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    While out at a club in New York to celebrate Pike and Jackie's joint bachelor/bachelorette party Shane runs into someone unexpected, Cliff Marleau. Feeling hurt and petty after having been ghosted by Ilya for the past six months Shane decides to hook up with Marleau.

    Ilya is back in Russia and regrets having ghosted Shane. He thinks he will have time to fix things, to make things right, once he returns to Boston in the fall. What Ilya doesn't expect is to return only to find out Shane and Marleau are now in a relationship.

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    11 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 94

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    I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”

    “Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.

    He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still. 

    Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.

    shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “Did I do something wrong?”

    “No. No, Hollander,” Ilya coughed, eyes flitting around the room. “Is just– Is too much.”

    “This is… too much?” Shane repeated slowly, incredulously. “We see each other maybe once a month. Less, even.”

    “No. Is not that– You are just,” Ilya swore under his breath in Russian. His accent was getting thicker, the words clunkier, in the way it always got stronger when he was frustrated or tired. Shane hated himself for recognizing it. “...too much.”

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    In the Heated Rivalry book, Ilya intends to break things off with Shane the night of the All-Star Game, but then Shane gets hurt. What if Shane never gets injured by Marlow, and Ilya really does break things off?

    (Basically, a shit ton of angst and Shane Hollander learning to love himself. There will be a happy ending!)

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    10 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 99

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    Ilya closed his eyes and groaned, exaggeratedly pushing into Shane’s hand. “You’re a big baby. Always looking for attention.”

    “Only from you.”

    Shane shoved his shoulder half heartedly. “You’d flirt with a rock, Rozanov.”

    Ilya grinned. “You would be cute rock. Especially when I get you a little pair of glasses.”

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    Shane Hollander has been Ilya Rozanov’s manager for nearly a decade.

    When Shane suddenly announces his resignation, Ilya is forced to confront some truths about their relationship.

    Like the fact that he may have been secretly in love with Shane the entire time they’ve worked together.

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    10 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    Hey you, big star
    Tell me when it's over
    Hey you, big mood
    Guide me to shelter
    Cause I'm through when the two hits the six
    And it's summer

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    “You brought me coffee?,” Shane playfully scoffs but grabs the cup anyways, “Are you trying to suck up to your captain so he gives you the A?” Shane retorts, proud of his chirp. He doesn’t know what he expected Kucherov to respond with, but he knows he never in a million years would have expected the words that come out of the veteran’s mouth.

    “Hmmm, maybe that’s not the only A I want,” Kucherov leans forward to whisper quietly in Shane's ear, his hot breath tickling Shane's neck. “And maybe that’s not the only sucking I'll do”.

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    or; Shane cuts Ilya off after the Vegas incident and starts seeing Andrei “The Russian Rifle” Kucherov, the veteran defenseman that gets traded to the Metros during the off season.

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    06 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 40

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    What if Ilya Rozanov ended his relationship with Shane Hollander after returning from his father's funeral? What if, instead of admitting their love for each other, Shane and Ilya find comfort in the arms of others? What if Shane destroys Ilya's heart in ways he never thought possible?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov returns from Russia and puts an end to his blossoming relationship with Shane Hollander. Five years later, he is horrified to learn that the love of his life has publicly announced his elopement-- with another man.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    "And they, well. They brought in an omega specialist?”

    “Specialist?” Ilya asked, his tone wary. The word sounded uncomfortable in his mouth, so Shane tried to fill in the gaps.

    “A doctor. For omegas.”

    That threw Rozanov off for a second. “But you are not omega?”

    Shane scrunched up his face, creasing the skin on his forehead and around his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he dropped the first of his two bombs. “No, Rozanov. I am. I’m an omega.”

    He heard the Russian hum on the other side, considering this. “Makes sense. Is why you are so pretty. And why you have such nice ass.”

    Shane’s ears burned. “Shut up, stop talking about my ass.”

    “But I can still talk about how pretty you are, yes?”

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    hellooooooo i am back and i am writing the alpha/omega fanfic of my dreams!!! do not wake me im exactly where i wanna be!!!

