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    Bucky is eighteen, not stupid, so he shakes his head.

    “No thanks, fella,” he says.

    “I didn’t know you smoked,” the man says.

    It’s such a funny thing to say that Bucky pauses, frowning. In between his fingers is the thin white cylinder, its ends neatly trimmed.

    “You don’t know me,” he says.

    “Maybe,” the man says. His voice is deep in a way that Bucky can’t catch, but can swallow. It rattles into him, a tenor so low it makes his jaw ache, warms him in the chilled night air. “I thought I did, once.”

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    (Every five years, Bucky meets the same tall, blond stranger.)

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    11 May 2021

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    In which Bucky has a house, a dog, an herb garden, and a serious case of insomnia. Welcome to Havensport, Indiana (population 8,294), where Tom’s Neighborhood Grocer stays open all night, little old ladies call the car shop to get their refrigerators repaired, and the heat of summer days and the length of summer nights can make you think that this perfect world will last forever.

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    10 May 2021

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    "Look, if they catch me," Bucky muttered, "they're either going to kill me or they're going to put me in a box with a little window and—Steve, I can't."

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    07 May 2021

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    “You’ve got war in your heart boy,” Howard sneers, “don’t ever try and pretend to be anything but what you are.”

    Tony feels the familiar burn of a flower mark being etched into his skin but he doesn’t look, doesn’t try and check to see what it is. Instead he keeps his eyes on Howard and his hands cupped around his bleeding mouth and nose.

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    23 Mar 2021

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    But at the core, he’s the same brand of poor little rich guy that dot the shadowed corners of every charity gala, every award function. Sure, maybe it comes in a ‘genius billionaire playboy philanthropist’ package…but his mettle is common iron. A drop of sea water, a dash of air, and he’d rust right through.

     

    She, on the other hand, is made of better stuff.

     

    In which Tony compares people to weird things, Steph recites poetry and two dorks fall in love.

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    13 Mar 2021

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    'Do you think they'll accept me?' Steve had asked doubtfully, staring down at the flier. VOLUNTEERS NEEDED! it bleated at him in sour Hulk green, which he thought demonstrated a serious lack of tact considering it was an advertisement calling for people to work with kids left with PTSD after the Avengers levelled half their home city. 'I mean. I'm the one who caused half the mess.'

    'While defending the earth from aliens,' Natasha pointed out.

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    In which Steve joins a support group, realizes rebuilding New York isn’t just a one-man job, and tries to figure out what the hell is going on between him and Bucky.

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    17 Jul 2016

  7. Public Bookmark 31

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    A project about the futility of comparison, told through the struggle to choose between two good things. A lesson in the art of yearning and the pain of decision.

    when you re-meet your high school sweetheart and everything's changed.

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    04 Jun 2016

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    “Saturday. Yeah, that’s good,” Steve says, and actually scuffs his shoe at the ground. Like a ridiculous shy superhero damsel. “Say eight? I live-“

    “Yeah, big building with the A on it,” Bucky says, and can’t help a big stupid grin. Steve stares at him, looking a little dazed, and after their whole conversation it’s only now that Bucky’s brain catches up and realises Steve finds him quite attractive. So. Win for Bucky.

    “Let me get your number,” Steve says finally, after they’ve stared stupidly at each other for about three hours, taking out his phone.

    So they exchange numbers, and then Steve says he should go, and Bucky agrees, and they kind of stare at each other for a bit more, then Steve actually does go, but not before taking Bucky’s hand and squeezing it warmly in a way that makes Bucky want to shiver all over. Then Steve is gone, and Bucky is standing alone in the alley, grinning to himself.

    Right up until the moment he remembers that Steve thinks Bucky is an escort he’s just hired.

    Well fuck.

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    13 May 2016

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    Bucky Barnes knows far too much of tragedy.

