sexual trauma fics
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it reminded me of my home, my family, my identity. now it reminds me of him by leodoriya
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
04 Jun 2024
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- An anonymous University student, What Were You Wearing? exhibit.
Are you male or female?
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- Part 1 of queering it up for pride month
- Part 1 of sexual trauma fics
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it's only sex by leodoriya for watergator
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
05 Jul 2024
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(PLEASE IGNORE THAT THIS WAS POSTED IN JULY - I SUFFERED A CONCUSSION IN THE LAST WEEK OF JUNE AND AS SUCH WAS UNABLE TO WRITE SOMETHING THAT WEEK)
The other night I cried while thinking of having sex with you.
Not out of desire or shame but some subconscious impulse to feel pain.
I wiped my tears on my face and neck and the backs of my ears,
And said, "Now it's sweat, now it's sweat, it's sweat now."
- It's Only Sex by Car Seat Headrestor; surely having sexual trauma has never been an important thing to bring up when building a long-term romantic relationship, right? yeah, raph thinks so too.
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- Part 4 of queering it up for pride month
- Part 2 of brothers au fanfics
- Part 2 of sexual trauma fics
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my baby, my baby (you're my baby, say it to me) by leodoriya for watergator
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
09 Jul 2024
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Leo always tried his best to be the parent Mikey didn't have, but he was always still a parentless boy in a world where the cards were stacked against him.
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- Part 3 of brothers au fanfics
- Part 3 of sexual trauma fics
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You are almost seventeen years old, and you're going to die.
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- Part 4 of sexual trauma fics
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don't let go (because i'm afraid) by leodoriya for watergator
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
30 Oct 2024
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Whumptober Day 30: You're not making sense
“There’s” He gasps. “I-There’s a thing. Bad thing. Have to tell you. Can I tell you? It’s. It’s bad.”
You’re not making sense, he wants to say, but the old drug sitter techniques he’d carved into his skull are coming back with every quickening beat of his heart. He wouldn’t do drugs again, right? Would he?
“What is it?” He pries gently, and then adds as the words paranoia flash in his brain (an impending sense of doom is a symptom of a heroin overdose), “I won’t be mad, I promise.”
Relapsing is part of recovery. Relapsing is part of recovery. Relapsing is part of recovery.
Mikey gasps again, pressing himself against the back of the couch. Leo sits there with his heart running a million miles per hour in his chest as he gathers his breath and his senses enough to speak:
“I got raped” He rasps at last.
And just like that Leo’s rapid heart rate stills entirely with ice cold horror and dread. “… What?”
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- Part 6 of brothers au fanfics
- Part 5 of sexual trauma fics
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i'm so sorry that you have to have a body by leodoriya
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
12 Nov 2024
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Leo's body hurts.
(Mind the tags.)
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- Part 6 of sexual trauma fics
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stay with me, hold my hand (there's no need to be brave) by leodoriya
Fandoms: Transformers: Earthspark (Cartoon)
31 Dec 2024
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After nearly three months of sexual, psychological, and physical torture, Nightshade Malto has finally been rescued by their family and taken home to Witwicky.
But the memories of what happened aren't removed so easily. Luckily, Nightshade's family is known for loyalty.
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- Part 7 of sexual trauma fics
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nothing better in the whole wide world (than to be loved) by leodoriya
Fandoms: The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
12 Dec 2024
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Chromedome struggles with the impacts of his childhood on his body and mind, and Rewind is a good fiance.
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- Part 8 of sexual trauma fics
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deliver us from evil by leodoriya for Polyhexian
Fandoms: The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
16 Dec 2024
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Chromedome jumps about a foot in the air as a hand wraps around his waist and spends about two seconds in a confused panic before remembering that he hasn’t seen Brainstorm recently.
Then, “So,” Comes an unfamiliar, flirtatious voice, “Where’re you from?”
His throat tightens. Get off of me, he wants to say, I have two boyfriends, please don’t touch me like this.
But he can’t even move his eyes from where he’s still watching Rewind petting the dog he’s suddenly consumed with terrified contempt for – LOOK AT ME, REWIND! HELP ME!
He unsticks his teeth and opens his mouth, the room feeling distant as though it’s a movie he’s watching. Stop touching me. Go away.
“Rodion” He hears himself say monotonously. What the fuck?
or; chromedome gets sexually assaulted while at a party which triggers up a shit ton of past trauma and a relapse.
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- Part 9 of sexual trauma fics
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dead mechs don't rape by leodoriya
Fandoms: Transformers: Earthspark (Cartoon), The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
01 Apr 2025
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#1: Attempted rape
Tarn sexually assaults a sparkling. Their sister shoots him in the head for it.
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- Part 10 of sexual trauma fics
- Part 1 of angstpril
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there's not a word yet for old friends who've just met by leodoriya
Fandoms: Transformers: Earthspark (Cartoon)
08 Apr 2025
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#8: Kidnapped
Instead of capturing Nightshade's parents and erasing their memories, Tarantulas kidnaps Nightshade, completes the hologram technology, and erases Nightshade's memory to live as humans.
It lasts for a year.
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- Part 8 of angstpril
- Part 11 of sexual trauma fics
- Part 1 of kidnapped au
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the hands that cradled your face (are covered in unfathomable quantities of blood) by leodoriya
Fandoms: Transformers: Earthspark (Cartoon)
11 Apr 2025
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#11: "Don't touch me!"
After the events of "there's not a word yet for old friends who've just met", Nightshade gets a chance to see Tarantulas again in prison.
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- Part 11 of angstpril
- Part 2 of kidnapped au
- Part 12 of sexual trauma fics
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kronos, god of love (saturn eating his son) by leodoriya
Fandoms: Transformers: Earthspark (Cartoon), Transformers Animated (2007)
15 Apr 2025
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#15: Forced cannibalism
Nightshade was twelve when they gave birth. It was the first time their (biological) mother had been nice to them in their entire life.
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- Part 15 of angstpril
- Part 1 of earthspark humanformers au
- Part 13 of sexual trauma fics
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#17: Slipping on a floor covered in blood
For three weeks, Tarn kept Nightshade in a basement to use for sexual abuse. It ended because Nightshade managed to kill him, and they can't say they regret any part of it.
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- Part 17 of angstpril
- Part 14 of sexual trauma fics
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#29: Rape pregnancy
Nightshade loses their youth, and creates another.
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- Part 29 of angstpril
- Part 1 of firstborn
- Part 15 of sexual trauma fics
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he ain't heavy, he's my brother by leodoriya
Fandoms: Avatar: Frontiers of Pandora (Video Game)
26 Jun 2025
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You don’t want to have sex anymore. You want to go to bed. You don’t want to be a mother. You’re only eight, you can’t do this. They’ve taken so much of your body from you already, you can’t take losing it to a parasite, swelling you up and stealing your nutrients and letting everyone know what a dirty little whore you are-
Someone is still singing that song. A three-fingered hand is on your forehead, fingers running through your hair. “You’re burning up” Someone - Ri’nela, you realize vaguely - says.
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- Part 24 of queering it up for pride month
- Part 3 of transmasc sarentu
- Part 16 of sexual trauma fics