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    Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”

    Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
    Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.

    But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Shane, convinced that Ilya will leave him, decides there is only one way to keep the love of his life around: a baby. Little does he know, Ilya has come to the same conclusion.

    Or, mutual baby trapping.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    There was a bead of sweat on his brow. Shane watched it drop over onto his chin down to his neck until it had dissolved into his skin. His face was still his face. He pressed his thumb against the side of his lips. He didn’t know why he thought he would look different. He never had. This was the 5th time he had done this. Watched his skin turn to sweat until all he could think about was the heat of his body. The tightening of his stomach. The wet in between his thighs.

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    Or the one in which Shane pretends to be a beta and becomes so touch-starved that very inconvenient things happen.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    It was a joke. It was supposed to be, but when Shane looked at Hayden with those deep, endless, brown eyes, Hayden felt a surge of something so visceral, he carried it for years.

    One day, he finally got the offer to indulge in a fantasy he never expected to come true.

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    Hayden Pike wants to get Shane Hollander pregnant. One day he gets the chance to try. Under supervision.

    After he gets his chance, Hayden finds himself questioning his own self and what he really wants.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though

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    27 Mar 2026

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    So Shane Hollander is, how do you say in English, a dirty little thief. A clothing thief, to be precise. Ilya can't say he saw that coming, but he also can't pretend he's all that mad about it.

    His shirt looks good on his Shane. On Shane. On Hollander.

    Right. His shirt looks good on Hollander.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Shane ran his hands over Ilya’s back, feeling the heat of his skin, the tension of the muscles under his palms.

    “Two hours,” he murmured against his mouth.

    Ilya answered by kissing the corner of his chin, the line of his jaw, the exact spot behind his ear where Shane always lost his breath.

    “One hundred and twenty minutes,” he corrected, voice muffled against skin. “Tick-tock, Hollander.”

    Ilya went down.

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    26 Mar 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 70

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    He leans in closer, close enough his breath warms Shane’s neck. “Do you want to fuck him?”

    Shane stiffens, and fuck he doesn’t mean to be this obvious, doesn’t mean to make Ilya think he isn’t enough for him.

    “He is good looking,” Ilya continues, that lazy way of speaking that drives Shane crazy when they’re alone in bed together. “If you want, I want to watch him fuck you.”

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    26 Mar 2026

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    The doctor had told the mated pair that Ilya could experience a defensive rut. Rather than making an alpha super horny, a defensive rut causes them to shift into a hard ‘protect and take care of my family/pack’ mode. They typically only occur in mated alphas, especially after having their first child. While they can happen to any new alpha father, it almost always happens to alphas who have very dominant pheromones, like Ilya.

    (Ilya has his first rut since his omega husband, Shane, gave birth, but it’s never been like this before.)

     

    ((Can be read standalone))

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Every five years the MLH has a league mandated breeding run, and this year Shane's invited. It's too bad he's only ever wanted to chase other alphas.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Troy made an L-shape with his index finger and thumb, like suddenly he was a movie director and Ilya was his newest muse. “You’re like one of those rom-com heartthrobs. Harris and I watched one the other night, where this campus bad boy is actually a huge nerd. You know, secretly pounding textbooks in the library.”

    “Yes, exactly!” Wyatt said. “You’re like the opposite of the girl that takes off her glasses in a movie and everyone realizes she’s hot. You put them on, for that effect.”

    Ilya looked mildly offended. “Oh, so you did not think I was hot before?”

    “Eh, on paper, I guess.”

    “On paper,” Ilya repeated back, grimacing. “Like taxes? You think I am as interesting as doing your fucking taxes?”

    The world goes crazy over Ilya in glasses, and Shane tries to deal.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Shane comes up with the concept of free use with nothing but his own beautiful mind.

    Shane groaned and hid his face against Ilya’s neck. “You let me think I invented it.”

    “Yes,” Ilya said, unrepentant. “Because it was adorable. And because now I get to use my husband whenever I want.

    Comes from the idea that Ilya is hornier but Shane is freakier.

    Look I don’t know the group chat did this to me. Free Use!Shane Hollander is underrepresented.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    “You will each get seven minutes,” Ilya said as he paced in front of them. “You can do anything you like with him. The one rule is that you cannot let him come. Only I get to do that. I will start the timer when you go in. When the timer goes off, you stop and come out here. After you have all had your turn, I will go last.”

    Or: Shane gets passed around like a blunt in a game of Seven Minutes in Heaven

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    24 Mar 2026

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander struggles to reconcile his faith with his undeniable attraction to a man.

    Or a case study in Lust.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    He’s 35, divorced, and childless. Is it too late to start over?

    Wyatt Hayes finds himself moving into his teammate, and best friend, Luca Haas’ condo while he gets things sorted out.

    Luca is shy, sweet, and Wyatt thinks he deserves the world; starting with a boyfriend. Just because his own love life didn’t end with a happily ever after doesn’t mean it’s not possible! (At least he hopes.)

    Hoping to distract himself from his own problems, he tells Luca he’ll do whatever he can to help him find a boyfriend. After all, what are best friends for?

    Or; the 7th book that never happened.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been saying I love you into the void his whole life.

    To his mother’s cold hands at twelve, making promises she can’t hear. To his teammates through fist bumps in tunnel rituals that cost nothing because they ask for nothing. To a sleeping man, in Russian, because his native language is the only container safe enough for what he actually feels. To a country he is slowly losing the ability to love back.

    He keeps saying it. No one says it back.

    Until they do.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Username: Goodboy24

    Profile photo: his torso, cut off at the neck. Abs visible. Grey sweatpants slung low on his hips, the thick outline of his cock visible through the fabric - half-hard, because Shane knows what sells.

    Bio: 21. Athlete. Busy schedule. Looking for discreet arrangements. Open to all genders for now. Versatile. No face pics until we meet. Discretion is mandatory.

    Sweet, staid Shane Hollander is a Sugar baby. He doesn't need the money, but the thrill of secretly rebelling against his fame entices him. He undergoes a wild sexual awakening journey, and runs into his dear arch rival Rozanov 5 years after he starts doing this. And it gets wilder.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    15 Mar 2026

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