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Yoohan wasn’t the kind of guy who planned things out. His whole life had been about reacting—dodging punches, throwing them back harder, surviving in a world that never handed him anything for free. Even now, even after climbing his way up, that instinct never really left.
So why the hell was he sitting here, staring at a damn ring box like it was a problem he couldn’t solve?
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Yoohan had a problem.
It wasn’t life-threatening. No gangsters were after him. No debts needed collecting. No fights to be won.
No, the problem was much, much worse.
He was sick.
To: Stimmbruchkommtnoch
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Payback with vampires
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Yoohan hangs out with Hansoo one time and develops an unexpected obsession with online personality quizzes (Buzzfeed style quizzes). He starts answering a couple and soon quizzes take up a lot of his time. As usual, Jay gets roped into things.
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"And what do you think would happen if I wipe your existence off the records?" Jay continued on, like he didn't hear Yoohan's answer. He wrapped his entire hand around Yoohan's ankle and squeezed tightly. As he felt his bone creaking under pressure, his survival instincts kicked in and Yoohan unconsciously tried to push him away. Jay held on, his expression not changing in the slightest even as Yoohan started to gasp in pain. "You haven't made your official debut. It would be so easy."
Jay came to visit Yoohan after the board meeting. It didn't end well.
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He'd wanted Yoohan to be his in any way possible, and thus dealing with his troublesome guilt was his first priority. He'd paid special attention towards Yoohan, ensure he would only push as far as he could without making Yoohan disappear into thin air again. And he'd thought it worked; after all, Yoohan had willingly submitted his heart and body to him.
Yet, here he was, waiting for him outside of the operating room.
A take on Jay's POV of the events that occurred between Chapter 66 and Chapter 67 of the novel.
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Yoohan didn't say I'm worried about you, he demanded to know Jay's whereabouts to ensure he was safe from harm.
Yoohan didn't say Don't leave me, but he would hang onto Jay tightly and didn't budge, as if Jay would even entertain the idea of leaving him behind.
There are five love languages: physical touch, acts of service, words of affirmation, gift giving and quality time.
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His fury had simmered at the sight of Yoohan, small and crumpled, lying in a puddle of his blood. If Yoohan had tried putting Jay in his shoes, making him feel what he had felt when he came across his younger brother's body, he would have succeeded. Ironically, it was the stinging pain in his chest and the nausea rising in his throat that helped him to compose himself and quickly establish a plan that would chain Yoohan to him for the rest of his life.
Yoohan had made him taste fear and loss. It was only fair Jay repaid the favor.
Yoohan got into trouble and Jay's sick of this shit.
Needless to say, a lesson is in order.
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Trying to catch his breath, he watched as Jay played with his hair and looking appeased, like a tiger that's been handed an entire crate of meat. He let out a soft huff but didn't make any move to stop Jay.
"So you like blondes?" The question came out in an accusatory tone.
Hansoo convinced Yoohan to dye his hair blonde, but he wasn't sure if Jay was going to like it.
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"You're awake? You could have slept in some more, I know you're not scheduled for anything today."
"... What about you? Why are you still working?" Yoohan asked, his mouth running loose from needing more sleep and turning his filter off.
Jay blinked at his question, like he was surprised by it, but he bounced back quickly. His eyes sparkled with mirth when he teased Yoohan. "What's this? Are you feeling lonely since I wasn't with you in bed?"
Yoohan woke up alone on a cold bed, and went to find Jay.
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"Nngh... ahh, don't..." Gasping, he tried to push the bulky frame above him off. It didn't even budge. "Ugh, stop... t-teasing me! Let go of your hand!"
Jay had a tight grip on his cock, and his other hand flexed in between his thighs, thrusting two fingers in and out. When he slipped another one in, stretching his hole wider and reaching in deeper, Yoohan cried out, his back arching off the bed. His shaky hand reached out to his cock to get the psychopath's hand off him, and it was swatted away immediately with a stern chiding. "No. I'll only let you come when you call me that."
He twisted his fingers just right, and a choked moan escaped Yoohan's throat. He's so close, and yet...! "W-why are you so... nghh, why are you so fucking persistent...?!"
