14 Bookmarks by smn_357
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An accident leaves Buck presumed dead, while Eddie is still stranded thirteen hundred miles away in Texas, desperately trying to hold together a life that’s already coming apart at the seams.
With no body to bury and nothing left to hold on to, Eddie is left with only the love he found too late.
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19 Sep 2026
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And here’s the thing. If Buck was paying just a little more attention, he probably would’ve clocked what the pain in his middle meant a lot sooner. It wouldn’t change the outcome, sure, but he’d at least be ahead of the curve.
The worst part is that it’s all rather obvious in retrospect, because the signs are all there. The flickering lights. The gymnasium air rippling and warping like heat off pavement. The dark patches on everyone’s suits and dresses.
He should’ve seen it.
But all he sees is Eddie. Everything else is just white noise and set dressing.
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Or: Buck's never been to prom.
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31 Jul 2026
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I Didn’t Mean to Be Something I’m Not Supposed To, but I Am. I Am. by schrijverr
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
03 Sep 2025
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After everything Buck and Eddie have gone through together, the marriage that was once just convenience is now real. They’re boyfriend-husbands, trying to figure out what their life looks like now that they’re dating and learning to be an actual couple.
However, trouble arises with the promised trip back home to El Paso for the summer. Eddie is not ready to come out to his parents and Buck supports him in that. Still, El Paso is not the place where either of them have been their best and tensions arise between them when having to exist in the influence sphere of the Diaz parents. Everything that has happened between them catches up as personal histories, insecurities and unresolved issues float back up to the surface.
AKA: The terrible, horrible, no good, very bad El Paso trip where Buck and Eddie's marriage of convenience has become a secret relationship instead.
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- Part 7 of The I Do Verse
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- English
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- 94,853
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- 23/23
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19 Jul 2026
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.—
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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- Part 1 of SAOW
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- English
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- 442,037
- Chapters:
- 40/40
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03 Mar 2026
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“Do you actually have a place to live?”
Dennis has never been a good liar, and Jack Abbot’s unrelenting stare might as well be a polygraph test.
“I’m currently between places,” he admits.
Abbot works his jaw, head tilting to the side as he continues to assess Dennis like he’s a patient in his ED.
“Do you own a car?” He asks, his voice sounding softer to Dennis but maybe it's just dampened by the sound of his own pulse in his ears.
“Not at the moment, no, I’m actually-”
“Between cars?” Abbot finishes for him.
Shame pushes Dennis’s head down. “Yeah, something like that.”
Abbot continues to stare at him -does this guy ever blink?- before he sighs and shakes his head.
"Alright, pack your shit," He orders, clearly having heard enough.
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Jack discovers Dennis instead of Trinity. Behind closed doors, neither of them is really holding it together, and an unlikely support system is formed.
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17 Feb 2026
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"It's fine, Jee," Eddie says. "Buck doesn't have to kiss me."
"Yes he does." Jee crosses her arms and looks sternly at Buck. "Daddy and Mommy kiss every time when they go away from each other."
"Yeah, okay." Buck sucks in a breath and steps towards Eddie. He ducks his head down and presses the most fleeting kiss to Eddie's cheek.
"Not like that," Jee scolds.
"What? Why not?" Buck squawks.
"Because," she sighs and gives him a long, disapproving look. "Mommy and Daddy always kiss on the lips."
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or, buddie babysit Jee while being pretend boyfriends
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- English
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- 3/3
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25 Nov 2025
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Before Eddie can think of any more excuses, Buck bursts back through the surface of the water with Eddie’s body in his arms.
Eddie looks down at himself, still kneeling on the dock, and then at what is unmistakably also him in the water. Buck sucks in a great gasp of air, but the Eddie in the water doesn’t. His head slumps limp onto Buck’s shoulder, and the puzzle pieces of the last few minutes suddenly fall into place.
Finding himself back on the dock with no memory of how he got there. Buck unable to see or hear him. Eddie’s hand passing right through him.
Oh. He didn’t make it out of the water. He drowned.
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After an injury on a call, Eddie finds himself something he never expected to be...
A ghost.
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- English
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- 29,135
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- 5/5
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19 Nov 2025
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Eddie Diaz: You've never fostered a baby, right?
Hen Wilson: No, the youngest we had was Nia. Why?
Hen Wilson: Eddie?
Hen Wilson: Eddie, why are you asking about fostering?
Hen Wilson is calling...
Hen Wilson is calling...
Hen Wilson is calling...
Hen Wilson: Eddie Diaz pick up your damn phone or I'm telling Bobby you're the one who ruined his apple pie last Christmas.
Hen Wilson is calling...
Also known as Accidental Baby Acquisition: Eddie Diaz Edition
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10 Nov 2025
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It only falls into place when you're falling to pieces by justhockey
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
03 Mar 2023
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“You don’t deserve him,” Eddie says. “You never have, and you never will.”
And then he hangs up the phone and lets out a ragged breath - one it sounds like he’s been holding for much longer than the length of that conversation.
It makes Buck’s fingers itch with the urge to reach out and touch him. He’s reached through fire and over cliff sides, across blood-soaked asphalt and between a decades worth of trauma, all for Eddie. This - this is nothing.
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28 Oct 2025
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Buck's eyes widen as he realises he’s about to get backhanded. His eyes fall shut involuntarily but the hurt never lands.
He slowly blinks open his eyes to two pairs of wide eyes. The girl’s are mixed with guilt but it’s Eddie’s eyes that have him flinching slightly. He catches the slightly murderous intent that is slowly fading away giving way to pure concern. Buck looks down to where Eddie’s hand is holding onto the girl’s wrist. Oh
“Watch it.”
He’s never heard Eddie use that tone on a patient before.
OR 4 times Buck doesn't question Eddie and the one time he does.
Whumptober - Touch
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- Part 2 of Buddie - Whump
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28 Oct 2025
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The Totally Awesome Kidnapping of Chris Diaz by HeartOfTheMirror for cloud_wolfbane
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 May 2025
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Buck didn’t wake up on a random Tuesday morning in sunny Los Angeles and think to himself, “Today I’d like to kidnap a child.” Unfortunately, sometimes these things just happen.
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Set right after season one, in which Buck is already aware he's bisexual, he accidentally kidnaps a child and makes a new BFF while trying very hard not to be arrested for something that is totally, 100% not his fault, he swears. Hijinks ensue.
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- Part 1 of Kidnap My Heart
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- English
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- 29,089
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 1
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- 796
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18 Oct 2025
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Public Bookmark 728
Mystery Work
Part of Closed Fics
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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14 Oct 2025
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The chances of being struck by lightning twice are incredibly minute, but Buck still manages to pull it off. During a double date with Marisol and Natalia, nonetheless. Eddie manages to resuscitate him, but as Buck recovers from yet another trauma, Eddie can’t help but notice there’s something very different about him. He’s not quite sure what version of Buck he got back.
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- English
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14 Oct 2025
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Bobby watching Buck and Eddie dance around each other for years...
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5+1 (5 Times Bobby thinks Buck should have confessed and 1 time Eddie actually does)
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12 May 2025