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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    At the top of the ramp, memories waited like knives in the dark. A better survivalist would have avoided them. He would have avoided them, were things the same as they were a year ago.

    But he had no other reminders now, so the knives would have to do.

    a long-building grief

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    04 Nov 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Deep in the belly of a long-abandoned Halonic temple, Thancred braces himself for the inevitability of torture.

    It would be easier to stomach if he was the only one under threat.

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    26 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Kanade is stuck. The notes won’t come together, the melody refuses to bend, and the weight of her own expectations presses down harder than the exhaustion. But Mafuyu has always been there—watching, waiting, stepping in when Kanade pushes too far. Because if Kanade won’t take care of herself, Mafuyu will. Whether she likes it or not.

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    22 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    I know what this is.

    Looking back on it, the hints were simple. They were there. They simply didn’t register on the youngness of her mind. It had not been that long ago that she had been born. Since she had been born, she had always had the same people around her- the same individuals that she sought for survival. Kanade needed said people to survive, and though she couldn’t put her words on it, she put her everyday obsessions into it.

    When they were gone, it was as if free-fall had come to claim her. With no grip on reality, no anchor to hold onto, with no confidence to set her feet upon, it was the uneasiness of having no guide in her life, no idea of what she wanted to do. It was for no one to tell her, ‘go on.'

    Just that, back then…

    She knew where she'd land.

    She knew that she'd have her mother to land. And, if not for that, her father to land. Kanade, at least back then, knew her anchors. She knew, too, that she could land on them. The concept of landing on them was foreign. Though they were her parents-

    They weren't even around anymore.

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    22 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Even Mizuki, from time to time, sought Kanade for assistance. It was her nature. She wanted to help people, wanted to care for them, wanted to shelter them, wanted to protect them. This was her nature, and though it was exhausting, she was very well cared for. She knew all of Nightcord loved her, she knew that Honami cared for her, and she knew that they needed her. For all intents and purposes, Yoisaki Kanade was special, specially cherished.

    And yet she still wanted to cry.

    There was a reason why Yoisaki Kanade took action when her fellows didn’t, why she was the effective head of their band, why she praised so readily and smiled so easily when it was for the sake of others. There was a reason, plain and simple and effective and written into her soul, why Mafuyu knew to take refuge in her home, why Ena sought her words, why everything and everything sought her.

    Kanade wanted Mafuyu’s fingers to fill the gaps in between her own, and she wondered why, because they had not known each other for nearly long enough. A beat or so after she had thought that, the answer lied in front of her.

    “I find that things here, in your home, are… barely not broken.”

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    22 Aug 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 11

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    Y’shtola opened her eyes again. There was no change, no hint of light or color beyond Y’mhitra’s aether hanging in the dark void. There was no difference whether her eyes were open or shut.

    “I’m so sorry, Shtola,” said Y’mhitra.

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    A series of vignettes following Y'shtola through the earliest days of the Scions' rebuilding.

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    19 Aug 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Have you thought about writing a thesis?”

    Alisaie frowned, puzzled at the non sequitur. “I beg your pardon?”

    Y’shtola took a sip of her tea. “For an Archon mark. You’ve already done the legwork.”

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    Or: Alisaie gets some richly-deserved recognition for her contributions to the field of healing magick—after a grueling jaunt through formal academia, that is. Along the way, the rest of the Scions lend moral support.

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    19 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    dude our composer turned into a cat what the fuck!! spawned from the pits of hell aka my brain + some of my friends love u guys

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    28 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    "If dreams came true, I think you'd be dead."

    In which I project onto Kanade. lol.
    warning i guess: this does contain suicide (in a dream, nobody actually dies)

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    28 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 12

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    Eight years was quite a substantial amount of time. How will the composer's life have changed over those years, and even more importantly, how will it keep changing? Kanade didn't know the answer...

    ...but that was fine to her.

    A story where I take it upon myself to grant Kanade Yoisaki happiness, though eight years in the future.

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    25 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 22

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    With the anniversary of her mother's passing coming up, Kanade learns how to address all that she's pent up over the years.

    CW: Mentions of parental death

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    25 Jul 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    She realizes a lot of things, almost all at once.

    One. There’s a compress on her forehead. It’s a little cold, but it’s clearly been there for a while, because it’s melting on her forehead.

