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Kojiro’s face fell. Something was wrong, but it wasn’t the usual. „Kaoru? What’s happening? Can you speak?” Nothing. Everyone was confused. Nobody really knew about Kaoru’s mental state, besides Kojiro. Miya started sniffing again.
Kojiro stood up as Shadow moved Kaoru’s chair a bit away from the table and crouched in front of him. „Everyone stand back. Give him some space. Kojiro, I think he’s dissociating and I’m gonna need your help.”
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- Part 2 of Family is a key to all that matters
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"Ko-- Kojiro", Kaoru didn't sound like himself. He haven't sounded like that in his entire life. Probably. His voice was muffled, watery and a bit broken. His breaths turned quicker every minute. Oh god I'm gonna pass out here and die and i haven't even-
"Kaoru, I need you to focus for a second. I'm going to get you. I need you to tell me where you are so I can get you"Series
- Part 1 of Family is a key to all that matters
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Derek knows something is not right as soon as he enters the school grounds. He can feel not only by smelling the overwhelming mix of emotions, mostly fear, but he can also feel it deep, deep down in his bones. It’s that strong.
If you asked Derek how many times he felt that kind of feeling, he’d probably say he doesn’t remember. That’s a lie number one. Even though Derek isn’t the lying type. -
Fragile thing by xllama
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
09 Aug 2019
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„Crowley, dear. You are allowed to grieve, you know that?”, Aziraphale decided to speak.
„Don’t”, came a simple, hard answer.„What do you need, then?”
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Dealing with Our Demons by ravenyenn19
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
17 Jan 2026
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Inej's first letter back to Kaz after she leaves on her journey to hunt slavers, reunion ensues! Will they continue to learn how to battle their demons in order to get close to one another?
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10 Feb 2025
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“I need you to lie to me, and tell me that I’m a good person.” Atsumu begged suddenly, cutting off Kiyoomi. He clutched Kiyoomi’s arm tightly, his trembling increasing by tenfold. “That I’m not a failure. That I’m worth something, that I’m valuable. That people like me, that I’m okay—“
“Atsumu.” Kiyoomi cut him off, horror bleeding into his voice. “What— where is this all coming from?” Atsumu blinked at him, his mouth dry.
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Atsumu struggles to accept that he doesn’t have to be the best all the time.
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- Part 5 of SakuAtsu Angst Week 2021
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15 May 2021
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Reki is insecure about his lack of kissing experience. Langa just wants to help him feel like he's good enough, even if teaching Reki to kiss means breaking his own heart.
(yet another practice kissing au)
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01 May 2021
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to protect you, i will die a thousand times over by quitepossiblyjanuary
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
25 Apr 2021
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The scars on your body show you how you died in your previous lives.
And Akaashi Keiji doesn’t have a single scar on his body.
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28 Apr 2021
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Iwaizumi groaned and pressed his tongue against the gag in his mouth. He tensed and untensed the muscles in his thighs because it was the only thing he had control over. He couldn’t effectively fuck up into Oikawa’s hand because he didn’t have the leverage to. The ropes were keeping him in place and he couldn’t do anything to chase after his own pleasure. He simply had to take what Oikawa was willing to give.
And, oh, was Oikawa giving.
Or, Iwaizumi gets tied up.
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25 Apr 2021