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When Shidou Ryusei and Mikage Reo find themselves heartbroken and miserable at the same godawful house party, they land on one obvious solution: fake date each other to make their respective almost-lovers jealous.
If Nagi can’t see that Reo’s the ride-or-die standing right in front of him, then Reo will make him look.
And if Sae thinks he doesn’t have to commit, Shidou will go ahead and find someone who will.OR
Shidou and Reo decide to fake-date to make Sae and Nagi jealous.
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12 Aug 2026
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“What’s wrong, Reo?”
Reo’s mouth felt dry. He swallowed. “You’re… you’re hard, Nagi.”
Nagi blinked. The information seemed to process slowly. His brow furrowed slightly, then smoothed. “Oh,” he said, his voice flat. Just… oh.
Oh? Reo’s mind was spiralling. Oh?!
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Nagi requests a scalp massage from Reo and it escalates
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11 Aug 2026
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One day, whilst Nagi gets to live it up on a beautiful Italian beach for a sponsor photoshoot, Reo has to mope around in their apartment back in Tokyo all by himself.
It was going fine until he notices 2 days in how his shirt started to fit a little tighter than it did even the day before. In a panic, he realises he's... growing boobs?!
aka Reo has a hormonal imbalance and somehow grow boobs. Nagi is a little obsessed.
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11 Aug 2026
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Summer was never thrilling for Nagi Seishirou: rich tourists paying hefty amounts of money just to learn how to surf meant he had to teach them, and teaching is an hassle.
Though, one particular summer, he had only one student, and, surprise surprise, it's Mikage's high achiever son.
Nagi despised him, he despised Reo's kind, but he still had six lessons with him.Or
Nagi is an idiot and he later realises he loves Reo
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11 Aug 2026
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Once you know (what my love's gonna feel like) by MaestroIzen
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
22 Dec 2025
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Ness has an aversion to touch, or is at the very least so touch starved that he actually feels uncomfortable towards it. That’s why he always wears gloves during matches and puts his hands behind his back, to keep himself from reaching out to others.
Oddly enough, the only way Kaiser can properly express his feelings is through physical touch, despite also hating being touched.
But when it comes to Ness, it’s a different story.
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- Part 3 of Eudaemonia
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10 Aug 2026
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Ness let out a laugh. “You really haven’t done this before, huh?”
“Yeah? And you have? You reek of virgin.”
Ness giggled, not denying Kaiser’s accusations. “You can fuck me next time, you know? I don’t mind going all the way if it’s with you.”
“All the way? What are you, a girl?” huffed Kaiser. “Anyway, did Noel tell you about the Japanese training camp?”
“Huh? Yeah. He asked me if I wanted to go, but I didn’t want to leave your side.”
“Well, I’m going so you better come.”
“O-oh. Yeah, I’ll go, then. He didn’t mention you were gonna go. I mean, Japanese football has never been that strong.”
“Something is going on over there, and I want to know what it is. Noel showed me clips and there’s this guy… Yoichi something or other. Three months ago, he was losing his high school games, and now he’s outperforming their entire U-20 team. This guy is a fucking lunatic. I want to know how he did it, and then I want to chew him up and spit him out.”
Ten moments in the life of Alexis Ness.
Written for Day 3 of Kainesskai Ship Week 2025: Codependency + Kink Discovery
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- Part 3 of in the life
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09 Aug 2026
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after shidou gets his long anticipated birthday sex, sae begins to realise this might just be the first time shidou has ever properly celebrated his birthday
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08 Aug 2026
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Five years into marriage, things aren't going well for Sae and Ryusei. At the suggestion of their couples therapist, they agree to do a six week trial separation, after which they'll decide whether they still have something to salvage or whether it would be best to just call it quits.
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08 Aug 2026
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& all i want is to save you, honey, or the strength to walk away by heavenbesideyou
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
17 Mar 2025
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Alexis imagines reparenting him, in another world, one that had been kinder to the both of them, imagines a world where one day Michael accepts the help Alexis has almost given up on offering. In this world, he would dump the liquor in the sink, flush the pills.
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07 Aug 2026
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Does it really change anything? Does knowing what happened really make that much of a difference?
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07 Aug 2026
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“If I give you my number,” Sae started, his jaw clenching. “Will you fuck off?”
“Maybe,” Ryusei said with a shrug and a smirk. He reached into his pocket for his phone and held it out to him. “Only one way to find out.”
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06 Aug 2026
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how to platonically help out a bro during his rut by WinglessPegasus
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
10 Feb 2026
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Michael Kaiser is in rut.
Michael Kaiser is in rut, stinking up the whole dorm with his pheromones, and somehow this is a problem for Ness to solve.Bookmarked by xxteslvesanime
05 Aug 2026
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I’d Burn Down The World For You by Gay_Slay_DontPay
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
31 Jul 2025
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Shidou needs some comfort.