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    30 Mar 2026

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    “No, you’re trying to push me away, like Sochi and Vegas but this time I’m not going to let you. I know I’m not just a quick fuck and I know you feel this too.”

    “I always knew you’d be the type to get attached. But this arrangement isn’t worth it, not when I can find a girl that’s just as easy as you, and will not bore me to death, Hollander.”

    Or: Cliff doesn't injure Shane, and Ilya breaks up with him (and breaks his heart) only to realize that he can't not love Shane. But this time, when he tries to get Shane back, Shane won't make it easy. And neither will the handsome defenseman on Shane's new team, who is tasked with protecting their star center (and his heart). Oh, and did I mention he's also gay...and Canadian... and very much in love with Shane Hollander.

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    29 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 50

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    “You need to get laid Hollander. Waiting for a quick fuck every couple of months is not healthy”
    Ilya Rozanov - Heated Rivalry – Prologue

    Not so sure Ilya would have been that happy if Shane had taken his advice...

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    26 Mar 2026

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    “Holy shit, Rozanov. You’re worth every cent.”

    Ilya gave him that crooked smirk.

    “I know.”

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    Shane Hollander refuses to show up to Rose Landry’s wedding alone after having his heart broken by the man-of-honour.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov, charming date-for-hire and possibly the hottest man Shane has ever seen. Shane needs him to play the perfect boyfriend for just one weekend.

    Trouble is, Ilya may be a little too good at the job.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander met Ilya Rozanov at the Ottawa ice rink when he was seven years old. It took exactly three lessons for little Ilya to annoy his way into being Shane's one and only friend. Together, they navigate hockey, school, teachers, girls, and their ever growing, all consuming crushes on each other.

    Or; What if Ilya moved to Canada when he was a child and grew up with Shane?

    Or or; What if Shane had the support that he lacked growing up?

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    21 Mar 2026

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    "Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.

    Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.

    In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.

    Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Canada’s golden boy Shane Hollander gets drafted to the Ottawa Centaurs and ends up sharing an apartment - and way too much tension - with his captain, Ilya Rozanov. A private contract keeps their arrangement “simple,” but jealousy, soft moments, and one kiss he can’t forget makes pretending impossible. On the ice they’re electric; off the ice they’re one breath away from breaking.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    The last thing Shane and Ilya expected when they died after living a long, happy life together was to wake up back in their 17 years old bodies the day they first met.

    They get to redo everything together and to fix what they got wrong the first time.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    "After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:

    want:
    Ilya
    Stanley Cups
    Awards

    not doing:
    Dissociating
    Making myself small to make others comfortable
    Waiting ten fucking years

    Watching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.

    Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."

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    In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    5 times someone touched Shane Hollander in a way that made Ilya want to burn the place down. 1 time Ilya got to touch him exactly how he wanted.

    Or...

    Shane Hollander is the superstar of one of the most violent, dangerous, and discriminatory contact sports in existence. Hockey is no place for an Omega to stick their nose in. But Shane isn’t ready—and never will be—to let his secret secondary gender limit him.

    Not even for the possessive Alpha who has sworn to keep his secret and share his nest every chance he gets.

    Who, as it happens, is also Ilya Rozanov, his greatest rival.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    SHANE CENTRIC FIC.
    Shane Hollander comes out before opening night and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-Stars circle like it’s free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    His DMs combust. Rival captains get bold. Hotel rooms get interesting. The league gets possessive.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in every time zone.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
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    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers that freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex in every time zone.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league and far beyond it.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.

    Shane Hollander is having a great time.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    And what would piss Shane off more than to be compared to the hockey player he hated the most? Shane Hollander, who was known as one of the nicest guys in the league, who hated Rozanov as much as Scott did, suddenly sounding just like him. Scott knew it would kill him off to be called on it.

    What he didn't think he would see was the look in Shane's eyes. Wide open, filled with a terrified horror.

    And Scott knew that look. He knew that feeling.

    Or, Scott realizes Shane is gay, and reaches out a friendly hand. But it turns into something more.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    05 Mar 2026

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