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    Based on a tumblr post from @notahungrywish, ending with:

    Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya.

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    04 Aug 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 95

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    After Vegas, Shane starts seeing someone new.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.

    It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.

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    Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    At first Ilya thinks it’s some kind of deformed bear. Then he sees the weird little claw-things it has instead of paws, and realizes it’s a massive stuffed sloth.

    “Looks like someone’s going all-out this year,” Bood says from behind him.

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    Or: Ilya and Shane might be spending their first Valentine's Day as a married couple apart, but Shane's not letting that stop him.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he barely drank last night. And he knows that he also didn’t leave his apartment, so when he’s woken up to the sound of a baby crying he couldn’t be more confused. That is until he gets a good look at the baby girl and immediately is faced with the same curls and hazel eyes that he has been missing and dreaming about for months.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    “Watch yourself, Rozanov,” he says in Russian, voice low and dark, and oh, holy shit, Ilya should have known teaching Shane his native language would be the death of him.

    “I would rather watch you.”

    Shane moves off the stool he’s been sitting on with one fluid movement. “Not now.”

    “Later then?”

    Shane rolls his eyes. “Pervert.”

    “Not what you said an hour ago.”

    Ilya feels Shane’s foot bump into his, and their thighs brush just barely. But it’s still enough to make Ilya want to abandon all of this and drag Shane back upstairs. “Behave, Ilya,” he says, slipping back into Russian. “You know they can't know.” He turns. The look he throws him is a little too close not to affect him. “We both want it that way.”

    Oh. Right. That.

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    Or Ilya and Shane attempt to hide their relationship at a charity gala. It goes about as well as one would expect.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    Shane was never the jealous type. Until Ilya Rozanov came into his life.

    5+1 times fic

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    03 Aug 2026

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    Ilya died, yes, but then the doctors saved him. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation in the ambulance, three electric shocks, two emergency surgeries, twenty-six units of blood. Ilya died, but then he came back.

    If only Shane could get his subconscious to understand that.

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    02 Aug 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 67

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    Shane thinks it would be fun for Ilya to pretend to break in the cottage.

    Ilya takes it way more seriously than anticipated.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Shane’s best birthday wasn't the first birthday as Ilya’s official boyfriend. It wasn’t the birthday when he and Ilya were engaged. Nor the ones that came shortly before a Stanley Cup win and celebrated a month after.

    Shane's best birthday is the first one where he’s a parent.

    or Shane spends a quiet birthday at the cottage with Ilya and their baby.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Ilya can handle the pressure of playing professional hockey. They can handle overtime, the stress that comes with being famous, the photoshoots, everything.

    They can handle a pregnancy easily, no problems at all.

    They cannot, apparently, handle naming a human.

    Surely picking a name for their son shouldn’t be harder than winning a Stanley Cup, right?

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    01 Aug 2026

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    “I want children. I want family. I want to have a baby that’s half you, half me.” Ilya’s finger traces Shane’s freckles as he speaks...

    The journey to becoming parents is a long one, but at least Shane and Ilya have each other for it.

    or Shane’s pregnancy with Lev, from beginning to birth.

    or All Too Well (9 Months Version)

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    01 Aug 2026

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    Ilya is certain.

    About the baby. About the future. About the little girl that he's sure will be here before he knows it. About everything - until he isn’t.

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    The gender disappointment fic no one asked for.

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    01 Aug 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 96

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    Shane is pregnant, and he's so happy his heart could burst.

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    01 Aug 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 91

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    In all honesty, this is all Hayden's fault.

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    Shane and Ilya have the scare of their lives.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    Shane had been up for hours already. He'd showered and shaved, then came back to bed and tucked himself under the covers, arranged them to look like he'd never left. His eyes were big and dark and too fucking awake for 6AM on a day they had nothing to do and nowhere to be.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    “Shane.” Ilya takes Shane’s head in his hands, squeezes his cheeks so that Shane looks puffy, absurd. Beloved. “I am saying that to me, even though you are retired, you will always be No. 1 hockey player. Fuck Wayne Gretzky.”

    That’s what does it, as Ilya knew it would. Shane rears back, spluttering, outraged, trying not to laugh.

    “Oh, I have committed blasphemy now. They will take back my citizenship, big crime, very sad.”

    Shane smoothes his hands along Ilya’s calves, rests his fingertips on Ilya’s ankles. “Fuck Wayne Gretzky,” he says. He looks like he can’t believe what he’s saying. Ilya wonders, distantly, if he can get it on tape to play back to himself when things feel particularly bleak. “We can live in exile together. I don’t care. You’re my, my best, my second best hockey player forever too.”

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    Shane decides he has to retire. Ilya, of course, will go with him.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    "Do you want children?"

    It should have been a simple question, a yes or no answer, and Shane knew that Ilya wanted children, because he did, too. they talked about it before they got married and briefly after they got married. But as their heat and rut approaches, something they have never shared before, Shane wonders if it might be time to talk about the next part of their relationship. But when Shane gets an answer he's not expecting, he starts going down a rabbit hole to confirm that this is actually what he wants.

    Occurs after the Long Game. Canon divergence and is set in Omegaverse. Mix of TV and book elements.

    (Updated July 28th)

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    31 Jul 2026

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