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    Doctor Aziraphale Fell is content with his life, his rewarding, though stressful job and the solitude in his off hours. He doesn’t realize just how much he’s been missing out on until an accidental meeting changes everything.

    Anthony Crowley is still finding his footing, recently moved to a new country to help look after his nephew, Adam. Feeling a bit adrift after everything that’s gone wrong recently, are things finally looking up?

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    “…So.” Crowley glances fleetingly at Aziraphale, then double-takes at his imploring expression in alarm. “Sorry, what—what was the question? Again?”

    “A couple,” says Aziraphale. “We’re a couple. You know that, I know that, you said your whole ‘the group of the two of us’ bit. And even God…” He trails off uncomfortably. No use getting into all of that now, months after the whole Second-Not-Coming nonsense. He asks, “But are we a… ‘Valentine’s Day’ sort of couple?”

    “I don’t even know what that means,” Crowley protests desperately.

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    It’s their first Valentine's Day as that sort of couple, and Aziraphale and Crowley are determined to do as humans do. Five times London finds a way to ruin their perfect night, and the one time a perfect night finds them.

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    Fresh off a bitter divorce, Aziraphale fabricates a perfect marriage to get hired at a wedding magazine—just a stepping stone on the way to his dream career. It's a foolproof plan, until he needs to produce said husband for the magazine's annual couples retreat.

    Enter Crowley, his best friend's mysterious cousin, who agrees, for his own reasons, to play fake husband for a week—no strings attached, no messy complications.

    One problem: the more Aziraphale discovers about the real man behind the act, the less fake his feelings become.

    Aziraphale thought the hardest part would be fooling everyone else…

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    After Aziraphale’s decision, Crowley chooses coffee, not death. Life goes, painfully, on, and Crowley does his best to adapt to his new lonely existence.

    It hurts. Until it suddenly doesn’t.

    Someone has opened the Book of Life and erased Aziraphale’s name.

    Old habits kick in, but how can Crowley save someone whose existence has been destroyed and forgotten?

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    A year after season two, Aziraphale is trapped in Heaven.

    He sees Crowley living on Earth, all alone and in trouble. With help, he manages to act accordingly.

    Crowley’s heartbreak leads to him to being a damsel in distress.

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    Aziraphale recalled what he’d seen out his office window. With it’s close and clear view of London, Earth.

    He hadn’t meant to zoom in where he did. The scene had appeared against his will.

    A certain demon. All alone and buying several cases of the worst scotch he’d ever tasted. Oodles of it.

    Something he drank when he didn’t care about quality, only getting drunk as fast as possible.

    Crowley looked bad. Aziraphale didn’t think he’d ever seen him with a hair out of place, and certainly never in dirty clothes and flip flops.

    But there he was. The only familiar part of his attire had been his sunglasses.

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