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    "Sorry." He tipped his head back to blow the smoke, exposing his neck. Shane followed the movement of his adam's apple bobbing as he swallowed but then he remembered that Ilya had said something.

    "What?" That earned a light chuckle from Ilya.

    "I said sorry. I saw the guy was bothering you and you looked uncomfortable so-"

    "Do you want to go back to my place?" Shane blurted out. If Ilya was surprised, he definitely couldn’t tell. "I mean… I don't usually do this, sorry if that sounded weird." Shane scratched his jaw, trying not to show his embarrassment. "You know what, forget it."

    "I can come with you."

    Or : Ilya pretends to be Shane's boyfriend to get him out of a situation and Shane wants him.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?

    Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.

    +Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa

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    03 Sep 2026

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    There are people out there writing novel-length stories about Shane’s deepest, darkest secret.

    They’re running entire blogs devoted to it. They’ve coined a term for it. They’ve built a whole fucking vocabulary around it.

    (In which Shane discovers fanfiction.)

     


     

    Over the next few weeks, Shane finds himself reading about him and Ilya Rozanov fucking in a thousand different ways, places, and universes.

    They fuck in all sorts of positions, some of which Shane has trouble picturing. They fuck in the sin bin, the hydrotherapy pool, the janitor’s closet.

    Clearly, the real Shane and Ilya need to up their game. The most adventurous place they’ve ever had sex is a windowsill, and they gave up on 69ing after a half-hearted attempt where Shane—accidentally!—kneed Ilya in the back of the head and Ilya had the gall to get all huffy about it even though Shane was the one with teeth marks on his dick.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    NSFW art studies of Shane and Ilya

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    01 Sep 2026

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    With the first overall selection of the 2010 NHL draft, the New York Admirals are proud to select Shane Hollander.
     

    “Ah, New York! New York is nice, yes?”

    “Uh, yeah, I guess. I haven’t really spent much time there. Yet, I guess.”

    “I am also moving to New York.”

    ----

    On the night of the NHL draft, Shane Hollander goes to the gym. Ilya Rozanov may not be a hockey player, but somehow he is there, in Shane’s orbit, in New York, under his skin.

    Or, how more proximity can turn a fuck buddy into a best friend, but falling in love is always hard.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Shane needs to give Ilya something if he wants him to stay. It’s the only way he could also keep Ilya to be with him.

    “What if I let you continue?” Shane says after a while, suddenly glad to be facing away from Ilya.

    “Continue what?”

    “Uh, continue jerking off,” Shane stammers out, gripping his pillow tightly to suppress his embarrassment. “You’re still hard, right?”

    Ilya stays silent.

    “Don’t offer me things you are going to regret, Shane.” Ilya warns him, but the breathlessness in his tone betrays him. “That would be cruel. To me and to yourself,”

    “I won’t regret anything,” Shane promises. “It’s.. the least I could do,”

    Shane does the craziest thing before he can talk himself out of it; he shoves the blanket down his body, exposing himself once again, then subtly shifts and arches his back so that his ass juts out. “Please?”

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    Shane decides he wants to be a virgin again and his husband obliges.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Jar!” Hayes calls out from across the room.

    “What? We didn’t even do anything!” Shane insists, rather indignantly.

    “Oh, please. You can’t look at each other like that and call it nothing. I know that look - I have a wife.”

    “So I can’t look at my husband now?” Ilya whines. “This is workplace bullying!”

     

    (Or, the Centaurs get Ilya and Shane a PDA jar. It doesn’t work.)

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Ilya. He is still sleeping fitfully in Irina’s bed, face crumpled and lips turned down. Irina leans over him and presses a single kiss to the crease between his eyebrows, and then leans back just enough to watch Ilya’s big, blue eyes blink open at her.

    She holds a finger against her lips, waiting until Ilya nods before she straightens up and beckons him to get out of bed. When Ilya is standing, Irina helps him into a clean sweater, his coat, scarf, and hat. Ilya looks terribly confused, but allows himself to be dressed like a toddler, watching his mother curiously but without question. He is twelve years old, certainly old enough to dress himself, and maybe Grigory has a point when he insists that Irina coddles Ilya too much, but, good heavens, that face, how could she not?

