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    "You're making this so much harder than it needs to be"

    "There is no this, neil"

    "Fuck this"

    "Do I really have to repeat myself"

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    Andrew and Neil fight. Neil decides go for a run to calm himself. He meets some people he does not want to.

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  2. 41

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    After Neil Josten runs away from the foxes in Chapter 6 of The Foxhole court everyone is promptly kindnapped (minus Neil who is getting pampered by the author) and is given his story (Its an au the author created) to watch and a few other things. The foxes will learn about their newest teamate and the future as well. Andrew will finally get to see Nothing again but as somebody with a name.

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    As the resident witch of a nameless town on the fringe between civilisation and the lawless dragonlands, Neil has made himself a nice little home. He is safely anonymous, and two mountain ranges away from the family who made his life hell. He has work, friends, even an occasional lover in one of the dragon-herders when he’s in need of company. But his comfortable routine and home are all threatened with rumours of a danger to the dragon herds, something hurting and killing them without explanation. As a witch raised on his father’s cruel breeding farm, he could be the only one to find the cause of it, and to treat it. But doing so may start a deadly chain-reaction to destroy all he has built, and all those he holds dear.

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  4. 61

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    He pulled his jersey over his head and stared down at the blue piece of fabric. The colour is very close to Neil’s eyes. He thinks back about Neil in the crowd, clad in white and orange between the mass black and blue. 'Minyard' and '03' on the back instead of his new '28'.

    He should get Neil a souvenir.

    He looks to his left, to his right and to his left again, making sure nobody is looking at him while he quickly shoves the shirt into his bag. Maybe he’ll piss off an equipment manager, but it’ll be so worth it.

    or, Neil visits Andrew when he's playing pro and Neil has one more year at PSU

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  5. 44

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    He learned about the roommate in increments. Bits and pieces.

    Josten. Neil.

    Maths.

    He ran. At five in the morning, like a crazy person.

    He didn’t bring people over. No friends, no partners, no nothing.

    No wonder, Aaron said once in a passing sentence, He’s a bit of an asshole.

     

    Or: Neil is Aaron's roommate. Andrew is fascinated even from afar.

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    “Do you take your cues from dead men?”

    The immediate aftermath of Aaron's accusation at the cabin in "The King's Men."

    Only Neil fights back and Andrew finds out...

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    Stupid words, such stupid fucking words. Neil knows no one has ever said those words to him before. Not his father, not his mother and never from Andrew. Because why would he? This was nothing, he was nothing. He had said it himself.

    Neil was a fool. A fool who’s heart was pathetically weak.

    A fool who was in love with Andrew Minyard.

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    or Neil realizes he's in love and he is terrified.

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  8. 61

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    Andrew didn't trust anyone, life had taught him that no act of kindness was free, that people decided to ignore anything that happened around them in order not to get involved.

    That was before he met that kid at the library, a guy who had "problems" written on his forehead. Andrew knew kids like that, maybe Andrew could also call himself a problem, so he tried to ignore it even after they met at school, in the same classroom.

    Only, after an unfortunate event, the boy was the only one who helped him and unlike what Andrew believed, he did not ask him for anything, he did not ask or demand an answer.

    This alone caused everything Andrew knew to shatter.

    Maybe he's not so alone after all, maybe he could finally allow himself to trust someone without the constant fear of being rejected.

    Maybe he finally had someone.

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    Andrew and Neil met before.

    The truth is I'm bad with summaries and I'm not very happy with this one :(, maybe I'll change it, we'll see

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    None of this was new to them yet, but it still felt momentous because this was a Neil who was his, who’d let him claim him in front of his family and his teammates, who’d been wearing his clothes and his marks for months on end now and who was delighted at the thought of Andrew wanting a future with him permanently, semantically synonymous with forever, a much too scary word for now, but maybe not in the future.
    Future.
    Andrew’d never thought he could have something like that, hadn’t really planned to make it past thirteen and now here he was, he was an adult, he was safe, he was in his own bed in his own home with a man who would quite literally die for him, who he was planning a future with. He’d never planned for this, had nowhere to store it in his mind, in his body, so he put it into Neil instead.

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    In The aftermath of a vicious nightmare, Andrew accidentally cuts Neil with a knife. The night from Aaron's pov and Andrew's.

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    Neil is on the bed, in boxers and a T-shirt. He’s on his side, while his eyes are shut tight and his face is flushed over the nose and cheekbones like a garden of roses blooming from his freckles. One hand is curled in his hair, the other is on the pillow that he has both legs wrapped around. He’s moving his hips against the edge of the pillow where it touches against his crotch and letting out soft, frustrated huffs.

    Oh.

