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    Doctor Aziraphale Fell is content with his life, his rewarding, though stressful job and the solitude in his off hours. He doesn’t realize just how much he’s been missing out on until an accidental meeting changes everything.

    Anthony Crowley is still finding his footing, recently moved to a new country to help look after his nephew, Adam. Feeling a bit adrift after everything that’s gone wrong recently, are things finally looking up?

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    30 Dec 2025

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    “…So.” Crowley glances fleetingly at Aziraphale, then double-takes at his imploring expression in alarm. “Sorry, what—what was the question? Again?”

    “A couple,” says Aziraphale. “We’re a couple. You know that, I know that, you said your whole ‘the group of the two of us’ bit. And even God…” He trails off uncomfortably. No use getting into all of that now, months after the whole Second-Not-Coming nonsense. He asks, “But are we a… ‘Valentine’s Day’ sort of couple?”

    “I don’t even know what that means,” Crowley protests desperately.

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    It’s their first Valentine's Day as that sort of couple, and Aziraphale and Crowley are determined to do as humans do. Five times London finds a way to ruin their perfect night, and the one time a perfect night finds them.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Fresh off a bitter divorce, Aziraphale fabricates a perfect marriage to get hired at a wedding magazine—just a stepping stone on the way to his dream career. It's a foolproof plan, until he needs to produce said husband for the magazine's annual couples retreat.

    Enter Crowley, his best friend's mysterious cousin, who agrees, for his own reasons, to play fake husband for a week—no strings attached, no messy complications.

    One problem: the more Aziraphale discovers about the real man behind the act, the less fake his feelings become.

    Aziraphale thought the hardest part would be fooling everyone else…

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    30 Dec 2025

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    After Aziraphale’s decision, Crowley chooses coffee, not death. Life goes, painfully, on, and Crowley does his best to adapt to his new lonely existence.

    It hurts. Until it suddenly doesn’t.

    Someone has opened the Book of Life and erased Aziraphale’s name.

    Old habits kick in, but how can Crowley save someone whose existence has been destroyed and forgotten?

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    30 Dec 2025

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    A year after season two, Aziraphale is trapped in Heaven.

    He sees Crowley living on Earth, all alone and in trouble. With help, he manages to act accordingly.

    Crowley’s heartbreak leads to him to being a damsel in distress.

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    Aziraphale recalled what he’d seen out his office window. With it’s close and clear view of London, Earth.

    He hadn’t meant to zoom in where he did. The scene had appeared against his will.

    A certain demon. All alone and buying several cases of the worst scotch he’d ever tasted. Oodles of it.

    Something he drank when he didn’t care about quality, only getting drunk as fast as possible.

    Crowley looked bad. Aziraphale didn’t think he’d ever seen him with a hair out of place, and certainly never in dirty clothes and flip flops.

    But there he was. The only familiar part of his attire had been his sunglasses.

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    19 Jun 2025

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    Aziraphale questioned how he got to this point in his life. With a quick mental check, he realised that there were four uncomfortable truths he had to come to terms with in very quick succession:

    1. He was 50 years old, and had never done anything as insane as this in his quiet, celibate life.

    2. There was a pretty obvious reason why he'd reluctantly chosen a career as a priest.

    3. He didn’t particularly hate the fact that his bastard friend thought a strip club was a good idea to celebrate his Golden Birthday.

    4. He might be irrevocably in love with the half naked, 30-something redhead currently giving him a lap dance in the middle of said strip club.

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    19 Jun 2025

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    Anthony J. Crowley fell in love, almost at first sight, when he met Aziraphale Eastgate three and a half years ago. Aziraphale, however, was appalled by his reputation as a Casanova and refused to date him. Ever wily, Crowley began searching for opportunities to spend time with Aziraphale, hoping that if he can get the object of his affections alone, he’ll be able to get past the walls Aziraphale has built between them. Now he's won a ten-day, luxury cruise of the Mediterranean, and, after a wee bit of persuasion, Aziraphale has consented to come along.

    All Crowley has to do now is make the angel fall in love with him. He had no idea this was a honeymoon cruise. Or that there'd only be one bed.

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    19 Jun 2025

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    “A demon, an angel, and the Antichrist. One big happy family, huh?”
    “For the world’s sake,” Aziraphale says, “we’ll have to be.”

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    After making a split-second decision the night the Antichrist was brought to Earth, Crowley doesn't end up giving the basket away to a few rather incompetent Satanic nuns. Instead, he arrives at Aziraphale's bookshop. In the early hours of that Tuesday morning, an angel and a demon concoct a plan that maybe - just maybe - will save the world: raise the child themselves.
    They never said it was a good plan.

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    19 Jun 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 57

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    Aziraphale is a Met officer who transfers to a small village police station. Crowley is the local publican. They don't see eye to eye.

    There is also a plot. I hope.

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    22 Aug 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 64

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    Following his mother’s death, Azira sets out to prepare his family’s bookshop for reopening. While appreciating the shop’s new sign, he hears the beckon of a siren’s song sounding from the coffee shop over the road. He succumbs to temptation to find the source of the hypnotic voice is an auburn-haired songbird. Intrigued by the singer’s beauty and haunted by his apparent loneliness, Azira is determined to introduce himself. There’s only one problem: the musician’s menacing, jealous, and possessive partner.

    CW: Domestic abuse, loss of a loved one, adultery, toxic relationship, murder, blood, organized crime

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    22 Aug 2024

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    Based on the 1980's romcom Overboard, Crowley is a carpenter who has a not-so-great first encounter with the rich and snobby Aziraphale Archer.

