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    But after running together like that, and after staring at him shamelessly the whole game instead of playing like a normal person, Shoyo's lost in his own thoughts. Is this what it will feel like when they're on equal ground in the future? Not necessarily in terms of positions, but equal play despite them. Muscles strong, legs moving in tandem, side by side, truly together?

    Also… since when was Kageyama hot? Like, really hot?

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Hinata and Kageyama have finished their last high school volleyball season together. They spend the last few months left of their third year reminiscing about their favorite memories, thinking about who they are to each other, and wondering about what's next.

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    07 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Akaashi honed in on the name 'Bokuto Koutarou.'

    He sighed, unable to help himself. He clicked on the video and slowly leaned back, lifting his phone closer.

    or kuroo was leaving the business, so akaashi needs someone to film with. enter bokuto koutarou, who changes it all.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    03 Jan 2026