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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Closing his eyes for too long meant that the faces burned in his memory were allowed to come back to life. Some nights they were screaming, calling for help, from anyone, from him. Other nights they were distant, unfamiliar, they eyed his distorted angel body with fear. Every night he woke up with tears staining his cheeks and unsaid apologies bubbling on the edge of his tongue. Every night the scene was different.

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    Or, Vash deals with the terrors of sleeping. Wolfwood reminds him he's no longer alone.

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    26 Jun 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 86

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    Vash has a bad habit of wondering off when he gets hurt, only to show up days later with that stupid fake grin plastered over his face and an apology paired with a flimsy excuse on his lips.

    But when he goes missing for five days, Nick goes to find him.

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    21 Jun 2023

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    A familiar hesitant sound reached his ears as if muffled by layers of cotton, his name, he realized as an afterthought. The noise repeated. He still couldn’t breathe. Why was everything so blurry? Oh, he was crying, right.

    A gentle cautious hand was laid on his shoulder, stilling him in his frantic pacing. The touch was nothing like the rough bruising grip from before. The glaring difference was like a breath of fresh air, a lifeline thrown to him as he drowned in the deep vastness of a raging ocean.

    “Jaskier?” the Witcher tried again, uncertain.

    Or

    It's up to the Witcher to rescue his bard when old demons from the past come back to haunt him.

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    15 Jun 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    After Jaskier confesses his love to Geralt on the mountain, things change. Navigating the uncharted waters of this new development, they find themselves only facing more complications.

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    15 Jun 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    Vash stood next to him, also handcuffed. Well, one arm was handcuffed, the other was prosthetic-less. By craning his neck, Wolfwood could see the splattering of blood across Vash’s face.

    “Shit.” Wolfwood swore. “I’m going to kill them, Spikey, I swear it.”

    aka Vash gets vivisected

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    11 Jun 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 18

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    It's been weeks since the monster incident, and his dad is still worried. He's been improving, but his issues still linger. He discovers something that may help him cope.

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    08 Jun 2023

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    When the dust settles in Kaer Morhen and everyone returns to their routines, Jaskier is left alone. A spare part amongst the rest with nothing but the drink and his own neverending thoughts for company. He finds himself sinking further and further. But how long can you last in the sea of your own mind before you drown?

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    07 Jun 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 77

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    When Rin unsheathes Kurikara, he knew his life would change, and he could never go back. But he wasn't expecting a dual personality living in his head claiming to be his "demon half," let alone this supposed half of him having the ability to take over their body.

    But what seemed awful at first, might slowly turn into a blessing as Rin learns to cope with what his life has become.

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    05 Jun 2023

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    05 Jun 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 36

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    He raises his eyes back to Wolfwood, squinting. "Wolfwood," he starts, but cuts himself off with a slight frown, trying to untangle the tension in his own voice. "...Nico?"
    Wolfwood immediately tenses up.
    Nico immediately tenses up.
    "Nico," Vash sighs, trying for lightly scolding rather than admonishing. "You promised."

     

    Wolfwood has a bad day. Big brother Vash takes care of little "Nico".

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    04 Jun 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    Within these pages, I hope either to die, or to find a reason for living.

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    Vash has one of those five-year journals. Wolfwood is understandably concerned.

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    02 Jun 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 16

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    Wolfwood's time as a subject enhanced his healing abilities, his strength, his reflexes... and his senses. He can usually manage the constant state of sensory overload, but some days it becomes too much to bear. Thankfully, he isn't alone.

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    02 Jun 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 27

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    "You're right. It is what it looks like."

    "But… why?"

    "We've been over this, Spikey," Wolfwood said tiredly, "I'm no good. I'm the Punisher. It's my job to be like this. They made me like this, whether I like it or not, and I have to sit with that knowledge every time I take those damn drugs."

    "The vials?"

    Wolfwood nodded. "They heal the body, but not the mind," he mumbled resignedly.

    (or... Wolfwood's serum makes him depressed every time he takes it. He prefers to isolate, but Vash follows him this time.)

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    02 Jun 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 16

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    “your heart will need to rest, so come into my arms.” (november ultra - come into my arms)

    a fucked up sleep schedule and vivid reoccurring nightmares take a toll on vash and sends him spiraling.
    or: vash cries and meryl and wolfwood comfort him

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    02 Jun 2023

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    The evening started off pleasant, and ended up with Vash going through a window. That was probably a metaphor for his life.

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    02 Jun 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 70

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    Following the events aboard the sandsteamer, Wolfwood and the others are nestled in the relative safety of Ship 3. But, rather than feeling safe, Wolfwood finds himself hounded by old traumas and smothered by the atmosphere inside the ship until it all becomes too much to bear.

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    31 May 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 59

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    Vash can’t help but crumble once more and warble out a teary, “Nico,” canines biting down on his flesh hand to stop it from reaching out.

    Nick’s breath catches in his throat.

    He isn’t understanding what happened and can’t even begin to draw any conclusions, yet Nick doesn’t expect any answers from Vash while he’s clearly not coherent either. Vash’s form makes him look undeniably—purposely?—smaller despite his stature, so much like the other children he helped raise in Hopeland, when they couldn’t quite deal with all the huge bounts of pain churning in their fragile bodies and would shrivel up like they were back in the safety of a womb.

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    26 May 2023

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Ren's life has never been kind. His life is never his, and it has always been dictated by those around him, and those above him.

    One misstep, and he's sued and sentenced, his name dragged across the earth, his future shattering to pieces.

    In this new town, in a new school, he intends to keep his head down and out of eyesight for the rest of his days. But Fate has a different plan for him as it plunges him head-first into dangers far beyond what his broken heart is equipped to handle.

    //A retelling of P5R, where Ren is broken with a lot of mental health issues. Some Canon-divergence.

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    24 May 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 82

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    Capiophobia - A fear of police. Everyone figured Ren would be left with some sort of PTSD, they just didn't know what. There were a whole host of things that would make sense if he became afraid of them.

    Unfortunately, a fear of police officers was not what anyone expected.

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    23 May 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 14

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    Darius didn’t know what was happening. To recap, Raine was being ‘taken care of’ by Terra, and had been pretending to be brainwashed, after Darius had suggested they play along. They then showed up on his doorstep at 2 AM looking like they had been beaten up by an entire greenhouse, and now they were sitting on his couch, and dammit, he didn’t like seeing them in pain.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    13
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    222
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    14
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    2,176

    08 May 2023

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