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    "Boreas liked to watch them use me, liked how I always pleaded and cried, how I always tried to use the safeword…” Jack pressed his fingers to his lips and stifled a sob. “He never kissed me, Bunny, or let me get off my hands and knees.” Adult themes. JackRabbit.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    "I'm not your father. It's not fair that you can affect me this much." A military function becomes a nightmare when Ed accidentally takes a poisoned drink meant for Roy.

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    03 Oct 2025

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    Leonard should be on paternity leave, but when a crewman in the landing party is injured while an accident in Engineering traps M’Benga and Chapel in surgery, he returns to work. It’s just a quick trip down to the planet and into its cave system to meet up with Jim and Spock—

    —until their path caves in, and soon Leonard can't keep pretending that the pains he’s experiencing aren’t contractions.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    You have a... good bedside manner, Spock.

     

    The first thing he feels is Spock. His - mind? soul? - is unmistakable, cool and refreshing, beautiful in its crystalline brightness.

    Spock’s self gathers up his own self and cradles it. It is raving and barking about his body, his body, his one-and-only irreparably ruined body.

    McCoy feels a bitter, bitter sorrow. Not his own. Then, like white foam on a rising wave, I am here. And Jim. We will not leave you.

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    22 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 78

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    A visiting Vulcan doctor, whose work leads him to be more "hands on" than would usually be seen as proper on Vulcan, has been flirting with McCoy relentlessly. Spock is the only one who seems to have noticed.

    Why he cares so much is a different matter, and what he wants Kirk to do about it? Well, that's a whole other question entirely.

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    08 Sep 2025

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    Nai and Vash grew up filthy rich because their family manufactures weapons but Vash leaves as soon as he’s of age because he can't stand the privilege that comes from blood money. The problem is that he has no work experience and can’t find a job, so he ends up stripping.

    Nai is PISSED when he finds out Vash has been taking off his clothes and letting strangers touch him for money. It's enough to make him see red.

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    19 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    The forced mind-meld with Mirror Spock shatters McCoy’s mind. To save him, Kirk and Spock must walk through his worst memories - including the one thing he can never forgive himself.

    He loved his father far more than he ever hated him. It's the thing he holds on to. It's what matters. Isn't it?

     

     

    “Doctor - please -” Spock’s voice is lost, but he shifts how he’s holding him, Spock’s hand cradling the base of his spine. McCoy presses closer until he’s weeping into Spock’s neck.

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    10 Jul 2025

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    Based on inexplicifics Warlord!Geralt AU. Jaskier thought he was over what his father had done, when he was sent away as tribute to the White Wolf. During a conversation about sending tribute to another king, Jaskier realizes he very, very much is not okay.

    Good thing he’s got a whole pack to help him through it.

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    (In which they get a stark reminder of Jaskier’s circumstances before becoming part of the Witcher’s keep.)

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    09 Sep 2024

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    She’s dying.

    Red like blood, red like the Mother Sun dipping just beneath the horizon, red like a jacket snapping in the wind.

    As his sister screams, Vash watches. He’s not trying to be cruel, but there’s a sort of beauty in the way she twists in the water. Primal pain and terror at its finest. At its worst. His useless heart beats in his chest. It batters his ribs, bruising them from the inside, and laughing as the ability to breathe leaves him until it stops entirely.

    Brother…

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    17 Jul 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 46

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    The gun swings at him, metal striking across Vash’s face. He falls over to the side, hair flopping into his eyes. The skin is cut, and Vash feels warm blood beading and beginning to drip along his skin. “Stupid, whiny omega.” The heel of a boot presses to the top of his head.

    “Please don’t,” Vash gasps.

    “Do you ever learn?” The boot vanishes, but it comes sailing back. Vash feels it connect to the back of his head, and he jerks forward. A pounding pain washes over him, the same time as a wet feeling drooling through his hair. Wriggling along the floor, he tries to escape from the next impact, but he only manages to get it in the back. His spine stings as the toe of the boot glances across it. “Just sit there and be quiet. If your weirdo brother shows with the ransom, you’ll get to go home in one piece.” He laughs. “Two pieces.” His foot nudges at Vash’s residual arm.

    Shuddering, Vash tries to wriggles his right arm free of the ropes. “You’ll…regret it,” he hisses. “You’ll all regret it.”

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    04 Jul 2024

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    Jaskier finds himself in the halls of Kaer Morhen, home to the Warlord of the North. He didn’t expect to find the Warlord so attractive though.

