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When the only thing that brings you relief starts to eat you.
When the one thing you rely on starts to betray you.
When your temple becomes your hell.
When your own thoughts are what harm you the most.
And the last person to realize it is you..
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.WARNING:
Before anything I would want to say that I am not Jewish (or from any religion) The Jewish themes are here because Kyle is canonically jewish and I don't think it is correct to change that. I have done (and am still doing) a very extensive and long research, trying to be as respectful as possible, but I am very open to critique. I am not trying in any shape or form to be offensive in any way, so if I am, I am apologizing in advance and I would also want to know. I am very open to critique as, once again, I am not jewish. I also want to say that this work is in no way, shape, or form political. I do not condone any antisemitism or any other type of discrimination. This is just a work, exploring the idea of scrupulosity, while using a character that is Jewish. The reason I chose Kyle is because of all characters, I think he is the most likely to go through this.
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"Why am I like this? Why do I feel like helping myself will hurt me? Why does it hurt me?" Hyunjin cried out, burrowing his face in Jeongin's shoulder "At least I can help you guys" he smiled, more tears streaming down his face.
"How are you going to help us, if you are slowly killing yourself?"
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Hyunjin decides to start going to the gym with his best friend. He wasn't planning on meeting the love of his life..
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.A story of love, betrayal and hardship.
!!!DISCLAIMER!!!
Heavy trigger warning for eating disorders, bad body image, self harm and alcoholism.Also I want to warn that the story, while heavily romantic, is not about romance, it's about Hyunjin's recovery.
If you are recovering it's probably best not to read.
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Opposites attract, they said.
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''Why is a beauty like you sitting outside all alone?'' the man sat on the bench next to Lance and lit a cigarette of his own, looking up at him, eyes pleading for an answer, shining even brighter. Lance just shrugged and tucked his chin forward, asking him to continue.''Would you mind joining me for a drink after we finish smoking? My treat.'' he winked, and the wrinkles around his eyes deepened.
''But I work here''
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They both just want to feel love
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Minhos eating disorder and all the dirty layers of it. What happens when he cant suffer in silence anymore, plagued by the "sins" of his very existence?
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19 Jun 2025
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Minho is a third year dance major Uni student and the dance leader in his class. Jisung is your typical smart pretty boy but quiet and reserved second year student.
He develops a crush on Minho and recklessly joins dance class just so he could get close to him but their first meeting turns out very bad because Jisung completely forgot that he couldn’t dance for shit and humiliated himself in front of Minho.
He gives up and leaves it to him being way out of Minho’s league but Ji Su who happens to be Jisung’s sister ends up going out with Minho’s friend Chan who had lied to Ji Su saying Minho and Jisung were dating just to score points with her.
Now Jisung and Minho have to fake a relationship and Jisung agrees because why not? He’s in love with Minho and this is just the perfect opportunity for him.
Everything becomes all tangled and messy after with old exes coming back and sudden breakups. Will Jisung succeed with winning Minho or had he just signed himself up for heartbreak??
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22 Jul 2024
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“I want you, Lance,” He says directly.
“I want you too, Fernando,” Lance answers quickly, one hand coming up to clutch Fernando’s chest. His eyes are wide with confusion. If Fernando thinks just a moment too long of what he’s feeling under the surface of the water, he’ll lose it.
“And that’s why we should go home…” Fernando sighs.
“To-?” Lance asks hopefully but Fernando shakes his head.
“No, Lance…”
“Why not?” Lance pouts and it’s his turn to pull Fernando closer. Fernando lets him just for a moment.
“You’re a priest, Lance?” Fernando reminds him.
OR: When Fernando returns to his Spanish home town for a summer retreat to get closer to God, he never expects to see Him in Lance – or better father Martín. In a church by the bay of Biskaya, Fernando finds that him, Lance and God are not so far apart from each other as he had thought...
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- Part 1 of Love was the law and religion was taught
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08 Jun 2024