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    Yuna's breath caught. "What did you say, baby?"

    "Please." Shane's forehead was still pressed to his knee. "Please, please, please—"

    Hayden shifted closer. "Please what? Tell me what you need, Shane.”

    Then, so faint that all three of them had to lean in just to catch it. "...I need him.”

    Yuna's hand found David's. "Who, sweetheart? Who do you need?"

    “Ilya."

     

    Or: It's been a month since the tuna melts. Shane's been getting closer to breaking every day, until he finally does, in front of his parents and the Pikes. In the middle of the panic, he blurts out the only thing he needs: Ilya. So they call him.

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    The club scene but Shane and Ilya talk and make out. In public.

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    • 28 Aug 2026

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      Very interesting premise of the boys' inhibitions just going 'poof' during the club scene because all the yearning and jealousy just override literally every other emotion for long enough.

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    From a Threads Prompt: "Is there an omegaverse tuna melt fic it fic where Shane actually CAN'T leave because Ilya's knot is still inside him?"

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    “Hey!” Ilya almost howled when Shane tried to get off him, and he clamped his hands down at the Omega’s hips, snapping out a warning growl. “Stop. We are knotted. You have to stay here, stay on me, or you will hurt us both. Stop.” 

    “Right. Fuck.” Shane dragged his hands through his hair, then down his face, “Sorry. I just– I gotta get out of here right away. Please."

    “Well, we are stuck together.” Ilya forced his voice calm, “So maybe we should talk about this?

    “No. No way. This is my actual fucking nightmare.” Shane whispered. “This is the fucking worst– I can’t–” 

    “That is rude.” The Alpha frowned. “I thought I did a good job knotting you.” 

    “Are you fucking kidding me right now?” the Omega hissed, "This isn't funny!"

    "I mean" Ilya hesitated. "Is maybe a little--"

    "ROZANOV!"

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    • 27 Aug 2026

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      That was so sweet. Angsty, yes, but in the same way that tuna meltdown was in the book and the series, ONLY WITH RESOLUTION 💙💚💜

      All the biting and the blood and the glowing eyes are aa little bit much for me, but I don't fucking care. It's a good fucking one-shot

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    Ilya has decided he wants to welcome their last baby at home, so he plans to deliver at the cottage.
    Their little family spends quality time together on what might be their last day as a family of four, while Ilya battles the early stages of labor.

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    Or Ilya finally goes into labor at 40 + weeks and delivers at the cottage like he planned.
    Also enjoy some uber fluffy hollanov family time <3

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    Svetlana’s voice is tense, “Rose suggested I reach out to you. We have an omega here who needs a place to live and I was wondering if you’d be willing to house him.”
    “Me?” Shane blurts out, “Why me?”
    “Because, I believe having a familiar face will help him.”
    “A familiar face?” Shane is even more confused than before, “I mean I know I’m a hockey player-”
    “No,” Svetlana cuts him off. “The omega is a former hockey player, and there’s mention that you two have crossed paths before. Do you remember Ilya Rozanov?”

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    Right before the MHL draft, Ilya Rozanov went missing after presenting as an omega. Years later, he turns up at an auction house where he’s rescued after a police raid. However, due to his unpredictable nature, Ilya is sent to live with star hockey player, and former crush, Shane Hollander.

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    • 21 Aug 2026

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      Such a soft and sweet finale for an angsty beginnings.
      Omega Ilya/alpha Shane with violent past and gender based abuse to omega

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    • 18 Aug 2026

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      ABO
      Very sweet, hot chocolate with chilli flakes kind of a story. 🍫🌶️🍬💚💙💜

      Awesome as a palate cleanser

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    [Two men in suits sit behind a sports desk in the Canadian Tire Centre. The arena behind them is full as players begin to circle on the ice for warmups.]

    Johnny: Good evening, everyone, and welcome to the Canadian Tire Centre for the home opener of the Ottawa Centaurs. I'm Johnny Bernard.

    Martin: And I'm Martin Thomas. We're glad you're here with us for what appears is already shaping up to be interesting evening.

    Johnny: Yes, it's been a wild few months in the hockey world with the outing of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov and then Shane Hollander signing with Ottawa. And here tonight, the players took to the ice a few moments ago, and it appears Ilya Rozanov is wearing a jersey that says 'Hollander' on the back.

    Martin: He was also announced as Ilya Hollander. There's been no comment or announcement from the team regarding the name and there doesn't seem to be anyone else who's name is different, so we're not really sure what's going on with that.

    Johnny: Is Rozanov just showing support? Did they get married? Was he adopted? We're really in the dark here.

    Martin: We really are, and I can't imagine the League will be thrilled about this however it shakes out.

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    On the twentieth anniversary of his mother’s death, Ilya can no longer avoid what she left behind — a note, and a promise he would understand in time.

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    "It wasn’t as if he was deprived of Ilya’s touch. Far from it. Their sex life was beyond healthy and even better now that they were both in Ottawa.

    He was just suddenly very attuned to and incredibly fascinated by Ilya’s hands.

    And the part that made his stomach flip and battle his embarrassment was that he now realized how much he wanted his husband’s hand in him. He wanted it fully and completely, and he wasn’t quite sure how to sit with that realization."

     

    (Post TLG. Smut with a tiny pinch of plot.)

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    What if Shane didn’t leave Ilya’s house after Tuna Meltdown?

    What if he physically couldn’t?

    What if he ended up crying in Ilya’s bed and he found Shane like that later?

    *Alternating POV’s between Shane and Ilya*

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    Ilya Rozanov is fighting a losing battle against his depression and anxiety. A chance meeting with his arch rival sparks a friendship that might actually save him.

