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Fresh out of the SAS Simon is trying to cope with the reality of being a civilian. While spectacularly failing at it so far, as a last-resort solution he reaches out to a hotline run by vets, for vets.
Little does he know that the man on the other side of the line, John, is about to change the outcome of his life.A story about loss, grief and hopelessness. About trust, acceptance and love.
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- Part 1 of Veteran AU-Hotline
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27 Jul 2026
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“What do you need?” Ghost asked.
“Just your scent,” Soap said.
That hurt some, the knowledge that Soap only wanted him for this. But if this was the extent of Soap’s need for him, Ghost wouldn’t argue. Would sit there and behave as Soap fucked himself on his knotting toys, would let him break the heat like that.
Because Soap could have gone to any alpha on base. Could have flashed that pretty scent and had any one of them lining up to help.
But he hadn’t.
He had chosen Ghost.Bookmarked by thatfass
26 Jul 2026
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It should have been a no-brainer, really. Ghost should have balked at the thought of spending time in close proximity to any of his colleagues, let alone the one man that he actually had the potential to disappoint. That was his rule — distance meant safety.
It should have been an easy answer.
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When the news of three weeks’ forced leave reaches Ghost, he’s resigned himself to loneliness in an empty base. That is, until a certain Sergeant offers him an invitation he just can’t seem to refuse.
Or: the sheep farming fic nobody asked for
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- 5/5
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23 Jul 2026
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I'll Admit, You Scared Me in the Begining by queeniegalore, soapjournalzine
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
10 Nov 2025
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My submission for the Soap Journal Zine!
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Could fall in love with a monster like that, Soap thought dreamily, stupidly.
Best not to fall in love with ghosts.
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- 1/1
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21 Jul 2026
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For a moment, Soap let the silence sink in. Let himself shift his gaze slightly to the side and rest on Ghost’s thick thigh, fat with the softness of his relaxed muscle, lightly dusted with fine blond hairs. He wanted to sweep the tips of his fingers delicately over those hairs, see if they were as downy as they looked. Wanted to see the way Ghost’s muscles would twitch at the sensation, wanted to see if he’d shy away or press into the touch. Wanted to know if he’d like it.
Would probably end up with a knife in his gut, but at this point, Soap thought it was probably worth it. For one touch, it might be worth it.
It's 3:30 in the morning, and Soap and Ghost can't sleep. How will they pass the time.
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21 Jul 2026
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Ghost hates going home, hates how Price always forces him to "take breaks", whatever good that is supposed to do.
Until someone new moves into the flat across from his and suddenly he can't wait to go home again.or
5 times Ghost is forced to go on leave and 1 time he takes leave on purpose.
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- Part 1 of Bound by faith
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- English
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- 6/6
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19 Jul 2026
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That’s when Ghost rolls over, and Soap releases his cock instantly — holds his breath and prays to Christ that he’s just shifting in his sleep.
“Hurry up, Sergeant,” Ghost says, voice low and much too near. Soap shivers.
No use pretending he wasn’t getting off when Ghost clearly knows what he was up to.
“Can’t,” he whispers, “‘m not a lefty.”
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19 Jul 2026
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Soap is dedicated to Ghost. As his subordinate and as his partner, entwined to a point where the lines of their dynamic are blurred.
It makes Ghost guilty, for sure. But it also makes him excruciatingly fucking hard.
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19 Jul 2026
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Hiding in plain sight as a beta, omega Soap leads a lonely and sexless existence, trying in vain to ignore the urges threatening to unravel his identity.
When Alpha Ghost strikes a bargain to give Soap a taste of what he's missing, he can't help but give in.
In exchange, all Soap has to do is pretend he's his omega; no more, no less.
But he has no idea that Ghost's doing anything but pretending.
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19 Jul 2026
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Ghost isn’t acting on the Soap situation.
For one, he’s Johnny’s superior officer, and at least a decade his senior. Navigating a rejection from Sergeant MacTavish is out of the question—if only because of the hierarchical power dynamics of it all.
