/13
    Comments:
    8,469
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    34,832
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    7,155
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    20 Mar 2026

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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    73,134
    Chapters:
    24/27
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    Comments:
    3,753
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    7,884
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    327,261

    19 Mar 2026

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    "So fucking pretty," Ilya says, talking more to himself than Shane. He rubs his cock through the mess on Shane's face and taps it softly against his cheek. "Like a girl."

    Language:
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    16,266
    Chapters:
    5/6
    Comments:
    315
    Kudos:
    2,963
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    750
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    58,642

    15 Mar 2026

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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

    Language:
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    66,960
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Collections:
    5
    Comments:
    2,689
    Kudos:
    19,516
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    6,415
    Hits:
    320,783

    12 Mar 2026

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    Yuna doesn't like him.

    Language:
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    47,181
    Chapters:
    7/8
    Comments:
    1,680
    Kudos:
    5,867
    Bookmarks:
    1,911
    Hits:
    133,587

    03 Mar 2026

  19. This has been deleted, sorry!

    25 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane Hollander is a beta. Most days, he wanted to be anything else.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    376
    Bookmarks:
    62
    Hits:
    5,773

    13 Feb 2026

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