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    • 07 Aug 2026

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      Laying another damn brick like it's my raison d'etre.
      Damn, this ends at the perfect sequel doors

      Needs some additional tags because omg

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    The airport looks like it always does. A sea of people oblivious to anything going on around them. Ilya is about to put his headphones over his ears when he sees something so familiar his brain almost doesn't register it. That is until he realizes that he's in fucking Moscow so this doesn't make any sense.

    Because right there at the gate, spread out over several chairs, his duffle bag as a pillow, is the figure of Shane Hollander sleeping. The hood of his sweatshirt is up and he's wearing sunglasses, but Ilya would recognize the shape of Shane Hollander anywhere.

    “Hollander?” he asks in shock, stepping closer.

     

    Or, Shane shows up in Russia after learning Ilya's father died. Ilya did not ask him to do this. He just showed up. And now Ilya doesn't know what to do with himself. He proceeds to just go with it, and maybe listen to Shane for once.

     

    Another song inspired fic, this time Ever the Same by Rob Thomas which I argue is underrated.

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    A cancer diagnosis forces Shane and Ilya to stop pretending they have time. They don’t slowly fall into each other—they crash into it, trying to make up for seven years of almosts and what-ifs. But illness doesn’t magically fix who they are. The same walls, fears, and habits that kept them apart are still there—only now they have to face them while fighting something much bigger than themselves.

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    Ilya dials the number before his brain can catch up to his fingers. Nothing is going to happen anyway, this number has to be years old, and famous people change their numbers all the time, and…

    “Hello?”

    …or, an unexpected conversation about love, loneliness, and what it means to be too much for someone—and loved anyway.

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    “Why are you here?” Ilya asked, very quietly.
    It still felt like a slap.
    Shane must have let out a sound of some sort, because Ilya turned to look at him, finally.
    “Did not mean it like that,” Ilya said. “Just… surprised.”
    Shane shifted awkwardly from one foot to the next, as if he was suddenly coming to the realization that he had no right to be here at all. “I got a call from the hospital,” he explained. “They told me I’m your emergency contact.”
    “Sorry,” Ilya said, in such a quiet voice it was almost impossible to hear him. “I forgot to change it.”
    Shane could only frown. That did not make him any less confused. “I guess I just… I don’t understand why you put me down as your emergency contact in the first place. It’s not like we…”
    Ilya took a couple of deep breaths. It looked like they were painful. His eyes slid away from Shane, like he couldn’t bear to look at him. “Did not have anyone else,” he admitted, and now his voice was the smallest Shane had ever heard it, like Ilya was trying to disappear as the words left him. “I’m sorry.”

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    Or: Ilya has a car accident. Shane is his emergency contact... even though they're no longer seeing each other.

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    After Russia’s quarterfinal loss in Sochi, Shane Hollander sends Ilya Rozanov as innocent of a text message as he can while still hinting at the worry beneath. Rather than ignoring him like he probably should have, Ilya gives Shane one honest answer...

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    • 06 Aug 2026

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      Great, very-well written work. Instant sub for all future work of frenetic-muse ❤️

      Might need a little bit of editing for the communication sections for it to be clear what the intention behind certain statements is (just a little. It is clear that the Author likes when not everything is explicitly stated and I like it about this fic) and who is speaking (common issue with the same pronouns for the participants of a conversation or when the exchanges are reported in direct language, with no accompanying descriptors to identify speakers) and perhaps just a little bit more "feeling" within Ilya's bedroom scene to convey the wealth of intimacy and breakthrough character of this encounter. For me - at times the feelings are not necessarily clearly defined, making this section more challenging to understand on the emotional plane. But perhaps it is just my autism showing, or the fault of my brain having to adjust because of other literature I recently read that had more explicitly written emotion..? I do appreciate the choice to use fewer more poignant words otherwise, where it allows what is left unsaid have center stage. I love to see it as it relies on the reader to be able to identify the between-the-lines parts. I will be back for more from this wonderful author and probably will re-read this one as well. I wonder if the opinion on the bedroom scene will change then.

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    Ilya could already feel in his body that this was going to be a long day. Everything in his body, from his bones to his muscles to his organs, felt impossibly heavy in a way that he was all-too familiar with.
    His heart yearned to properly console his husband, discuss what was upsetting him, but he had too much fear that he would say the wrong thing and give Shane more stress. Breathing was easier than speaking, a rarity for Ilya Rozanov.

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    a study of what happens when ilya has a bad depression day and shane's autism causes him to get overstimulated at the same time. what happens when neither of them can be fully there to catch the other one because they need to be caught themself?

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    It had been a small miscommunication, twelve letters Ilya had somehow managed to misconstrue.

    Or perhaps he had been thinking solely with his dick when his sweet Jane, adorably earnest but historically awful at sexting, had unceremoniously sent Lily a Pornhub link. No further explanation, just a simple question:

    can we try this?

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    So now they were heading to see Roz. Bood couldn’t lie and say he hadn’t pulled the A card for this hospital trip mostly to get to come and see Roz. No, not just Roz. Roz and his boyfriend. Roz and the honest-to-god motherfucking boyfriend that none of them had known that he’d had. Roz and the boyfriend he all but definitely moved to Ottawa for. Bood was over the fucking moon. There was no way in hell Rozanov was ever missing another barbecue.

     

    A short sequel of sorts to 'Crashing' in which Bood and Dykstra make a trip to the hospital the day after Shane drives down to be with Ilya after the plane crash. Revelations, tenderness, and humour ensue.

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