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    “Which one is yours?”

    Shane scans the ice for his daughter’s jersey number. Ilya had been really smug about it when they brought it home. She has your last name, Hollander, he’d said, let her have my number if she wants. Is better, anyway.

    “That one,” he says, pointing at the clump of white jerseys. “Number 81. Mila.”

    “Oh you’re Mila’s dad!” The woman looks delighted. “I’m Maddie’s mom. Jane.”

    She holds her hand out, and Shane has to bite back a grin. He takes her hand.

    “Shane,” he says, shaking it. “Nice to meet you.”

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    14 Aug 2026

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    The Boston Raiders don't know who Jane is.

    They only know she lives in Montreal, Ilya sees her whenever they're in town, and she seems to be the only person on earth capable of keeping Ilya Rozanov on a leash.

    After two weeks of bag skates, Marlow decides they're desperate enough to call her.

    He probably should've asked Ilya who Jane actually was first.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Luke were highschool sweethearts, they had plans to go into the NHL together, play alongside each other, start to really plan their future as a couple.

    But when an injury crushes Shane's only dream, he's forced to sit back and watch as his boyfriend goes onto do everything that should've been his.

    Everything except beating the best player in the entire NHL league.

    Or,

    Shane had grown tired of his boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to give him an upgrade.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    @Emslife
    Um, I am pretty sure Ilya Rozanov is at the same club as me
    [A blurry picture of Ilya in a black button-down, behind the DJ booth, surrounded by women]

    @HockeyTea
    According to several sources, Shane Hollander is not with Rozanov tonight

    Or, Ilya goes clubbing, and Shane shows up late. While thousands of strangers on the internet completely lose their minds, Shane and Ilya are enjoying themselves.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Immediately following the events of Episode 6, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov return to the cottage and spend the next number of days talking, fucking, and sharing secrets about their relationship the other person doesn't know.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    “Does he go down on you?”

    Shane does his best to resist rolling his eyes. “Dude. He sucks my dick.”

    “No, I meant like…” Hayden makes the world’s most awkward circling gesture. “Back there.”

    “Oh! You mean does he eat my ass? Yes. And I eat his too.”

    “And the prostate — does he lick it?”

    Shane and Hayden get drunk together and Shane lets Hayden ask all the nasty questions he’s always had about gay sex.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    “Dude, you have scratches covering your back,” he says. “Literally scabbed over, which means they must’ve bled at some point.”
    “Ah. I please my lover.” Ilya shrugs and pulls his t-shirt on. “Sorry if you don’t know the feeling.”

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    five times their teams find out they're freaks + one time they find out that they're freaks together

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    26 Jul 2026

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    “Wait, shit, is it really dirty?”

    He glances over to Ilya, who is now dutifully collecting cones. “It’s not dirty,” Shane laughs.

    “So what’s the hangup, then?”

    “It’s… kinda hard to translate.” He continues before Bood can call him on that, “it sounds more old-fashioned in English. Or, it’s fine in Russian, more like. It means my beloved. Or darling, kind of. Russian’s hard to translate directly sometimes.”

    “Man. That’s some Bridgerton shit.”

    5 times the Centaurs hear Ilya call Shane a petname, and one time they hear Shane call Ilya one.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    The man who first spoke shoots back, “You say that now, but just you wait Rozy once that shit’s legally binding, chicks turn into a whole new fucking person. Jane might be all fun and games now but in five years, when you’re getting nagged because you “Didn’t get the right kind of apples” —whatever the fuck that means— everything is gonna be a lot less sexy kid.”

    “Two things Smithy, first off, say Jane’s name again and I cut your dick off. Second, I am not worried about these things because I am not idiot who can’t read grocery list.” Rozanov snarks back, as a round of snickers go off around the group.

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    Hollonovs relationship through the years as seen through other people, featuring a competency kink the size of Ilya's dick (massive).

