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    Alzheimer’s, the doctor tells them, her voice soft but leaving no room for hope of a wrong diagnosis. I’m sorry, Mr. Hollander, she adds, as if that changes anything.

    Ilya had asked to be examined, too, of course. He had done so multiple times in his life, always feared that his father’s shadow would taint his own future. He’d checked for years, waiting for the curse to come find him.

    But it led to nothing. Ilya is healthy, the sky is blue, and Shane fucking Hollander is the one losing himself.

    It’s a cruel joke of the fates, Ilya thinks. But he’ll love Shane through anything.

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    He’d known that this thing between them - this thing that he wasn’t allowed to want, but couldn’t ever imagine giving up - was already so much more than it was ever supposed to be.

    But when he’d left Ilya’s hotel room that night, with his heart still racing and his thighs still shaking, all he could think about was that they hadn’t even kissed. Not once.

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    03 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 91

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    Ilya Rozanov announces his retirement from the NHL on a desultory Tuesday afternoon.

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    03 Dec 2025

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    Jane: We didn't even kiss.

    The words stare back at him. They fucking taunt him, the same way Ilya does with that wink of his, with his smirk and his deep voice.

    Abruptly, Shane feels pissed off and a little like he’s grasping for something that’s slipping away. He feels the way he did in that bathroom, the first time he had Ilya’s attention for months and didn’t want to let Ilya escape without stealing more of it.

    The elevator door opens. Shane does not get off.

    Instead, he presses the button for Penthouse 1 and hits send on We didn’t even kiss.

    He watches the floor numbers increase as the elevator carries him back to Ilya. Shane has no idea what he’s going to say to the asshole but he knows he has so many words that are about to burst out of his mouth.

    Fuck you being the first two.

    OR Shane goes back for that kiss.

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    03 Dec 2025

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    As he approaches, David hears the faint sound of a slider door being opened.

    In hindsight, he definitely wishes he would’ve just called out to Shane once he heard that noise.

    But he didn’t. Instead he just continued on through the kitchen, turning the corner to see—

    Shane, on the deck, standing in front of the open glass door. And definitely not alone.

    Or: Chapter 26 of Heated Rivalry from David Hollander's POV
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    Or: It wasn't really about the dishwasher tablets

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    03 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 73

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    “You want a sandwich? I make really good tuna melts.”

    “I haven’t had one in ages,” Shane admits and then grimaces. “I’m on this diet actually, it’s macro-biotic, so… you know.”

    Rozanov stares at him, frowns. “Hollander, what? Macro… What are these words?”

    Shane laughs. “It’s for performance.”

    “‘It’s for performance,’” Rozanov singsongs back. “No, too boring. Shane Hollander, I will not accept you can be defeated by bread.”

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    02 Dec 2025

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    02 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    Takes place at some point during The Long Game.

    Ilya wants to make the one Russian-Korean dish he knows for Shane's parents when they get together to watch one of Shane's playoff games together, but finds that his expectation of doing it perfectly all by himself might not be what he's looking for, and that family may not just be about paying back what you owe.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    30 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Obsessive behaviour,” Sethos lists off. “Low mood.” He looks down at the food in Hat Guy’s lap. “No appetite. Do you need to see a doctor?”

    “Doctors are for people with organs,” Hat Guy says, sounding uncharacteristically cheerful about a categorically disturbing statement.

    Two super normal guys sit in the Divine Tree.

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    30 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 24

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    The Wanderer bears only one mark from his past life. It is an ugly reminder, a nuisance, and useless...

    Probably.

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    30 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 37

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    After asking out his crush, Sethos decides he needs an answer from the people of the internet. He goes on an app and asks if he is the asshole in this situation.

    The replies are mostly crack.

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    30 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 41

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    “I am going away for a while.”

    “Sure,” Sethos says, and it is only a few seconds later that he realises what Wanderer said. “Imsorrywha-?”

    “There is something I have to take care of. Outside of Sumeru.”

    “Oh…?”

    (Or: Wanderer departs for a sudden trip, and Sethos is very much sulking.)

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    30 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 40

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    He’s not entirely surprised to see that Sethos comes tumbling down the rubble, dark, curly hair coated with a fine dusting of sand.

    Sethos’ head jerks up. His eyes take a moment too long to find Scaramouche before he breaks into a grin. “Hat Guy!”

    (Scaramouche goes on a day-trip, Sethos gets thrown into a hole, and somehow they manage to make absolutely no progress on their mutual pining.)

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    30 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 36

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    or; cyno does not like his brother's new boyfriend.

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    30 Nov 2025

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  18. Public Bookmark 25

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    He doesn’t need to be called something. He doesn’t need a name. “Hat Guy” is annoying and “Errand Boy” is sometimes worse but when he really thinks about it, these names don’t infuriate him as much as they used to. Most people in Sumeru City still call him “Wanderer” or “that Vahumana student” anyway.

    But with Sethos—

    “Kabukimono,” he whispers at Sethos, his chest full of a sharp feeling that he can’t name.

    “What?”

    “My name,” he says. Raising his voice a bit more, he places his teacup onto the table. “Call me Kabukimono. Not Hat Guy.”

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    30 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Yeah, it looks good…honey.” The words sound incredibly awkward leaving his mouth, and he’s sure everyone around him can feel it too. It makes embarrassment rush through him, and he clenches his fists. The woman running the stall slaps a hand over her mouth, and gods, why did he agree to this in the first place? Nothing could convince him that it was worth this embarrassment.

    But then Sethos breaks out into a smile so large that Scara genuinely winces under its ferocity. His eyes curve into crescents of happiness, and maybe the embarrassment that Scara feels weakens in intensity, but only a bit.

    “Thank you, love. I knew I could count on you.” Sethos says, grabbing his hand and pressing his lips to Scara’s cold, synthetic skin. He doesn’t even flinch at the feeling, his eyes boring into Scara’s, and suddenly Scara regrets ever agreeing to this plan, but for very different reasons.

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    Sethos is currently Sumeru's most desirable bachelor, and it's getting harder to deal with every day, so he enlists the help of the most unsociable man in all of Sumeru to get people to leave him alone. By...suggesting they fake a relationship.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    30 Nov 2025

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