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    Shane Hollander had a plan. It was a good plan, just as every other plan he’d ever made was a good plan. Then he watched a video of a burning plane carrying the love of his life and it became the only plan he’d ever changed.

    or...

    Shane goes to Tampa. The next morning, Troy Barrett receives a text from Ilya:

    “Bringing boyfriend to breakfast. Tell team to be not weird.”

    The Centaurs are, unsurprisingly, weird about it but become the best support system they could ask for as Shane and Ilya navigate the choice to fully begin their lives together and love each other out loud.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..

    When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Kyle: Your sense of age is so weird. So Scott’s elderly and Luca’s a baby?
    Ilya: Yes
    Shane: Luca’s older than we were when we got together though
    Harris: He IS?
    Kyle: literally wtf is this timeline

    In which Harris adds Ilya and Shane to a gay WAGs group chat

    (Can be read as a standalone)

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    31 Jan 2026

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    He was facing off with Ilya Rozanov, their helmets so close that the ghost of Ilya’s breath, minty, with the acrid undertone of cigarette smoke was easy to pick up. Soothed something tight in his chest that he hadn’t realized was bothering him. Normally, Alphas set him on edge. It was something that was classically Omega, the instinct to avoid and protect themselves. He was comfortable around the Alphas in his family of course, and the few Alpha coaches that he had had growing up, but Boston made him nervous, composed almost entirely of Alphas. The quiet rage of excess testosterone was palpable when they entered a rink, and the lack of tremor in his hands when they shook after every game was well practiced, perfected by age and exposure.

    Today, though, his body was rebelling, a sweet agony that was making itself known with every lingering moment, every tick of the clock that signaled that they were getting closer to the end.

     

    Or, A/B/O dynamics but the Omegas are the ones who seek out a mate, based on how their bodies react to someone. Except, mated Omegas aren't allowed to play in the NHL. Decisions, decisions.

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    04 Jan 2026

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