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05 Aug 2026
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腐男子 （ふだんし, “fudanshi”）— noun.
Literally “rotten/corrupted boy”. Derived from its feminine counterpart, 腐女子 （ふ女子, “fujoshi”), and used in a similar manner to be a generally derogatory way to refer to male fans of the Yaoi/Boy’s Love (BL)/Shounen Ai genre. Though some fudanshi may be homosexual themselves, not all are. Some fans use this term for themselves as a sort of reclamation.
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ShidoSae in Sasaki to Miyano
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05 Aug 2026
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strike first and strike lethal by ShidousExorcism
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
25 Jan 2025
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Itoshi Sae is a bartender at an illegal underground fighting ring, working to support his younger brother's professional MMA career. Shidou Ryusei is a brutal and unconventional new fighter who rolls in one night, and finds himself utterly besotted by the cold, distant redhead serving drinks behind the counter. At first their attraction is purely physical, with Sae using Shidou to distract himself from the stresses of supporting Rin's dreams, and Shidou just looking for something young and pretty to entertain himself with at the end of the day, when there is nothingness. But maybe they could be something more, navigating the rubble of their ruined lives together. And maybe they'll learn that you don't have to sacrifice love for survival. Not every time.
Underground fighting AU. RyuSae is the main ship, with a side of BachiRin, KuniReo, and Tabiori. Weird combination of rare ships, yeah, I know, but I can't help being BASED.
Now complete :3
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04 Aug 2026
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[nski] Come on, give this loverboy a try by YearningTopsLover
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
17 Aug 2025
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Fanfic writer Ness x Fan-artist Kaiser
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02 Aug 2026
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To catch the sunrise by yathrin
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime), Blue Lock - All Media Types
19 Jun 2026
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Kaiser’s hand drops from his mouth and comes to a rest on his knee, leaving a dark print on his trousers.
“I did it.”
Alexis doesn't run, or retch. He tends to Kaiser’s wounds, at least the ones on his skin; every touch lights Kaiser's nerves up but he does his best to stay still, tilts his head to offer him a better angle, exposing his pulse point, his collarbone.
“Go home. I'll bury him myself.”
"I’m not leaving you on your own, ever again."It's 199X at the dreary urban outskirts of Berlin. Neglected, invisible Alexis finds Michael at the age of ten and loses him at fourteen. The next time they meet, Michael has spent years trying to kill the boy Alexis has been trying, in turn, to outgrow, but they crash into each other’s orbit all the same and every attempt to stay apart proves itself impossible; the past has a habit of clawing its way out of the ground where you buried it.
So, the day Alexis walks into the house at the end of the street to a corpse on the kitchen floor and his childhood friend drenched in blood, the decision is already made.Two teenagers, a dead body and a van: a coming-of-age thriller romance in three acts.
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31 Jul 2026
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Ryusei Shidou might just be the most miserable person in the world. He's just lost a loved one after a lengthy battle with their illness, and still has hospital bills to pay. His art career is in the dumpster, as he hasn't finished a single project since he began spending every night at the hospital. And he just had the world's ugliest breakup with his boyfriend of three years, Sae Itoshi, the only person who'd been keeping his head above water all this time (while simultaneously drowning him, arms wrapped around his throat).
But somehow, things still manage to get worse, when he finds out that Sae no longer recognizes him, as he's had his memory of him, and their entire relationship, erased.
In a fit of rage, Shidou rushes to get the same procedure done, so he too can forget about Sae and all of the damage they did to one another. But as he traverses backward in time, exploring their memories from breakup to meeting, he realizes, far too late, that maybe he doesn't want to forget.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind AU.
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30 Jul 2026
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Burn Your Initials In My Shoulder (Swear That You Are Mine) by An_Laurel
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
23 Jul 2025
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Shidou turned his head to look at him, eyes zeroing in on the cigarette still burning at his lips. He pushed against him again, moving his hips to match Sae’s hand.
“Sae-chan,” He whined, kissing his neck sloppily. “Wanna burn me?” He asked in a hushed voice.
Sae looked at him, caught off guard, but Shidou continued. “Mark me?"
He fastened his pace, letting Shidou hump into his hand as he pleased. “Leave a scar so everyone knows—Please.” Shidou kept babbling, drunk on the sensation. Brand you, like cattle. Sae thought
Or; Sae burns Shidou with a cigarette; Shidou discovers a lot about himself (and Sae).
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- Part 3 of Jealousy is a Disease
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29 Jul 2026
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he talks like an angel (but he looks like me) by sdse
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
11 Jun 2025
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“What?” Sae narrows his eyes, still keeping one of Ryusei’s arms pinned to the mat below them. “Why are you staring at me?”
“I really like you, Sae-chan. Like, really. I like you so much.”
Sae freezes.
He tries to play it cool.
“And? What are you going to do about it?”
Or, Shidou moves in, and Sae goes through the motions.
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29 Jul 2026