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    09 May 2016

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    "It is- it is not just destined, Steve Rogers. It will reach through the decades, through entire universes if it has to. It will scour the galaxies without rest until the two of you are standing next to each other. Migardians-
     
    Migardians call them soulmates, I believe."
     
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    Through the decades, through layers of realities, through superheroes and tangles of string- it will always be them.

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    02 May 2016

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    His mom does what she can, but it's never quite enough.

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    01 May 2016

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    Tony is accused of murder on an alien planet; Steve marries him to bring him home.

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    24 Apr 2016

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    “I’m Captain Rogers,” Steve said, once the Winter Soldier had joined them and took off his motorcycle helmet, shaking his mane of hair free. “You must be the Winter Soldier.”

    “That’s what they call me,” the Winter Soldier replied. His mask took up three quarters of his face and his eyes were hidden behind a pair of goggles, but Steve could still hear the hostility in his voice.

    Steve pasted on a smile and stuck out a hand for him to shake. “Welcome to the Avengers.”

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    23 Apr 2016

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    And it’s just. It’s too much. Weeks of pain and months of missing Steve and his mouth and the stupid shit that comes out of it; years of molding himself to his back at night and pretending there’s nothing else to it apart from sharing warmth; a decade of his stomach twisting with the foolish desire to make Steve laugh.
     
    It's August and sweltering when Steve asks, out of nowhere, if Bucky wants to try kissing. Just to see what it's like. Bucky then spends far, far too many years pretending it didn't mean anything at all.

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    23 Apr 2016

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    Steve's rarely been touched in a way that didn't equate to some kind of hurt. The cold metal of a stethoscope against his frail chest or the sting of a needle drawing yet another blood sample, when he was a sickly child. The bone-shattering punches thrown by the neighborhood bullies on the playground, or by his own father at home, drunk and wild. His mother, weak and clutching at him as she grew more incoherent with the drugs as the cancer ate away at her insides. Touch was something he shied away from, something he told himself he just didn't want.

    Except...he did. He just didn't know how.

    Until he finds a flyer for a local "affection and intimacy services" program.

    In which Steve learns how to become comfortable with touch, and there is one very good dog, and a slow-burn romance.

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    11 Apr 2016

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    Steve doesn't want to think: you're supposed to be the one that's good at this. But he was.

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    15 Mar 2016

  17. Public Bookmark 42

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    Steve has killed a lot of people. It's something others tend to forget.
    But when he has a chance to save someone, he does. It doesn't matter that the man before him isn't Bucky. It only matters that everyone doesn't know he's not.

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    15 Mar 2016

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    After spending years under HYDRA's control, the last thing Bucky wants is to return to their ranks. He does so only because his situation provides an invaluable opportunity to infiltrate the most impenetrable army in the galaxy — his own discomfort is a small price to pay for the lives he might save in the future.

    Three months is all he can take before he decides to throw his cover and find his way back to Steve, HYDRA hot on his heels. With him, Bucky has a memory drive of stolen information and a second personality sharing his body, courtesy of HYDRA’s brainwashing.

    All Bucky wants is to deliver the information to Steve and the Alliance and finally return home, but when his ship is damaged he has no choice but to stop for emergency repairs. He's directed to 'The Mechanic,' who can supposedly help, but Bucky isn't exactly comforted when he meets the man in question.

    But, with HYDRA breathing down his neck, Bucky doesn't have a choice — he's going to have to trust this Tony, whether he likes it or not.

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    19 Feb 2016

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    Steve narrowed his eyes. “I’m beginning to suspect I’ve been set up.”

    “I would never,” Natasha said, feigning shock.

    Steve sighed.

    “God fucking dammit,” he heard someone say and looked up.

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    An AU in which Steve is still Captain America and Bucky is the unfortunate history professor selected to help him understand those references.

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    13 Feb 2016

  20. Public Bookmark 53

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    Art made under the influence of 4 Minute Window: Bucky!Cap and Artist!Steve, and most importantly, Gracie the Doge.

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    28 Jan 2016

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