Imagine trying to give orders to someone who turned down sucking your dick once. Fuck. That.
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- Part 1 of Chain of Command
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16 Jul 2026
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In theory, it’s an easy plan of action: Soap heals with Ghost by his side and life goes back to the way it was before. Effortless and efficient, just like how they’ve always handled tough missions.
But with a newly broken brain, pent-up feelings, and a possible medical discharge looming on the horizon, everything is often easier said than done.
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15 Jul 2026
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"Please."
Ghost cocks his head—if only to hear better through the rush of blood in his ears.
"My sergeant," he says, measured. "Just might have let you go with your life. Or at least, let you die a relatively quick death. But, thanks to you, he's not here to plead your case."
He brings the knife down.
soap gets kidnapped. ghost tears through flesh and blood to get him back. amidst the carnage of a sinner's hands and in the absence of his god, he remembers what it means to love.
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- Part 2 of toothaches from eden
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13 Jul 2026
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Post-MWIII: When Soap is killed by Makarov in the tunnels, the 141 are overrun and forced to leave his body behind with the enemy.
They never anticipate the mad, masked monster wearing Soap's face to come crawling back out, shaped and reborn by Makarov into weapon tailor made to destroy them all.
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13 Jul 2026
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It starts when Soap notices the color of Ghost's eyes.
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13 Jul 2026
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“Christ,” Ghost groaned. “Look at your fuckin’ tits.”
One huge hand skated up Soap’s abs before pawing roughly at his pecs, settling on one and squeezing. Soap jerked up into the touch.
“Bet you say that to all the girls,” he said, aiming for cocky but landing just shy of breathless.
A corner of Ghost’s mouth hitched up slightly. “Only the ones with nice tits. Why, you jealous?”-
Ghost is a tit guy. Soap is happy to oblige.
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12 Jul 2026
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The Shield and the Shadow by a_platypus, Martuzzio, TrashBard
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
29 Mar 2026
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Ghost knows he's destined to spend the rest of his life going through the motions of being the sharp, shadowy knife those in power use to backstab one another. He's made peace with it. He's a professional. His newest contract, at least, seems promising. Taking down the head of the Royal Guard? A welcome challenge.
Sir John "Soap" MacTavish is far too busy to be fucking around in the frozen arse-end of Anfēowern. He's got an entire team of knights to direct, a king and a prince who are hell bent on making his life as difficult as possible, and an incoming visit from the king of a neighbouring country that will surely plunge his next few months into complete chaos. He’d love a day off. Fuck, he’d love five minutes off.
Fate must have a dark sense of humour, because Ghost and Soap are about to collide.
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- Part 1 of The Shield and the Shadow
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- 15/?
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12 Jul 2026
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Yearning, Ghost realizes, aches even deeper than a bullet wound.
He’s trained himself not to desire, the same way he’s trained his body to sprint while in full tactical gear, the same way he’s trained his eyes to focus through a sniper scope for hours on end.
But he’s never wanted someone—anything—like he wants Soap.
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07 Jul 2026
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And we'll make death proud to take us by Literal_Satan
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
29 Dec 2025
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Ghost reluctantly agrees to join Soap in Glasgow for the holidays. Haunted by his past, he tries to remember how to act like a human being again.
He's a better weapon than he is a person; but for some mind-boggling reason, Soap doesn't seem to mind.
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05 Jul 2026
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To take the edge off his maddening attraction to his aloof and inscrutable Lieutenant, Soap decides to try his luck with the local barflies off base.
To prevent Soap from fucking anyone else but him, Ghost offers himself up under the guise of mutual stress relief.
Soap thinks he’s just taking one for the team, but Ghost has just had everything he’s ever wanted fall right into his lap.
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04 Jul 2026
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Just one bite; to taste, and let go.
Or, the on-field flirting is getting a little ridiculous.
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29 Jun 2026