My Scarian fics 🏜️
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His fingers dug into the sink even more painfully as he blinked back the stinging tears. Every single time he thought he had gotten over everything, the wounds would reopen, pouring out crimson and drowning him. He wanted to move on but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t. All doors were shut for him except for one. The only way he could move on was if he gave up and succumbed to death. As much as he wanted to fall into the embrace of the grim reaper, this decision was just too difficult for him to make. Every single time he tried killing himself, he’d hesitate a bit too long and would be discovered. The universe wanted him to endure even if his heart longed to stop.
He walked out of the bathroom and sunk down on his bed that creaked under his weight, his head in his hands. Only one word repeated in his head: Why?
Why couldn’t he break free of this cycle, of this life?
There were chains binding him to the ground, cold metal hugging his ankles and wrists. He couldn’t cut himself free from those chains but…
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Grian hurts himself and Scar comforts him
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- Part 1 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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i have to be with you to live, to breathe (you’re taking over me) by Soulless_moon
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
16 May 2026
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Grian looked over his shoulder only to realise there was nothing worth looking back at. All that existed for him was what lied at the bottom of this cliff. What lied at the end of Grian’s life.
He closed his eyes, took one deep breath and jumped. Funnily, falling felt a lot like flying. It felt freeing. He was finally free. Free from the watcher’s grasp, free from himself, free from everything that bound him to this world.
Agonising pain flooded his senses but none of it was strong enough to be proclaimed as death.
“Oh my god! Is he alive?”
“Just barely. He needs immediate medical attention.”
“Someone get Xisuma.”
And for some reason, Grian recognised the last voice but before he could pinpoint the person behind the voice, everything faded to black.
Grian jumps off the desert cliff, having lost Scar and the will to live but doesn’t really end up dying. He wakes up in a weird town surrounded by weird people and… Scar. None of them remember him. Scar does not remember him yet Grian remembers him. It hurts to not be remembered by your loved one but it hurts even more when you realise you can’t let yourselves fall in love again.
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- Part 2 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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“Ah good Xelqua, you’re here.” His father spoke in a dignified, posh voice. The one Grian liked to mimic behind his back purely because of how stupid he sounded. And oh how he hated that name. He preferred to be referred to as Grian but who cares about what he wants for himself? Hah. “Meet Prince Scar of the Goodtimes kingdom.” He gestured with a wave of his hand to another man that Grian seemed to have missed.
He sure lived up to his name. A scar in the shape of a X stretched across his face. He had eyes the colour of emeralds full of excitement that Grian could not mirror. Long brown hair cascaded down his back and robes the same colour as his eyes hugged his figure. He leaned onto a cane and beamed brightly at him.
Grian’s forced into an arranged marriage. At first he hates it but after meeting his fiancé Scar and spending time with him, he falls in love.
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- Part 3 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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Grian looked at the roof, a simple mistletoe dangling from it, one of many. All the Hermits were together for Christmas and he had the brilliant idea of putting up mistletoes everywhere. Obviously he didn’t do it for them, he did it for himself. He wanted to catch Scar under the mistletoe. He wanted to kiss Scar but was too shy to ask. He wanted to apologise to Scar but was too afraid to approach him with that topic. He wanted Scar back but was scared… so the only means he had of getting him back was under the excuse of a mistletoe. Surely that would be an easy task. Surely?
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Under the guise of the mistletoe, Grian wants to approach Scar and get him back but maybe its fate but he never seems to catch him under the mistletoe. Scar has met literally everyone except for him under the mistletoe. Grian just can’t take it anymore.
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- Part 4 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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“I want you to use your skills for better. I want you to use your skills to serve this city. As a hero. You’d get the love and attention you’re craving.”
“What?” He exclaimed, “Aren’t I getting arrested? What’s the catch?”
“If you say yes, you won’t be arrested. This is why I didn’t unmask you. If you say yes, me not knowing your true identity would be for the best.” Hotguy booped his nose through the fabric of his mask and Grian pulled away from the touch, disgusted. “The catch is that if you say yes, you won’t ever be able to interact with your two friends. I know the two men who came to me are in the same league as you. You’ll have to give up all your relations for their safety.”
“My answer is no. Arrest me. Hell, kill me even! But I’ll never spend my time saving the same people who rejected me.” He whispered in a low yet certain voice.
“Think about it. You have all the time you need to think.” Hotguy whispered before disappearing out of the room, leaving Grian all alone with his thoughts.
Today was supposed to be the heist that would enable Grian and his gang to live happily ever after. How was Grian supposed to know everything was to change?
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- Part 5 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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The moon will sing a song for me, I love you like the sun by Soulless_moon
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
07 Mar 2026
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The rain had been mercilessly pouring onto the poor, little town since morning, showing no signs of stopping. Grian was hunched over her desk, grading her students’ exams and trying her best to not pull her hair out while doing so. Some answers made her want to scream. After deciding that she can’t take anymore, she put the pile of papers away and leaned back into her chair, staring out the window. Everything outside was a soft grey or blue, street lights like distant, glowing orbs hovering in the sky, and a layer of water on about all that the rain touched—the view instead of looking dull and depressing, looked magical.