    It is not until Ilya notices the suitcase by the bedroom door that his expression changes. His eyes darken at first, and then his face screws up minutely, looking at Irina with thinly veiled horror.

    “Be completely silent, solnyshko,” Irina breathes. “We have to go.”

     

    Irina Rozanova chooses differently.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Irina survives, flees with Ilya to Boston, and marries a woman named Debbie.

    Ilya's life looks a little different, after that.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    has your brain ever been so consumed by gay hockey players that you suddenly feel compelled to make nsfw art? yeah me too.

    (a collection of my nsfw hollanov art. very nsfw.)

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    28 Aug 2026

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    “Shane. Are you fucking telling me-” Rose stabs her phone case with her nail, lowering her voice to a harsh whisper. “Are you fucking telling me that you slept with Bad fucking Bunny?”

    “Well, he wasn’t Bad Bunny when I fucking slept with him, okay?!”

    Or: the one where Shane finds out he slept with Bad Bunny in 2016 before the infamous Tuna Melt Incident after Ilya purchases tickets to his tour as a surprise anniversary gift.

    Please read the tags and beginning author's notes before continuing.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    “This hot tub has not been well maintained,” Rozanov complained as they stood on the deck, staring at the built-in hot tub, big enough to fit 8 people. 

    “So, you can replace it,” Shane replied patiently.

    “I will be too busy to replace the hot tub. Then I will have a long day, and I will decide to have a soak in my rancid hot tub, and then I will catch diphtheria and die.” Rozanov looked at Shane, accusatory. “You want me to die?”

    Shane looked down. The hot tub looked no more or less rancid than any other hot tub. “I don’t think you can get diphtheria from a dirty hot tub.”

    “You are doctor now?” Rozanov asked, and Shane stayed silent. 

    Shane Hollander is a realtor who works with the Ottawa Centaurs to find properties for new players.

    Ilya Rozanov needs a home.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows three things:
    Ilya is off‑limits, the kiss should’ve never happened, and ignoring it didn’t make it go away.

    Now he’s freshly graduated with one last summer before leaving for NYU - one last summer to keep his head down, avoid old feelings, and pretend he’s totally fine. But after months of radio silence, Ilya is back. And Shane is running out of excuses for why his heart still stutters every time he hears “Hollander.”

    One last summer. One unresolved kiss. One disaster waiting to happen.

    OR Ilya is Shane’s older brother’s best friend, the boy he’s always drifted toward without meaning to, and now they’re stuck navigating their complicated almost‑something relationship under the same roof.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes to the Hamptons to spend the summer with his best friend Rose at her father's house. The house is beautiful, it has a pool, a hot tub, and he even gets his own room.

    The only issue is Shane can't stop thinking about her Dilf of a dad, Ilya Rozanov

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are in college and they’re fuck buddies. Shane is tired of waiting for something more. He decides to play Ilya at his own game & builds up a roster of guys to sleep with. Ilya’s crash out ensues.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    “Wait, I could totally see that,” Connors says. “She wears reading glasses and he’s, like, obsessed with them. Sometimes on the road, he calls her from the bathroom and I hear him begging her to put them on.”

    “The glasses! I heard that too.” Shit, it must be a fetish, right? She doesn’t just happen to be old. Rozy likes that she’s old.

    Or: Cliff figures out why Ilya’s keeping his Montreal girl a secret. She’s not a girl at all...she's an elderly woman. Or maybe an elderly man?

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Ilya wishes he knew what he's doing wrong, for everyone in his life to decide Shane is someone to be worried for just because he is dating Ilya. It's even worse that the decision never seems to take more than ten minutes of knowing him.

    Is it just written on his forehead? Careful, this man ruins everything he touches, keep away from precious people.

    Or; Ilya heavily misunderstands who Shane's loved ones are worried for in their relationship.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    Ilya was glowing, and wild, and so bright he was almost blinding. Beautiful, Shane had known, even back then, when he was still too young to know much of anything at all.

    Ilya Rozanov belongs to the summer, and the summer belongs to them.

    (Or, two childhood best friends spend a summer by the lake, before the rest of their lives begin.)

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    24 Aug 2026

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