    After Aziraphale falls off of his yacht and loses his memories, Crowley comes up with an epic plan for payback. He will trick Aziraphale into believing he is his husband and the father of four rambunctious children.

    Can Crowley stick to his plan and give Aziraphale the payback he deserves? Or, will he find out that Aziraphale is much more than he first appeared to be?

    *It is not necessary to have watched the movie to enjoy this fic!*

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    22 Aug 2024

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    Aziraphale is still sloughing off the burden of growing up smothered by his family. Now in Uni, he just wants to live his life and admire Tony C, the man who showed him it wasn't wrong to want the way he wants. Porn can be quite the eye-opener.

    And then, a chance rises to face him with Tony.

    Aziraphale isn't sure he can be brave enough to follow through.

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    22 Aug 2024

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    “What do you want?” Anathema snapped.

    Crowley grated his teeth. He wanted to throw his jaw wide and laugh in her face with venomous jagged fangs. He wanted to burn the cottage down and watch it smolder and billow black into the too-perfect sky. He wanted to scream with a nightmarish cry that would break reality in two. But he said, “I need a prophecy.”
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    Immediately after Season 2, Armageddon is a week away. Crowley takes desperate measures. Aziraphale learns what it means to be abandoned. Anathema taps into the chaotic forces of Time and Fate. Adam discovers, the hard way, that he is not as powerful as he'd assumed.

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    28 Oct 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 37

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    Three years have passed since the thwarting of the End Times. Aziraphale has had every opportunity to tell Crowley how he feels about him. Still, his courage continues to fail him. Three words have been said, but not the ones Aziraphale has hoped for. Words have power. Words can liberate. Words can kill. "I met someone..."

    Or...

    Aziraphale is put through the wringer when Crowley one day announces he's seeing someone and wants Aziraphale to meet them.

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    28 Oct 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 26

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    Still learning to manage his disabilities, Crowley seeks more independence. Although supportive, Aziraphale struggles with his own rising anxiety. But with help from each other and their friends, they can handle anything.

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    28 Oct 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 26

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    Eric sucks his teeth and leans in. “Between us, Crowley, no one wants the position anymore. With everything going on with you and Aziraphale, Gabriel and Beelzebub—they’re afraid they’re going to get seduced by an angel. If it can happen to you two, who else could be affected?”

    Aziraphale opens his mouth. Closes it. “Seduced?”

    “Yeah.” Eric snorts. “You don’t really think you love him, do you?”

    A Halloween joke goes wrong, and Aziraphale and Crowley end up trapped in each other's bodies.
    (This is a part 2 to my memory loss fic.)

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    28 Oct 2023

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    It would be a gross understatement to say that Crowley simply didn't like Aziraphale. He was posh and stuffy and arrogant, and Crowley couldn't figure out why everyone else in the program liked him so much. It hardly mattered; they were competitors, and Crowley didn't need to make friends to become a surgeon.

    It takes several unleasant encounters, the excessive use of house plants as a coping mechanism, and getting stuck in an elevator for Crowley to start reconsidering his priorities.

    Or...

    Crowley and Aziraphale are surgical interns with competitive streaks a mile wide each, and they really do not like each other at all.
    Until they do.

    (This whole fic is pre-written and completed, and updates will usually be weekly on Saturdays!)

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    28 Oct 2023

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    Just days after the war in Heaven, Aziraphale can't resist helping a newly-fallen angel, accidentally forging a bond too powerful to escape and too dangerous to remember.

    As the years pass, their bond keeps them together, but staying safe from both Heaven and Hell is a challenge. When it becomes clear that sometimes forgetting is the only way to protect themselves, the stakes grow higher. Add a purple-eyed bastard of an Archangel with a cruel agenda, and Aziraphale and Crowley find themselves wondering if there's any way for them to be together in peace.

    When the mental strain of forgotten memories starts taking its toll on Aziraphale, Crowley is faced with an impossible situation. How long can they protect themselves from Gabriel and the rest of their respective sides? And will they ever be free to love as they long to?

    This historical-to-modern tenderness and angst fest will rip your heart out through your kneecaps in places, and hand it back to you tied with a bow in others.

    Title (and several chapter titles) from the song Ghost Love Score, by Nightwish:

    My fall will be for you,
    My love will be in you,
    If you be the one to cut me
    I'll bleed forever.

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    24 Jul 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 63

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    After the averted Apocalypse both Heaven and Hell try to find a scapegoat. And since the supernatural entities actually responsible for it couldn't be killed with either Holy Water or Hellfire, they have to turn to the next best thing. That means whoever they think was in charge of the whole debacle. So - not in so many words - that means Gabriel and Beelzebub.
    All of this happens while our favourite angelic and demonic duo act like all but a married couple and enjoy their retirement from their respective Headoffices.
    That is to say, until their two former bosses manage to anger both of Heaven and Hell to such an extent that they incite open rebellion in the ranks. Angels and demons alike will fight side by side to end all of this nonsense once and for all

    Author’s note: I do surmise that we all have quite a lot of thoughts about season 2.
    I somehow managed to get some pretty big Agnes vibes while writing it, so it’s spoilers by association.

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    24 Jul 2023

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    A Regency-Era GO Omegaverse Human AU

    Aziraphale Heavens has resisted taking a mate, but when the family hits hard times, he has no choice. His fears about being mated to an alpha he's never met are only heightened when Alpha Anthony Crowley is rather non-traditional. Is he doomed to a life of abuse and mistreatment? Or is there more to Crowley than meets the eye?

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    24 Jul 2023

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