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    Shane made a decision a long time ago: he wants hockey, needs it, and he wants it for as long as he can get it. He's going to play till he can’t anymore, and he’s going to do all the right things so no one can ever argue otherwise.

    But also: he knows his body well, and he’s worried about an emerging pattern.

     

    Or: the Shane abortion fic

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    09 Mar 2026

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    the kinda shit that i don’t want to read bc it’s too real……she says about a fucking abo abortion fic jesus christ

    good shit painful shit!

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    hockey twt socmed fics ft the neutral zone podcast

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    09 Mar 2026

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    help i’ve fallen down hockey twitter and i can’t get up

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    “What are we talking about?” J.J. asks, and this could really go one of two ways. Either Holly shuts the conversation down pronto because it’s not respectful and he’s a hardass, or J.J. will actually be able to answer Willy’s question.

    “Um, just, my girlfriend wants to try anal?” Willy says nervously. “And I was wondering if anyone had advice.”

     

    or: Shane gives impromptu sex education.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Holly’s secret society of respectful, sensitive freaks.

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    Rozanov stares at him, then crawls up his body until they’re face to face, Rozanov’s tacky fingers on Shane’s jaw when Shane tries to look away. He tilts Shane’s face up until their eyes catch; holds him there. “You fuck yourself,” Rozanov says, “with a dildo bigger than me. How often?”

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    08 Mar 2026

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    ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.

    And then the bubble pops.

    With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.

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    After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.

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    02 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fingers buzzing from just reading the first few paragraphs

    waiting for this to be finished before reading!!

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    Hollander narrowed his eyes. “Are you… jealous?” he asked suspiciously.

    Ilya scoffed. “You can fuck whoever you want, I don’t give a shit.”

    “...Right.” Hollander pulled on his boxers before he dropped the towel. “Because it’s not like you don’t fuck other people too, you know.”

    “I know.”

    “And it’s not that you- you aren’t enough, or whatever.” Hollander turned even more red, looking down. “But, like, we don’t get to see each other that often.”

    “I know.”

    “And, you know, it turns out you can have a lot of anonymous sex if you’re gay. People are surprisingly okay with it.” He said it earnestly, like he was the first person in the world to make this discovery.

    Ilya forced himself to swallow, keeping his face carefully blank. “Is that so?”

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    OR: Shane downloads Grindr. Ilya goes into a jealous spiral
    set pre-tuna melt, 2015ish

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    01 Mar 2026

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    the way that went from teehee a lil jealous romp to ouch fuck ??

  7. Rec *

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    “Say something.” Ilya asks “in Russian. For me.”

    Then softly, carefully, he does. “Я всё ещё скучный.“ I’m still boring. He tried to add humour to it. But he doesn’t know if it reached.

    Still, Ilya's breath catches.“Oh.” He says like he’s just been handed something precious. “You’re perfect.”

    Or, Shane had been learning Russian the whole time.

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    26 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    stopped in the middle of reading this to complete my 5min on drops for the day

  8. Rec 71

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    Hollander makes a strange little noise, half a laugh. “I jus’ got back to my room. I fucked someone.” Another blurry laugh, before Ilya’s fully processed the words. “No, no. Someone fucked me.”

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    Shane drunkenly calls Ilya after sleeping with someone else in Mexico. Ilya yearns and makes a tuna melt.

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    24 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    kinda wanna cry a little

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    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

    ***
    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

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    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    check back when fin

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    21 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    again this fandom and the fucking flawless coding skills, good good good shit!!

    crying a lil bc what happened next??

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    “Ilya’s coming back?” He asked, almost giddy. And— maybe the meds were stronger than she’d realised.

    “No- he was just leaving. So he came by to see how you’re doing? Did he apologise for Marlow?”

    “He was so worried,” Shane said, a tiny furrow appearing between his eyebrows.

    “Marlow?”

    “No, Ilya! He gets all serious when he’s worried.”

     

    or, Yuna runs into Rozanov in the hospital and starts connecting dots

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    19 Feb 2026

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    my lil achy breaky heart

  12. Rec *

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    Shane has been trying to figure out how to ask Ilya to stop using condoms. He finally works up the courage the night Boston eliminates Montreal from the playoffs.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    All Ao3 users everywhere to Ao3 user mcshrug: pls continue to think of and share all the lil hockey sex puns ur brain spits out why would u need quality time with family and friends????????????????