    Based on the song "Tears" by Sabrina Carpenter

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    23 Jul 2026

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    ilya rozanov @rozy81
    good evening tiny people on my phone. i have broken the internet it seems

    ilya rozanov @rozy81
    ANYWAY. CLEARING UP THE AIR. YES I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. HER NAME IS JANE. I LOVE HER VERY MUCH. JANE CAN YOU HEAR ME

    ilya rozanov @rozy81
    JANE. ARE YOU SEEING THIS

    lexie @alexshutup
    oh my boy's #whipped

    —just who is jane, ilya rozanov's girlfriend?

    or, the one where ilya lets slip he has a girlfriend, and shane gets jealous of himself.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    How shane lets the fact that he likes calling ilya Daddy slip to the Ottawa Centaurs.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    There are questions you simply don't ask Ilya Rozanov on live television.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Several MLH players have their phones hacked.

    Most people find embarrassing photos.

    Ilya Rozanov accidentally leaks five years' worth of sex reviews.

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    You know that TikTok trend where people rate how good the sex was in front of their partner?

    Yeah. It's that.

     

    UPDATED: (second chapter) July 12, 2026

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “I thought Ilya was, like, the man here,” Hayden motioned. Something suspiciously sounding like Jackie’s voice in the back of his brain told him that wasn’t the right wording, but he was too tired and already too buzzed to care. Besides, this was Shane, he didn’t need to say the perfect thing. Shane knew what he meant.

    Scott shifted. “They are both men, Hayden” he said very formally. Hayden felt like his dad was lecturing him.

    Hayden sighed. “No, Shane, you know what I mean.”

    Shane’s brow furrowed in concentration. “Like, because I bottom?” He said, slightly embarrassed.

    Scott’s steady gaze on Hayden turned very sharp.

    “No!” Hayden started. “Well, maybe? I don’t know how that works. I just mean, like, you’re real gay and Ilya likes women, right?”

    OR 5 times Hayden realizes other people know his best friend better than him, and the 1 time Shane tells him himself.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    11 Jul 2026

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    “I did not … know what happened. You touched over my pants, kissed my stomach. Went into my lap.” Ilya gestures with his free hand like he’s grasping for a word he can’t find, just out of reach. “Something was different.”

    Shane can’t say he remembers all that in as much clarity as Ilya does – the whole day is a bit of a blur in his mind.

    “We were having fun afternoon. Sex and naps and talking. And then I touched your hair and you went somewhere. Scared me, a little bit.”

    Blinking and still not understanding, Shane repeats, “I went somewhere?”

    Reaching over, Ilya picks up the booklet. One handed, he holds it against his thigh and flips to a page around halfway through with the word Subspace in bold at the top. He taps it with his forefinger. “Went here, I think.”

    Shane experiences a sub-drop without knowing what's happening. Ilya doesn't know either, so he makes it his mission to find out.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    My brothers best friend is a fucking asshole; he’s hot as hell though.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is best friends with Shane Hollander’s older brother. Ilya quickly becomes Shane’s public enemy number one. Why? Because he’s the biggest asshole Shane has ever met, unfortunately, he’s also the hottest fucking man alive.

    Fucking your brother’s best friend is probably a bad idea, right?

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “I didn’t come out today because I owe anyone an explanation. I came out because I refuse to let the man I love stand alone while the world decides his worth. We've spent years hiding and even denying our feelings for one another because we were afraid of what people would say. We thought we were protecting each other. That ends today. I’m done caring about anyone except me and him.”

    *******

    A leaked photo leaves Ilya exposed, and the league wastes no time deciding what to do with him.

    Ilya is willing to lose everything if it means Shane gets to keep his career.

    Shane takes exactly one look at the world trying to shame the man he loves and decides that if Ilya's name is going to be in every headline, his will be too.

    The only thing more dangerous than outing Ilya is giving Shane a reason to fight.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Ilya was tossing aside his gloves to grope at his throat, his jersey having gotten darker just in the last few seconds.

    “Dorogoy.”

    Shane didn’t remember jumping the boards or tossing away his gloves and helmet, but next he knew his bare hands were grasping at the cold, drenched front of Ilya’s jersey. Whether it was the impact of another body or the strength finally leaving him, Ilya shakily sank to his knees, taking Shane with him. He heard someone from his bench scream for a medic.

    Or, Ilya gets seriously injured during a game and Shane is barely holding it together. Cliff and Hayden finding out AU.

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    30 Jun 2026

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