    Andrew realizes he has catastrophically misjudged the situation.

    ...

    Neil's finally on testosterone, and while the changes are slow, one thing had skyrocketed; His sex drive.

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    Jeremy needs a trainer for his hyper and destructive dog, Penny. He picks the top-rated trainer in the area, Jean Moreau, for the job. The problem is that he's gorgeous, but and that he is very much Not An Option.

    Jean has worked hard to get where he is. He's pieced his life back together. He's got his brother, his friends, he's very successful and happy with his job, and he's got Toulouse. He doesn't need anything else. He certainly doesn't need an alpha.

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    Sometimes Andrew looks at the clock in his laptop and the only thing he can think of is timezones. It always takes him a second to extrapolate and get an estimate of how late it must be for Neil. He does it automatically, only realizing he has started doing it by the time he has an answer. Neil doesn’t even need to be fucking awake for it. Andrew will just be there, in his room, finishing some assignment for the next day and suddenly remember that Neil is also somewhere out there.
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    Andrew and Neil live an ocean apart. They meet in a gaming server. It’s all Kevin’s fault.

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    Nathaniel Wesninski wants nothing more than to see his father dead and buried. But when his father promises him the title of The Butcher, Nathaniel quickly realizes that his destiny of following in his father's footsteps is closer than ever before.

    So of course, when he gets forced to go undercover for the Baltimore police, he starts seeing what living could truly be.

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    Andrew Minyard is a newly recruited police officer for the worst precinct in Baltimore, who is dedicated on hunting down the notorious Butcher and his unnamed underling. But when Neil Josten is thrown into his midst as his civilian consultant; he starts to realize some things don't quite appear as they seem.

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    Andrew Minyard is notorious for being closed off and emotionless. But he also doesn’t lie. Three times conversations with Andrew end in unexpected honesty as he lets people in, the tiniest bit.

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    “Aaron got off on self defense Andrew. You don’t have to do this for him,” Neil said, his voice edging on desperation.

    “I’m not doing it for him.”

    Neil bit his lip, looked at Andrew thoughtfully until understanding flooded his gaze and Andrew could see the heartbreak in his eyes when he realized Andrew’s motivation. He shook his head quickly once he realized, “No Andrew. Don’t put yourself on the cross just to save them. They’ll still have to testify.”

    “They weren’t supposed to exist. Luther promised she wouldn’t foster anymore. I never checked and Drake got to 6 of them.”

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    AU in which Aaron’s hit didn’t kill Drake and Drake is now being charged for his crimes

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    “I was wondering…” Neil stopped, but continued as he tried to clear his mind, “... if Bee ever asked you to write.”
    “Write.” Andrew repeated.
    “Yes, keeping a diary, maybe? Or just, you know, write a short story or something.”
    “Funny you asked that.” Andrew replied, except there was no hint of humor in his voice and expression. “Why?”
    “No reason.” Neil said. “You could be a great writer.” He felt the fingers on his nape pressed onto his skin, but he continued, “When we read those books, you actually can guess where the story will be going. That’s impressive.”

    (or: Neil wanted to know if Andrew had ever written something. He meant a journal or something Andrew could pour his words onto, Neil didn’t expect a whole novel written by Andrew.)

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    Neil was always going to run, the choice to reveal his name and hidden designation never should've swayed Andrew, but they had.

    Neil had swayed him, and now Andrew can only reckon with the fact that he was stupid enough to want again.

    It's those thoughts that are circling his head when the car pulls up. It's not smooth, he watches as the driver goes over the curb, though Andrew doesn't care enough to tell them off for their horrible park job.

    Not until Neil fucking Josten practically collapses out of the driver's seat, beat to all hell and with red hair to boot.

    Andrew is at his side before his conscious mind realizes, his body already having made the choice for him. He smells blood, and fear, but they're overpowered by the sweet scent of strawberry sorbet pouring out from Neil's neck.

    His mouth starts to water as Neil practically folds into his arms, pupils blowing wide as he catches the heat scent of slick in the air. He has a second to curse before Neil is looking up at him, glazed eyes blinking heavily before getting stuck on Andrew's face.

    "Andrew," He says his name like no one else ever has, possibly ever will.

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    “Proust believed in reenactment therapy,” Andrew said.
    “Reenactment therapy,” Wymack repeated.
    Andrew felt walls close around him. Walls he knew so well. Walls he stared at every time they strapped his limbs to the bed because Proust labeled him a ‘danger to himself.’
    “Kid, look at me,” Wymack said.
    The walls, Andrew remembered. When Proust did his fucking therapy, Andrew remembered the walls.
    “Andrew, are you telling me he–”
    “Yes.”

    Andrew tells Wymack about rehab.

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