Grian pushed her glasses up her nose and swivelled her chair to look at her girlfriend sitting on the couch, looking out the window with longing in her eyes. Scar was a vampire. And just as the myths claimed, she couldn’t step out in the sun without burning. Today was one of the few days the sun was covered by a thick blanket of dark clouds. Grian could tell what Scar wanted and Grian could also tell Scar was hesitating to go alone, and simultaneously she also didn’t want to disturb Grian from her work.
Soft Scarian Yuri
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- Part 6 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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Faking it (have I made it?) by Soulless_moon
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
02 Jun 2026
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“You can say no. You can refuse and I won’t mind. But I have something to ask from you, something that might be a bit too much,” he flashed the warning at Scar, in case he wanted to back off yet he remained firm in his footing.
“You can ask anything from me and I’ll try to do it to the best of my ability,” Scar swore.
“Be my pretend boyfriend,” he blurted. Not hesitant, not uncertain, but firm.
Scar froze, as if his brain couldn’t process Grian’s demand, and crashed. “Sorry, what?”
“I,” He pointed at himself, “need you,” he pointed at Scar, “to be my fake boyfriend.” He made a lopsided heart with his hands.
“O-oh.”
“If you don’t want to, you don’t have to,” Grian reminded him. The last thing he wanted was to overstep the boundaries of one of his bestest friends.
Grian’s parents have been bothering him to get a girlfriend. To spite them and shut them up, he pretends to be in a relationship with his best friend, Scar. Things go downhill from there, especially as something fake turns into something far more real.
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- Part 7 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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without the mask, where will you hide? (cant find yourself, lost in your lies) by Soulless_moon
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
27 May 2026
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He was sitting in a fancy hotel in Paris, France, close to where Hotguy was, scarily so. To be fair Hotguy did invite him, maybe not him, but Ariana Griande. Hotguy apparently needed a performer for the gala he was hosting tonight. The invite was send anonymously with an address attached, and a great wealth promised, but after Grian poked around and made the connection, he accepted instantly. He didn’t think then but he was thinking now.
This was technically an undercover mission, he was handed the perfect opportunity to get close to Hotguy, and peel away all the walls he built up to protect his illegal secrets. Hotguy wouldn’t know who he truly was. It was going to be easy, he reassured himself. Nothing was going to go wrong, it never did. Everything was going to be a-okay.
Grian, also known as Ariana Griande, is both a singer and a spy, depending on who he is. He’s obsessed with the notorious villain Hotguy and is given the perfect opportunity to get information out of him… of course things don’t go to plan.
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- Part 8 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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frozen inside, without your touch, without your love (darling) by Soulless_moon
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
28 May 2026
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“Good night,” Scar brushed away his bangs and pressed a kiss to his forehead, lips hovering over his skin a bit longer. He eventually pulled away. Grian already missed the warm, tender touch.
It didn’t take long for Scar to fall asleep, it never did. He was snoring lightly, chest rising and falling steadily. Grian pressed his head into Scar’s chest, listening to the rhythmic pounding of his heart, letting it lure him into slumber.
Scar’s presence faded away, and so did his room, leaving him alone, stranded, lonely.
Or: Grian has a nightmare, scar comforts him! :D
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- Part 9 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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fallen angels at my feet (whispered voices at my ear) by Soulless_moon
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
29 May 2026
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Screwing his eyes shut, he let himself fall.
He fell. At first it felt a lot like flying, but slowly he could feel the pain take over. His wings felt like they were being torn out. His eyes burnt and stung to the point he couldn’t open them. Every limb in his body hurt as he fell. He curled into himself and imagined Scar ready to catch him as he fell. He imagined Scar was here and it was all about to be over. He focused on Scar and wherever he was, using the last bit of powers he had.
He didn’t know how long he was falling for. He had closed his eyes and pretended none of it existed— not the pain, not him, not the world he had given up. He knew when he had landed, though. He pierced cool water and sunk to the bottom. His eyes opened as he thrashed and kicked, reaching for the surface. He broke through and took in his surroundings. This was the forest Scar had to be in, and sure enough he was, still lying on the ground, eyes just barely open.
Grian swam towards him and collapsed next to him, “Scar, I’m here.”
Scar’s a demon, Grian is an angel, and they’re in love. Scar, however gets caught, and exiled from the skies. Grian can’t live without him.
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- Part 10 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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Once he had swallowed down the last bite and downed it with water, Grian grabbed both of Scar’s calloused hands in his own, “We have to leave.”
“W- what?” Scar blinked. “Leave?” he echoed.
“Yeah. Leave, run away,” Grian nodded, “I am not marrying anyone unless it’s you.”
“Running away requires a lot of planning though,” he mumbled, more to himself than Grian, “Do you have a plan?”
“Kind of,” Grian giggled nervously. Scar arched a brow, knowing him a bit too well, scarily so. “No.” Grian admitted, “But when all your faith in reality fades away, who do you follow? Or what do you follow?”
“The heart…?”
“Exactly. My heart says we will not stay here another day, in a place which has no regard for our hearts,” Grian stood up, hands on his hips, “Will you come with, or will you stay here? I’ll respect whatever you choose,” he reassured him.
After Grian realises his parents are forcing him into a marriage without his consent or without consulting him, he runs away with his loyal knight, Scar.
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- Part 11 of My Scarian fics 🏜️