Jay discovered he really liked being called Hyung, and it's Yoohan's job (and ass) to deal with it.
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"I don't care. It's the easiest way to teach them what will happen when they dare lay a hand on you."
"Did you forget it was the spotlight that injured me, or have you really gone crazy?"
Jay's eyes flashed dangerously. "Not as crazy as you, trying to sacrifice yourself for other people's sakes."
Yoohan got injured during a filming session, and Jay went (expectedly) ballistic.
Calming the madman down proves to be a high hurdle, but he got there somehow.
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"Hey, when was the last time you slept?"
The question made the constant tappings halt. Yoohan felt his heart beating faster as Jay looked up from his computer with dimples on full display. "Were you worried about me?"
Yoohan huffed slightly, turning away from that deceptive smile. "I asked first."
It's been awhile since they've met, and Yoohan was called into Jay's office.
He ended up learning more about himself in the process.
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"I knew I should have marked you. Then no one else would ever question who you belonged to." The psychotic madman growled, scraping his teeth against Yoohan's bruised collarbone. "I'll come inside you so much everyone would know you're mine."
You already did, you fucking maniac... There was barely any space left inside him, Jay's cum leaking out from where they're connected. Yoohan choked up when the rock-hard dick penetrating him started to move again. He could feel it all the way up his throat, and his head rolled to the side, sobbing, "Ahh, please, I can't...!"
Jay ignored his pleas, blinded by his own desires to claim him.
Yoohan returned home with an Omega's scent, and Jay went into rut.
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"I do have money, you know." Yoohan bristled in his seat, chomping into his cookie.
"I have more." Jay took out another cookie and placed it on Yoohan's plate with an indulgent smile. It's becoming a common sight. "And I already have everything I want.".
Yoohan wants to give a present to Jay, and the result is better than expected.
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Happiness doesn't come easy, especially after Yoohan realized how much he wanted to live.
(or: a self-indulgent take on Chapter 68 of the novel)
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Yoohan blinked at him, eyes still glassy from having woken up. He's pretty when he's hissing and spitting like a rowdy cat, but there's something ethereal when he let his guard down like this, vulnerable and trusting. Jay couldn't stop himself from leaning down and kissing him on the forehead softly. "Let's get you to bed."
Jay came back home late one night, and accidentally woke Yoohan up before he could carry him to bed.
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He hadn't been this... desperate, before Jay. It wasn't about the sex too; Yoohan just liked seeing him on top, indulging in his primal desires, losing himself in the pleasure that only Yoohan was capable of giving to him.
His heart clenched at the vivid memory from last night, of Jay's incessant dirty talk as he railed Yoohan into the next week, his face flushed an attractive red at the strength he exerted to keep Yoohan still under him... the occasional gazes he gave Yoohan, filled with awe and wonder, like he still couldn't believe Yoohan chose to stay with him.
And those dimples. Fuck, those dimples.
Yoohan woke up with Jay's dick inside of him, and feelings arose.
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"So, did you miss me?"
Yoohan sighed in exasperation, skillfully twisting his body away from the grabby hands from beside him. "Give it up already. You've been asking the same damn question the whole night."
He could hear the amusement from Jay's chuckle. Damn him. "Well, you haven't answered me. Your husband's finally back after two weeks of being overseas, and you didn't even give me a proper greeting."
Yoohan's shoulders stiffened at the stabbing words. It's subtle, but he could hear the underlying hurt behind Jay's seemingly light-hearted jab. The hands trying to grope him retreated, and he unconsciously grabbed onto them, hesitantly letting them rest around his waist. "We had video calls every night you weren't here. What's there to miss about?"
An exhausted Jay just returned from overseas, and Yoohan tended to him as best as he could.
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"You don't mind wearing this?" Jay asked, despite knowing the answer. He liked hearing confirmation from Yoohan's own mouth, evidence of putting his guard down over the years.
Yoohan pursed his lips, planting himself closer and starting to roll his hips against Jay. "No. Should I be?"
Jay asked Yoohan to wear lingerie for their anniversary. Yoohan agreed.