    Jaskier figures his normal gambit of flowers and poetry won’t go down well with a witcher, which leads to the immortal question of how to court one. Geralt figures if he wants to catch Jaskier’s eye he needs to compete with the techniques of the fancy courts Jaskier is used to. Both end in much confusion and little success.

    Eskel, Lambert, Yennefer, and Ciri have a betting pool, and watch on in amusement.

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    03 Jul 2024

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    Fan comic drawn in May 2020. Set sometime in Trimax.

    Vash likes to pretend he's human, but he's not -- he's a Plant. This has made it difficult for him to physically enjoy any kind of sexual relationship... but that isn't going to stop Wolfwood! He's down to fuse with Vash if that's what he needs to feel good.

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    24 Jun 2024

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    After they successfully stop the sandsteamer and find Vash, everyone has mixed reactions. Fear, confusion, awe. Of course, Nicholas already knew, but it doesn't change the wonder of seeing versus merely hearing what Vash is... It takes days for Vash to recover, days that he and Nicholas spend side-by-side.

    Together, they navigate their feelings about, well, everything.

     


    Bad Things Happen Bingo No.2 / 25 - "Survivor's Guilt"

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    23 May 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 91

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    “Stay awake, Needle-noggin! Keep those pretty blue eyes open for me.”

    “Come on, kid, stay with us. We’ve got you.”

    “Vash! You’re gonna be okay! You’ll be fine, I promise! Vash? Vash!”

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    Vash is almost fatally injured protecting his friends. He starts to wonder if they'd be better off without him. Wolfwood, Meryl, and Roberto help him learn how to be taken care of.

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    19 May 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 80

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    Of all the people she could have chosen with whom to be shipwrecked and stranded on a desert island, Eridan Ampora ranked approximately #1,000.

    Unfortunately, the other 999 turned out to have prior commitments, and Rose finds herself attempting practicality and resourcefulness under extremely trying circumstances while dealing with an obnoxious purple troll's ongoing commentary.

    Part of the Ampora H/C On Demand series, which for convenience's sake I'm going to file under HHCOD. Request was for Eridan and one of the human kids in a survival situation, complete with as many clichés as I pleased.

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    20 Apr 2024

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    Vash won’t take for himself. Not when he can make do without. Not when everyone else is struggling so much already. He’s had a century and a half to practice his restraint over his selfish need, and at this point he’s fairly confident he could hold his self-control to the point of death if he had to.

    (5 times Vash didn’t drink blood, +1 time he did)

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    03 Apr 2024

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    Nicholas has survived countless brushes with death, he’s weathered storms that would bring even the most experienced gunmen unceremoniously to his knees and taken life so brutally and frequently that he fears any shred of humanity that may have managed to retain has long been eroded away.

    But fear is a persistent mistress, and one who has not yet turned her back on him. And so Nicholas still feels fear, all-consuming as it claws savagely at his chest - but he does not fear the fight, and he certainly does not fear death. No, what he fears most, is the gray haze which lingers after; he fears the settling of the dust, and the hoards of ghosts which rise from corpses he leaves in his wake.

    And when he looks at Vash now - his face void of emotions as glowing white lines paint his sun-bitten cheeks - he fears it more ferociously than he had in years.

    Nicholas has always been so terrified of the aftermath.

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    aka the most SELF INDULGENT almost-smut I’ve ever written

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    16 Mar 2024

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    He hears Roberto sigh, “We only have enough money for two rooms. One double and one single.” He has money in his hand as they stand at the entrance of an old inn, orange light spilling through the windows as he flips through his double dollars and recounts. “Someone’s going to be sharing a bed.”

     

    (Or, Vash teaches Wolfwood how to take off his prosthetics.)

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    10 Feb 2024

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    “Man, my feet hurt.” He grimaces slightly, soft lips pressed together.

    Wolfwood frowns, “Feet? What feet? Do you mean your legs?”

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    tender phantom pain req from twitter~

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    18 Jan 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 25

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    Winter arrives with a small cough that settles deep in Jaskier’s lungs.

    “Oh, dear.” Jaskier rubs his chest, coughing a few times, breaths forming a white fog. “What is with me today?”

    Geralt tucks in the woolen scarf around Jaskier’s neck. “Perhaps you should go in,” he says. “I’ll finish in the garden.”

    “Nonsense!” Jaskier pushes Geralt’s gloved hands away. “It’s our winter garden. I will not leave all the chores to you, darling, no matter how adorable you look when you give the plants little pep talks.”

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    The care and keeping of one’s bard and winter garden. Jaskier falls ill. Geralt copes as best as he can.

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    18 Jan 2024

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