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    18 Feb 2026

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    doing a lil scream and feet kicking action when i realised this is a series

    part 2, 3 tbr

  14. Rec *

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    Rozanov's physical presence was Shane's own personal aphrodisiac; if he could organise every waking minute of his day according to his preferences, half of it would on the ice and the other half in bed. They wouldn't even have to fuck. Well. They would a hundred percent fuck, some of that time. But the rest of it, Shane could just sit in Rozanov's lap, keeping his dick warm, just a nice soothing fullness while they napped and talked and answered emails or something. He'd even let Rozanov smoke, if he really had to.

    "Aw, is this compromise?" Rozanov crooned when Shane was panting out this plan in little incoherent gasps, face down in the pillows. "So sweet. Did not know you could do that."

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    17 Feb 2026

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    "Is okay?" Rozanov asked, like he always did. "Is what you wanted?"

    "Mm." Shane heard the rumble of a purr in his own voice. "You're not going anywhere."

    Rozanov went quiet for a while. Shane was most of the way asleep when he felt careful fingers petting through his hair and a long, slow exhale of breath against the back of his neck.

    "No," Rozanov agreed, softly. "Nowhere without you."

     

    just have so many feelings about this
    it is honestly stupid how good this writing is

  15. Rec *

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    Harris hadn’t meant to say anything. He hadn’t even realized what he’d said, honestly, until Ilya’s reaction: choking on his beer, eyes bugging out, looking more nervous than Harris had ever seen him look.

    Why couldn’t he have just kept his mouth shut? He was tipsy, and probably a bit too comfortable, but still. He should have known better. He felt like the biggest asshole alive.

    Hold on. Rewind. Start from the beginning.

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    Five times Ilya Rozanov set off Harris Drover's gaydar (and Harris said nothing), + one time Harris completely put his foot in it

    (originally a one-shot, now updated to include a chapter 2/coda)

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    16 Feb 2026

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    precious precious precious

  16. Rec *

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    "We could have some fun tonight. You, wearing my clothes…”

    “Shut up,” Shane says, annoyed by the thrill the words send through him. Life would be so much easier if he wasn’t wrapped around Ilya Rozanov’s finger—or fingers is probably more accurate.

    Or: 5 times Shane didn’t plan on stealing Ilya’s clothes, +1 time he absolutely did

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    15 Feb 2026

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    kicking feet cute

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    Usually, Hayden can accept that Shane's private life is none of his business. When he’s at home waiting on four kids hand and foot, it’s not like he's filling his days making deranged cork boards connecting Shane to every gay man in North America.

    But on the road, he has nothing to occupy his time besides the occasional Skype call and cable TV. It gets harder to ignore the fact that Shane’s swapping sweet nothings with a man he still won’t let himself talk about.

    Or: After the cottage, Shane comes out to his teammates but swears that he doesn't have a boyfriend. Unfortunately for him, Hayden and J.J. don't believe his lie for a second.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    peak stupid hockey boy ideas

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    "My point is that Rozanov, like, talks Shane down before he even realizes he’s panicking. He makes him snacks with fucking buckwheat in them and he even gets Shane to take a day off once in a blue moon. He’s an asshole,” Hayden says. “He’s obnoxious and rude and frankly, unpleasant. I’m not saying he’s a good guy. But he is a good husband.”

    Or: 5 times Hayden defends Ilya behind his back, +1 time he defends Ilya in front of him

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    15 Feb 2026

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    perfection!!!!!!!!

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    “Terrible name, by the way,” Ilya told Svetlana. “We will need to think of new one. This is not 1970’s porn. He is pretty and innocent. Sweet.”

    “Oh,” Svetlana said, craning her neck to stare at Ilya’s laptop. “Oh. He is just your type.”

    “I don’t have a type,” Ilya lied. If Ilya did have a type—and he did, maybe a little, because if a man didn’t have a preference, he didn’t get to have an opinion—it was this. Muscular but not in an obsessive bodybuilder sort of way, a strong brow, and an ass that Ilya could practically see jiggle when spanked.

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    15 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    good shit right here!!

  20. Rec 72

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    "You want to know how to suck my dick?" Rozanov asks, lips curling. His accent makes the words filthy, makes the hard 'ck' of 'suck my dick' glottal, makes it feel like he's feeling Shane up with words alone. "It's a bit late for that, no?"

    Shane is warm, he notes distantly, despite being totally nude where he lays atop the covers. He's already half hard, his cock pinned between his hips and the mattress. He nods weakly, unthinking, rolling his spine and rutting against the bed.

    "But," Shane starts, breathless, "I, I want—I want to know—"

    Rozanov's eyes flicker with something unreadable as he asks, "You want to know how to suck my dick, da?"

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    14 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    He goes to Google to find out how to say Ilya Rozanov the way it's supposed to be said.

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