    Two. She’s lying in her bed. Kanade doesn’t think she’s actually slept in her bed for a long time. The covers are also pulled up around her shoulders, and the bed is somewhat clean.

    Three. Someone’s moving in the corner. Kanade blinks to clear her vision, which is still a bit fuzzy. Honami?

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    Kanade falls sick. Honami takes care of her.

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    25 Jul 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 9

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    After pushing herself too hard one too many times, Yoisaki Kanade winds up in a mysterious world of memories. Now, the rest of Nightcord has to get her back... somehow.

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    16 Jul 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 25

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    The Shinonome Siblings find a wild Kanade outside.

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    02 Jul 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 5

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    "The answer born out of the history built by God tastes like sand."

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    An asteroid heralding the end of days is on a collision course with Earth. It brings with it skepticism and confusion as it streaks across space, targeting the planet like a fired bullet. In a last-ditch effort to survive the impact, the members of Nightcord at 25:00 flee to the Empty Sekai, where through the development of Mafuyu’s emotional state and the influence her friends have had on her, it is able to barely sustain the group’s physical needs.

    The same cannot be said for their mental needs.

    Inspired by the song Netsu Ijou / Heat Abnormal by Iyowa.

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    01 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    prsk
    열이상

    #2

    “Once you can get Kanade into pink again,”
    “I can't believe she doesn't think pink looks good on her. It does! It looked great when we all wore it for my song idea, and it would look great again!”
    “It kind of kills her elegant vibe though. If you know nothing about how much of an overworked mess she is, she looks like the kind of person who has it all together.”
    “A lot of it is the hair.”
    “She does have really nice hair.”

    “I know I'm a mess,” Ena continued. “We're all a bunch of messes, but at least you guys have things going for you. Kanade’s some kind of music goddess, Mafuyu’s a tragic ace, you're…” Ena struggled to find the words, and to Mizuki’s confusion, she seemed to just drop it. “...what do I have? What makes me stand out in any of this? Wanting to work hard to match even a tenth of all of your talent? Ugh. That just means that the thing that makes me special is that I'm not special.”
    “Hear me out. Kanade and Mafuyu have so much talent, that much I agree with you on. But look at what they do with it. All Kanade does is write music. She writes good music, great music even, but she thinks that that's all she can ever do. She's crammed herself into this little music box, composing to try and save people when that isn't even realistic, and she can't get out of it until she realizes that she's the one who put herself in there to begin with.
    “Then there's Mafuyu. She's got the opposite problem, I think: where Kanade knows what she wants to do with her talent, Mafuyu is just along for the ride.they're both getting better about this stuff slowly but surely, but… having that kind of talent doesn't mean that life suddenly gets easier. It's just a different thing to struggle with.”

  16. Public Bookmark 52

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    The five times Mafuyu couldn't understand how different it was living in kanade's home compared to her own house, and the one time she knew very well.

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    29 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 17

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    Knmf Week 2025 Day 6: cooking/movie
    After kana5, but Kanade starts repeating her patterns. This time, Mafuyu's not willing to let things get to that point.

    This is the one fic where both prompts are equally included i think.
    In which I give them a break??? Kind of??? Definitely a bit more fluffy compared to my other works i think. (which doesn't mean much)

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    29 Jun 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 20

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    After five years overseas, Mafuyu returns home.

    A Kanamafu story connecting their past, present, and future.

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    27 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 18

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    Kanade has an inkling she'll probably die young like her mother, but she doesn’t mind. She just needs enough time to fulfill her cursed promise with Mafuyu and compose that song that is capable of saving her. Unfortunately, fate decided it would be hilarious to inflict her with the Hanahaki Disease, leaving her on the verge of death much earlier than even she anticipated. Of course, she hid the fact from everyone and chose to face death all alone.

    “Liar.”

    A few months later, with a comatose Kanade destined to never wake up, Mafuyu is left to pick up the broken pieces. With Ena and Mizuki, they follow her supposed savior's trail to solve the mystery behind her inevitable demise and hopefully find a way to salvage her life... even if they have to fall down the rabbit hole.

    “... Didn't you promise? You’re a cruel girl, Kanade."

    Or.

    This is a happy story about a world where everything is perfect and everyone is happy.

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    27 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    some feelings on grief and creation

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    26 Jun 2025

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